that last part sounded bitchy i'm sorry

i don't hate this girl and i do think she's smart and a hard worker, but she's also rlly fake.

this is just a lot of frustration and slight anger that has been building up since last year.

i didn't write that last part to attack anyone and i might even take it down. idk.

i just feel like my hard work is going to waste bc, since ivys are so selective, i'll be in competition with this girl. she's in my friend group, so i know how she is as a person, and she does a lot of shady things. still, i don't hate her. i just can't stand to think about the situation and i rlly needed to rant.

sigh.

i feel like a jackass rereading that last part and i honestly might take that part down of it continues to bother me.

i'm just frustrated. i rlly want out of my home state. so bad. and ivy leagues are my only way out for reasons i can't disclose.

it's just a lot of frustration.

i'm sorry.