earliest memories

I was five .. full of anger

all day i'd cursed God

alone in my room

for hours .. no one home but me

my pocket watch broke

i'd wound stem too tight

started screaming .. cursing God

over and over

face turned red .. sweating

i'd kept on cursing .. how long

I do not recall

felt bad after that

i'd displayed crazy evilness

no reason .. I knew

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