Conor Maynard
For the night

"So act like you love me, love me
Even if it's just tonight
Talk like you love me, love me
Even if it's just a lie."

It was a bad idea to ask Tae if he could stay by my side but I didn't expect he would agree to my dumb question. And here we are now, together on my bed. My head is still spinning and I feel the rest of the alcohol in my veins. On top of all that, I'm horny as fuck, and my favorite snack is right in front of me. Taehyung's dark chocolate eyes are watching me while I pretend I'm asleep. It's so hard to keep calm and silent. His scent is hypnotizing my mind and I start to count the sheep to distract me from my dirty thoughts.

One horny sheep. Two horny sheep. Three horny sheep. I am a horny sheep. Ahh for the rainbow-pooping-unicorns sake. I won't ever touch any alcohol ever again.

"Can't sleep?" His baritone sends vibrations through the pillows when he starts chuckling. Shit, he found out I was faking being asleep.

"I can't when you're next to me," I admit, and a smirk decorates his handsome face.

"If I remember correctly, you were the one who wanted me beside you until you fell asleep, right?"

"Right, I thought it would be easier when you're here…" It's hard to find the right words without sounding too obvious.

"Should I go?" Tae's deep voice is barely a sound as if he regrets even asking.

"Don't," I touch his face and caress his cheeks while placing a kiss on the tip of his nose, "I want you here, with me!"

"You're drunk, Crissy." Taehyung copies my action, he takes my face in his big palms and kisses my cheeks, forehead, and the tip of my nose. 

"Yeah, drunk and horny." Ok. It's out. My libido is taking over me. His eyes double in size at my boldness and he starts giggling in disbelief. "I'm not joking, Tae."

"Crissy, don't make me weak." The man I'm yearning for comes closer, his breathing sharp, his eyes studying my facial expressions searching the lie behind my words. But all I know is I want him. Although it's wrong and a very bad idea, I'm yearning for his touching, kisses, and his body. If I can't have his heart, I will take his body. Just this time. Only for tonight. Be mine.

"Touch me. I want you Kim Taehyung." 

Taehyung locks his lips with mine, I feel his weak breath and it drives me insane to finally taste him again. Our sensual dance battle is taking me to places I never dared to imagine. His lips move in sync with mine. Soft and gentle yet dominant and wild our kisses tell how much we miss each other. Taehyung's pillowy soft lips fit so perfectly with mine. 

This man is driving me crazy. 

I let out a sensual moan. I can't hold it anymore. A deep groan leaves his mouth when I grab a handful of his hair pulling it softly just to keep him in place. His hands glide down my waist and drag me to straddle him. The growing bulge in his pants is my destination for tonight. I want the image of him making love to me, to come true. I'm starting to feel hot inside, the pulse in my pussy is thumping, craving some pressure on my clit. It feels like I'm suffocating from the lack of air. That's when I disconnect our lips and start grinding onto his growing dick. 

"Fuck, this is so wrong." He groans under me and sucks the spot under my ear so delicately that he teases me to moan in pleasure. His big hands grab my ass and move me to his preference, perfect pace and amount of pressure. Taehyung's lips are on my neck sucking and biting his way down to my collarbone. Leaving purple love bites. My arms go around this man's head and I hold him close to my body. He returns my affection by embracing me around my waist tightly.

Our heart is beating fast, I can feel him on my stomach and he should be able to hear my pounding heart, by now. I hear his whisper and the knot in my tummy tightens in excitement. "You're driving me crazy!"

"And I am crazy for you!" My words are too honest. This is what they call 'the drunken truth.' Everything is intense to me right now and I want all or nothing. His eyes watch me in adoration yet there's a slight string of sadness behind them. I'll accept my broken heart when it means I can have him tonight. 

I kiss my way down to his neck, biting and sucking a spot on his shoulder, a deep breathy growl is my reward. Going further way down, I stop by his chest, kissing his chocolate nipples gently with an open mouth. His body reacts immediately by shaking a little bit. I check on him to see, he's watching my every move. Tae is biting his bottom lip in excitement. This man is just smashing hot, fuck. 

My mouth explores further, reaching his muscular and hard yet very tender, stomach. Taehyung is well-built as if Adonis himself created every detail of his body. I adore his six-pack by caressing each muscle with my mouth and tongue. When I reach his very present V-line I lock my eyes with him. His stare is dark and hooded with lust behind his irises. Tae licks his lips knowingly when I grab the hem of his pants. Usually, what I learned from the past is that I don't like giving blow jobs. I never have taken the initiative to start it but with Taehyung, it's different. 

I want to please him. I want to be the reason he shivers in satisfaction. I want him to lose his mind while I take him deep inside my mouth. I want to taste him.

Tae helps me while I take his pants with his undergarment off of him. The weight of his erection slaps against his torso and the fact that he's already stone hard lets me know how much he's longing for my touch. He sits up and leans his back on the headboard of my bed. The male's beautiful eyes never leave me, he always does that and I love how carefully he watches me as if I would disappear if he didn't look.

Taehyung stiffens and bites his lip when I start to stroke him, using the drops of his precum on his tip as lube to cover his length.

Fuck this man is blessed not only with his appearance but also down here. 

"Ahh, bebi don't tease me," he says between his groans. I love how verbal he is.

Moisturizing my lips with my tongue I take him slowly in my mouth without losing eye contact. I lick his tip with a flat tongue, tasting his salty precome. His body tenses as I take him fully inside my mouth until his tip hits the back of my throat. Taehyung's mouth opens and he breathes heavily between his deep moans.

"Fuck, this feels so good!"

I start bopping my head up and down, sucking his tip with my tongue whenever I reach his tip again. His head falls behind groaning and cursing filthy words. This man looks so damn sexy when he's not in control. The dimmed light in my room makes his skin glow even more gorgeous than it already is. His dick starts to pump and I know he's close. I go faster and try to take him deeper.

Both of his hands grab my head, stopping me from going further, I look confused at him, still with his cock in my mouth. This is the first time that I see this dark expression on him.

"Keep your mouth open!" He demands, his eyes darkening and starts to move his hips upwards fucking into my mouth hard, with every thrust he hits the back of my mouth, and I start gagging. The funny thing is, even though Yoongi did the same and he loved it, I too enjoy this blow job so much that I feel the wetness between my legs getting more and I'm so turned on that I moan in pleasure.

"Ahh yes, you take me so well, sugar." Taehyung's moans are the cherry on top.

His pace slows down a bit but his thrusts are harder and he goes deeper than before, tears building up on the edge of my eyes and it's hard to breathe. Our eyes are still locked together. "I'm close," he informs me, "can I cum inside?" he asks and I lightly nod my head. Tae caresses my cheeks softly, "what a good girl."

I'm weak when he compliments me, even more so in this situation. As someone insecure about skills like me, it's important to get feedback and compliments to push my self-esteem and confidence. I grab onto his thighs when he starts to pound into my mouth so fast that I almost lose balance. My saliva drips down onto the sheets. Taehyung's eyes are drowning in lust, this sight of him is arousing yet dangerous. He loses control of himself as he thrust harder and releases his warm juice down my throat.

This man looks sexy with his mouth open and his brows furrowed in ecstasy. His chest moves fast when he catches his breath but his rest doesn't last long. Taehyung watches my tongue clean the rest of his ejaculate from the corner of my mouth. "You're so fucking gorgeous!" He says while pushing me onto the mattress. He's on top of me and seals our lips together. This is new to me, I always wished for a kiss as a reward for the pleasure I gave but my ex was disgusted by his fluidity. However, Tae is so different. The way he kisses me is the answer to my insecurity and all my doubts are fading away. Just by a kiss!

It doesn't take long for him to fully undress me. The cold air hits my soaked private part and sends me shivers throughout my body. He kisses my neck and I roll my ass in anticipation. I'm horny, and my clenching pussy is begging for attention. "Tae, fuck me already!"

A sexy vibrating chuckle tickles my neck. He faces me and stares so deeply into my eyes, it makes my heart go wild. "Sugar, can I be rough?" 

I simply nod, but the fact he asks me for permission to go hard on me is something doing to my body and heart. He smirks mischievously and places my legs on his shoulders. The tip of his cock teases my entry and slides up to my clit and between my folders, teasing me more. Tae kisses my ankles so softly, tickling me that I need to hold back from accidentally kicking him. And with a hard thrust, he enters me. Surprising me, how deep he can go. Loud moans escape my mouth when he pounds at an animalistic pace.

He never went this fast and hard. His thrusts are so powerful that at some point it hurts a bit. The pain is pleasurable, though. Whenever he is close to climax, his dick gets thicker and I feel so full inside. "Ah fuck, I'm going to cum, again."

"It's ok, I'm close." I moan.

"Inside?" He groans.

"Cum inside me!" 

"Uh shit, you feel so fucking good, Crissy," Taehyung growls and fills me up with his hot semen. We lock our lips to a loving kiss. His arms embrace my figure tight to his body. Our hearts beat in the same rhythm. This moment is so beautiful that I want to freeze time yet I know it'll be over when I wake up tomorrow, knowing he's not mine. But I push these thoughts aside as we run together to dreamland and fall into a peaceful slumber.

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A soft kiss on my forehead wakes me up. My head hurts and I feel soreness between my legs. I open my eyes and the most handsome man greets me with his sweet boy smile. He looks like an angel. 

"Good morning, pretty." His morning voice sends chills through my body. "Did you sleep well?"

"Good morning, handsome. What time is it?"

"Time for me to grab us some breakfast," Tae tells me while putting on his clothes. I watch his back, every muscle is moving when he puts his trousers on. The desire to hold him close to my body and touch him overrules my mind when I embrace his back. "Are you ok, bebi?" He turns around to face me but his smiling face vanishes when he sees my tears building up on the edge of my eyes. "Babe, what's wrong? Are you hurt somewhere?"

Taehyung takes my face in both hands, confusion is written all over his face.

"Tae, we shouldn't have done that!" I confess.

"I know. I'm sorry." He kisses the tears from my cheeks, "I should have rejected you, but I'm not strong enough to resist you." Taehyung's eyes are filled with guilt.

"Why can't we just try?"

"Crystal, we can't. I don't want you to suffer."

"What do you mean?"

"That's not important because I won't let you go there." This hurts so much that I feel my heart cracking. I turn cold at his statement. My arms leave his warm body and I let them dangle to my side.

"Please, delete my number and never come see me ever again!" I take my phone out and show him, "I delete your number as well!" His eyes double in size and watch me in disbelief but he simply nods, takes all his stuff, and leaves through the door.

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It's a bit early but I'm busy tomorrow that's why I uploaded it today. Hope you enjoyed.