"You are trans masc right like I got that right it doesn't matter if you are I was just wondering and we support you,wait we never actually got your name sir" Colby questioned Sam gave me a pen and some paper as I wasn't ready to talk

Once I was done I gave it to Sam to read out loud: sorry I'm not talking I don't feel ready yet even though I have before but thanks so much you don't know how much this means to me and my preferred name is Zeek thank you kind sir's for the support

"Cool name how about you try on the outfits when we get home" Colby announced "after food though I'm starving"Sam stated I agreed with a head shake up and down we arrived home and I brought the clothes and food in
I put the food on the kitchen counter and the clothes next to it after we ate and tried on the outfits it was time for bed

We got ready and I waved good night I got under the covers shivering in fear from what happened last night I heard a bang at the window (WARNING CLOWNS) I looked over to see CLOWNS I ran upstairs but it was to late there was a crowd of them with bats and unnerving smiles one of them laughed like something out of a horror movie they grabbed a hold of me
TW:R@p£,clowns,sh,n££dl£s
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They tied me up and put something over my mouth so I couldn't make any noises they unzipped there costumes and took turns until they were done they cleaned me up though which is nice right but they escaped out the window after untying me

I ran to the bathroom disgusted with myself I was sick until there was nothing else to throw up

I jolted up the time on the clock read 6:55 no one was up yet so I decided to grab the blade and lock the door I c^t until there was no space available then I put new bandages on and washed the blade then put it back in it's place

I got changed and saw some n££dl£s and string i heated up the needle with a little flame and without thinking sewed my lips shut I blacked out due to the pain and woke up to Sam shaking me up————————————————————————