Most girls
Hailee Seinfeld

"You know some days you feel so good in your own skin but it's okay if you wanna change the body that you came in
'Cause you look greatest when you feel like a damn queen' "

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The pulsating pain in my head wakes me up from my slumber and the sun is brightly shining through my big windows. I wish I had already bought the curtains for this matter. It's nice to wake up and be greeted from the sun but not with a fat hangover. 

Naomi advised me to prepare a bottle of water and painkiller beside my night table, and I did. I gulp down the cold fluid and it soothes my sore throat in an instant. My body feels weak and is still aching from the events, this is the result of not being used to partying and drinking alcohol. But a special event may be the reason why my body hurts, it's a beautiful pain to be reminded of.

A shower should be the right thing to do right now. When I came home early this morning after Jimin dropped me, I didn't have the energy to clean myself. I'm surprised that I woke up without my dress, so I used my last energy to undress myself leaving me almost naked. Yeah, I'm nasty, I know, but who can blame me? 

The warm droplets of the shower are kissing my skin softly and cleaning my sins from the youngest events away. Even though I enjoyed the time with Jimin, hell I enjoyed it to the fullest and never had such a pleasure, but a part of me regrets it a little bit. It's the first time I had sex with someone I'm not emotionally involved with, which is strange to me.

Maybe it's just me, I'm an over-thinker and tend to question myself a lot. But the fact that I felt free and weightless after the amazing sex with Jimin is proving, that I needed that breakthrough. This was just the beginning.

Watching my reflection in the mirror is different, I feel different. My confidence is growing bigger, the shy part is still inside me but it's not dominating the way it used to with Yoongi. I never realized how he put me down, that I started to hide more and more.

I'm proud of myself, I suffered in my relationship with Yoongi and if I remember correctly the time where I was happy, there were only a few months out of two long years. It's funny that I only realize it now I was blinded that I ignored the alarming signs. Sure, Yoongi loved me but his beliefs in a relationship are different from what I need in living together as a loving couple. 

I'm not made for an open relationship. What mine is, is mine!

A shrill ringing sound jolts me up from overthinking, my phone sounds aloud. It's my friend Naomi who's calling. I put her on speakers while preparing something to wear.

"Hello, Naomi?"

"Riiiiiiisyyy, how was your night?" Her voice sounds excited, I imagine she's wiggling her brows. I know her behavior by how her tone echoes.

"Good, what about yours?" 

"Good? Is that all you can say, good? I need details girl, every inch of details, where he touched you, kissed you, how he fucked you! E.V. E. R. Y. T. H. I. N. G!" Naomi is dramatic.

"Naomi, you know I'm not the type to talk about that. I_"

"Well, then start learning, Ris! It's never too late. Let's meet up for Brunch. What do you say?" To be honest, I'm starving and something between my teeth would be just right.

"Ok fine, send me the address of where you want to go. I'm starving."

"See ya."

This girl has so much energy but that's what helps me to leave my comfort zone at times.
Another tone arises but it's a message on my phone, probably the address where Naomi wants to eat. But when I look at my phone I'm surprised with another name on the message. It's from Jimin, he sent me a message.

'Good morning, sexy Ruby. How are you? Last night was incredible. I hope we can repeat that. Excited to see you again. Kisses, Jimin.'

Jimin wrote me, I never thought he would write first. So, he enjoyed it as much as I did. That's good to hear and it's another boost for my self-esteem. Even though I was selfish and greedy to fulfill my desire and get to my climax, Jimin had the pleasure as well which shows me, it's ok to take what I need sometimes.

I need to thank him for giving me the leading position but nevertheless, I won't tell him anyway. Would be weird if I start talking about my thoughts to someone I'm not emotionally involved with. No,  this was just physical and nothing more! A relationship is the least I want at the moment. 

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"Finally, Naomi! Why are you late? We said 1 pm and we have now," I look annoyed at my phone's watch, " you're half an hour too late!"

"Chill your butt, girl. Something distracted me from being on time." The emerald-eyed woman smirks with a dirty reason behind her sentence. She takes the seat in front of me and sighs happily. 

"Something? " 

"Ris, I had the best night ever, and when I say ever I mean E. V. E. R!" The flustered face and her rosy cheeks are a new view to me. I never saw Naomi acting girly, as a little fangirl or something related. She is the kind of woman with more confidence. Actually very confident, my friend knows what she wants and takes what she needs without any care of other opinions. 

"Oh God Ris, he's a sex god! This man's body is sculpted from Eros itself. Muscles right where they should be and let's not talk about his huge cock_"

"Naomi! We're in public, watch your tone." I have to interrupt my friend. The stares in our direction are something I don't enjoy, especially not when they look like they are judging us. My friend's eyes wander around the restaurant and notice the judgmental stares.

"Well, I don't care. If these people don't have sex anymore, that doesn't mean I need to be quiet about it, right? What, envious?" The reaction of the people around us is various, some are laughing and the judgmental ones shaking their heads in disbelief. Well, this is Naomi , ladies, and gentlemen.

That's what I like about her, she doesn't care what others might say or do. The complete opposite to me. Even though I was raised American I still have my Asian roots which I won't forget. My Asian grandparents raised me till I moved to America when I was six years old, and at this age, it's difficult to drop things I used to do or the way I behaved. 

In Asian cultures, it's not common to show your emotions publicly, it's a sign of weakness and no self-control. They would say it's ridiculous and disrespectful. I've been taught to think before I speak and if I want to say something it shouldn't be unnecessary topics or hurtful to the other ones. So I decided to stay quiet, I didn't know what was necessary and whatnot as a kid and I never stopped that behavior.

"So, where did I stop? Ah yeah, Jung fucking cock!" 

I burst out in quiet chuckling, trying to prevent myself from being too noisy when Naomi said his name. " I don't think his name is pronounced that way."

"No, I call him that way. You know why, should I repeat it?" Naomi teases me by raising her brows up and down and I just wink at her shaking my head in unison, signaling her my answer.

"His name is Jungkook. Dear God, he fucked me in all positions possible and made me cum multiple times. This man has stamina, that's not human! And his thighs, holy moly, he can straddle my face whenever he wants while slamming his huge tasty dick inside my mouth…"

Naomi keeps going and tells me all about that Jungkook guy. Too many details and a lot of it, I wish I wouldn't know but that's how my friend is. I'm just sipping my hot latte macchiato and eating the delicious meals on our table. I could never tell her all the details of what I did with Jimin last night or is it this morning? Whatever. First I can't remember everything, just snippets of it, must be because of the alcohol, but I know it was a great pleasure and an amazing climax.

"Ris," the loud tone in her voice stops me from eating and I watch her eyes looking at me seriously, " I heard you were with his friend, Jimin? Yeah, I think that's what he said. How about we meet for a double date? You, me, Jimin and Jungcock?"

I didn't know they were friends, my plan was to don't meet him again but Naomi is so into that Jungkook guy that I can't say no and disappoint her. What should I say? Do I want to see him again? What if I catch any feelings for Jimin?

I planned to see him never again. A one night stand, that's what I wanted with Jimin and nothing more. Knowing myself, I will be attached in any kind of way possible. That's 90 percent sure.

Am I ready?
I'm not ready!

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