Justin Bieber
Too much

"Don't wanna close my eyes, I'm scared I'll miss too much. Don't wanna fall asleep, I'd rather fall in love
When I can't feel you, I feel out of touch
Two seconds without you's like two months."

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"Tae, are you alright?" 

With little steps, enters the woman who is secretly holding my heart in her tiny palms. It's as if I'm dreaming right now. Never would I have expected her to come here, because of me. My Asian beauty's dark irises consume my whole attention and everything and everyone in the room is nonexisting. Funny, how I thought it would be better to never see her again when she's the only one I was longing for the past two weeks. There is something in the way she walks so carefully, approaching me while her hip moves unintentionally sensually, or how her aura is bringing peace to my soul yet chaos to my body.

"I was worried sick when your sister called me this morning." My pretty panda takes my hand in her warm and soft hands. I missed her touch, and the gentleness in every gesture she shares. Every hair on my body is reacting, covering me with goosebumps when she softly squeezes my hand. "You should take care of yourself more. Did you overwork yourself, again? It's not healthy to work too much and you don't sleep enough! Do you know that a healthy human should be sleeping seven to eight hours a day? But you merely get three hours of rest, so how can you expect to concentrate and function properly during the day?" Crystal inhales sharply after giving me a scolding rap. "Tae, you're working too much!"

"Are you done?" I ask with a grin on my lips. It's cute to hear her worries for me. I'm imprisoned in her irises, impossible to escape her gorgeous chocolate eyes.

"I'm not. I could scold you all day long on repeat!" A chuckle leaves my lung at Crissy's pouting lips. As a habit, I kiss the back of her hand and realize after her reaction what I just did. Crystal is surprised by my action but I didn't think before doing it. "Anyway, are you in pain?" The woman let go of my hand and I feel instant regret for the kiss.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

"Fine? Are you kidding me? After you fell from a building's rooftop you assumed yourself to be fine?" Her brows furrow in a cute manner yet I believe she's upset with me. "I think you hit your head too hard and lost your mind. You. Are. Not. Fine!" I squeeze my lips into a thin line to suppress a laugh at her adorable scolding. It takes me all the willpower to hold myself back from taking her into my embrace and holding her tight to my body just to show her how cute I find her.

"Well, she is damn right." My sister's voice brings me back to reality. The pregnant woman stands up and walks like a penguin next to my bed just to knock against my head. A little sting arises when she hits my head and the pain reminds me of how lucky I am that I survived. "See, you are not fine, little brother."

"Little brother?" Crystal shrieks up and a voice so high, I never heard before from her, echoes in my ears. She runs with small quick steps around my bed and stops right in front of Taeyeon. Her face is crimson and the sight makes my heart weak that a satisfying grin stays on my lips. In an American manner, Crissy extends her hand, "I am so sorry for not greeting you properly. Thank you for your call. My name is Crystal, nice to meet you."

My sister giggles at Crystal's behavior, she shares a little glimpse with me before giving her whole attention back to the sweet woman and shaking her hand, "nice to meet you, Crystal, I'm Taeyeon, this dumbass' big sister." I'm not gonna lie, my sister is a very cold person, at first, she gets warmer after a while if she likes the other individual but I never saw her this amused to meet a stranger. Is she also affected by the Pandapower this little woman holds? It's not just because Crystal loves pandas and her cute pajamas but she reminds me of a panda. She is calm and gentle and the amount of cuteness is unavoidable, it makes me want to squeeze and pet her.

She has the same effect on me when I see a panda in a zoo.

"I have to go to work but I will visit you after I finish," Crissy explains and sets a sports bag on top of my bed, next to my feet. "This is for you, I thought you could need them while you're stuck here in the hospital. If you need anything else send me a message, and I'll get it for you later." She's talking so much today that I forgot how soothing her voice was, over the past two weeks. Crystal takes a plastic bag out and a delicious smell invades my nostrils. "I bought you your favorite food, Jajangmyeon, it's enough for two so," she turns to my sister with a smile, "you can also eat with him, please do, you're pregnant and need to take care of yourself and the baby. You must've been so worried that you forgot about your health."

"Thank you so much, dear, this is very thoughtful." Taeyeon's voice is shaky, she's touched so am I. What a shame, I don't even know what her favorite food is but this woman knows mine.

"I'm heading to work as well, should I drop you off somewhere? If that's ok for you, of course." Hobi asks Crystal and eying me at the same time. Is he asking for my permission? Yeah, probably, Hoseok is a very caring person and would never want to start a drama because of a woman.

"I work in New York City, isn't that too far?" Crissy takes my hand once again and I paralyze in surprise.

"Actually not, we started a new building there so it's on my way." My friend answers her and locks eyes with me again, I nod at him and he immediately knows what it means as he smiles with a nod back at me. I squeeze her palms softly and her gaze takes me hostage.

"See you later." She whispers slowly. My body goes numb when she smiles at me with her cute little dimple. Our eyes say so much yet our mouth is scared to voice them out. Why do I feel like I'm the world to her when she looks at me?

"I'm waiting," I whisper back, almost mute but she understands as her cheeks paint a shade of light pink. "Drive safe, Hobi. See you later and thank you." My friend flashes me a wink and smiles with his teeth. I watch them leave the room and as soon as they close the door behind them, I feel a sudden void inside me.

Crystal came, for me, all the way from NYC to Manhattan. She doesn't have a driver's license which means she rode the train or by taxi, which would be expensive. This isn't adding up in my brain. It doesn't make any sense. Two weeks ago she deleted my number in front of my eyes and today she brought my favorite food?! "Oh, wow, Tae, this girl bought you some clothes and even underwear and a toothbrush. Even shampoo and lotions. Damn, she's a keeper!" My sister shows me everything that's inside the bag and Crystal knows more about me than I ever told her. For example the size I'm wearing or the shampoo I use. I never told her nor did she ask me about that stuff.

"Taehyung, for real, don't let this woman go. Do you know how thoughtful she is about you? How much she's caring for you? This is nothing a normal girl would do but this is something a wife would do. And I like her!" Her words linger a while in my mind and I start wondering if my sister is right. She's talking about wife material when Crystal and I had just a sex-friend relationship. It's not that I already knew that my panda is special but I never thought she could be my one person moreover that I could be her one person.

"Crystal was probably shocked because of your call. She couldn't just ditch you and considering not coming, Crissy is too well-mannered and good-hearted." 

"Yeah, of course, and I'm the holy mother mary, pregnant yet still a virgin. Just walk blindly around, Tae, but let me tell you, you're dumb if you let her go because that woman is a rare species." My sister's statement is almost intimidating to me and her gaze tells me I am right. "If you could only see the way she is looking at you and you're even worse. Your eyes tell me this woman is already deep inside your system. The way you shine beside her, your eyes filled with pure admiration as if you're another person. This is love, Kim Taehyung, but I think you're holding back. What for, though?"

Am I wrong to be scared of what will happen to Crystal if I decide to date her and deepen the relationship? I know it will be hard and I don't know if she's ready and strong enough to take all the hate and curiosity from my people.

"I just want to protect her."

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