"Yoongi, are you cheating on me?" It's out, I said it, my heart pounds hard against my ribcage. I feel my pulse in my throat as I grew nervous and my hands start to sweat.

"Crystal babe, what are you saying?" My boyfriend is clearly shocked and offended by my question, it's a needed one. I have to know the truth, even if it'll hurt me. He changes positions to face me and takes my hands in his.

"Yoongi, don't do that to me, please. Don't touch me to make me forget! I need to know. If you love me, Yoongi, please be honest with me. Do you even love me?" I gasp at the last sentence. Do I want to know? Yes!

His reaction is already too much to take and I want to burst out in sobbing and screaming but I hold myself back, giving him the chance to explain himself. Yoongi closes his eyes shut and inhales deeply before looking at me with his beautiful coal eyes.

"Ok, Crystal, I did cheat on you, but that's long ago." The man I love breaks me a little more when I realize that he's honest and serious with me.

"How long?"

"Cris, does that matter..._?"

"It does!! Yoongi how long?"

My boyfriend sighs heavily but doesn't lose track of my eyes. "Two weeks after we started dating..."

I recollect the situation that we were in, it was that time when he found out about my dad when I asked him if I could move with him. My eyes don't leave him and I nod instead, signaling him to speak further.

"I don't know, it just happened, she was there and I was emotionally confused about our relationship. I liked you of course but I didn't know if it was that strong that we could live together but on the other hand, I wanted you to be safe and not where your shitty father was. I had a weak moment but regretted it right after when I realized that I had strong feelings for you!" His eyes start glistening as the TV light reflects in his dark orbs, it must be hard, to tell the truth, and his misstep.

Not any muscles on my body are moving, I stay still and my gaze is empty. My mind and heart are rebelling against each other, nothing new though. What should I say how should I react? Should I slap him? Hug him for comfort? He doesn't deserve to be hugged.

"Was it Samantha?" I ask in a monotone voice.

The man's brows creating wrinkles in between his eyes, looking sad and confused at the same time. "Why do you always suspect Sammy? She's my best friend and that's it. Nothing more or less. Yes, she is attractive but there also are millions of girls out there."

"Yoongi, do you know how I feel next to the both of you?" My boyfriend tilts his head to the side and shrugs his shoulders. "I feel worthless. As if I'm at the wrong place. As if I'm not YOURS. She appears and you forget about me at the same moment. Wouldn't you get jealous if I'd touch another man, or if I'd sit on another man's lap?"

"Cris, you know I'm not a jealous person, it would be ok, as long as I know that you love me it won't be a problem for me." I can't believe what I hear. It makes me angry but what should I say, he doesn't know how it feels like to be jealous, that's why he doesn't understand my issue.

Disappointment and anger are the cause of my shaking body. I can't look at him. I turn away for him to face my back, as I let the tears I was holding the whole time, out. The mandatory release of the salty fluid is my way to channel my emotions if I'd hold them any longer I would've exploded. Too many questions flying in my head around but nothing makes sense or a value of his mistakes. He cheated on me even if it's a long time ago but cheating is cheating.

"It wasn't Sammy, it was a girl I met at a nightclub. I don't even know her name. We went to her place and had sex, it didn't mean anything to me. It was just sex!" Hearing him say, it was meaningless and just sex, makes it not better. "Cris, I love you, I really do. I never loved a woman, you're my first serious relationship and I want you to be my future. I can't imagine a life without you. You're my home babe." Yoongis words cause my heart to beat faster and I can't stop crying as it's played on repeat in my head. It makes me happy to hear him say those words, I missed him saying that.

The man I love put his arms around me and holds me tight in his embrace, I sense a warm drop on my neck when I realize, these are tears. Yoongi is quietly crying while gripping me as close as possible to his body. "Cris, I love you. I'm sorry for hurting you." He says in between gasps.

I respond by kissing his cheeks as I turn my head and pull him close to my face. "I love you too, Yoongi."

That's a go to him, to turn me around, he places one leg on each side of him so I can sit on his lap. His lips kiss mine very slowly and passionately, a sensual moan escapes out of me when Yoongi lays me down on my back but never disconnecting our make-out session. My nipples harden when he massages them gently in circular motions causing me to arch my back, he takes the chance to slide my underwear down and leaving me naked underneath him.

I pull his hair when his finger reaches my heated core, he enters his middle finger and creates a wet sound as he pounds into me. Yoongi breaks the kiss and looks at me with nothing but love and adoration in his eyes "I could never let you go, babe" he whispers in my mouth and push his tongue in, to battle with mine. The tip of his cock teases my entry a few times before he thrusts slowly in my pulsating pussy.

My body is hypersensitive, being horny sad, and angry at the same time is a very dangerous mix but makes the apology-sex even more intensive and euphoric. With every thrust, he pushes my climax higher and causes my core to suck his member deeper to desperately milk his seed.

We're making love to each other. Nice and slow yet powerful and intense. I reach my high and shake beneath the man I love. His moves quicken a bit and shoot his warm semen inside me. Our lips are still together, they were never apart from each other since the beginning of this beautiful love session.

Yoongi gives me a last peck on my lips, stands up, and carrying me bridal style to our bedroom where he places me lightly on the soft mattress. I see his shadow disappear into the bathroom when I hear water rinsing. My boyfriend comes back with a warm wet towel and cleans my sensitive and sore intimacy when he notices that I'm drifting away, too tired to do it myself.

It's a lovely act, he always did this but stopped at times.

"Just sleep babe, I'm right here." I hear him softly in my ear as his arms embrace me from behind and tight to his body.

This is how heaven must feel like.

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