+Naruko+

I thought of sasuke as a freind once apon a time.

I even had a lil' crush on him.

Then he left.

And my heart snapped in two..

I think of Gaara as a confident. (Someone you tell everything to)

Even a lover.. (Blushes)

I think of Han as a freind..

Although he is weird..

As three of these boys mentioned i have had an urge to be more than freinds.

But i pushed it down every time.

I knew it wasn't a good idea.

It hurt.. .but i stay strong.

Every day, i hold back so many things.

Rinnegan..

Kyuubi...

Curse mark..

I have so many burdens, and it's litterally weighing me down.

I used to train 2 hours every day when i was five.

At seven, that grew to 4 hours.

At ten, it got to 6.

At 12, it was usually half a day if i could help it.

At 15, it was back to 2.

I train hard, so that  ican protect everyone precious to me.

But it's hard...

It's like strapping 1000 bricks to your head and then trying to keep your neck straight.

It's just impossible..

Sometimes i wonder if all my effort is for naught.

Like, the more i acheive, the harder i fall..

Sometimes i wonder if i should just..

|Give up...

Like this little insight into narukos head?