Hello Angels..
Hru all?
Thank u all for ur immense support in our journey of bol do na zara.
Here is the next update but....

IT IS HIGHLY EMOTIONAL AND HURTFUL.. ESPECIALLY FOR GIRLS..

Hence i request u to b strong to read or skip it..whichever u feel comfortable with..

The stor below is not completely my imagination..it is inspired by a true story..a true story that was even telecast on national television. My aim for choosing this story was to give a piece of advice to all my angels out there...

Forgiving is a virtue...do stick by that..but be smart enough not to get hurt by the same stone twice.. DO NOT TRUST ANYONE (GIRL OR A GUY) EASILY.
SHOWER ALL YOUR LOVE ON YOUR FRIENDS..BUT NEVER SHOWER ALL YOUR TRUST ON THEM..

cant say enjoy reading..coz seriously it was the toughest thing for me to imagine or to write..

Take care
Stay strong

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Under full moon with cool wind blowing, Nandini was standing with her back facing Manik's front, resting her head on his shoulders with eyes closed. She wanted to drown herself in the solitiude of the atmosphere, mayb she wanted to forget all that happened and Manik was helping her by embracing her in his secure arms. He was supporting her, holding her by interwining both their hands n keeping them near her stomach in front. Its true that Nandini was shaken with all the events, but to say that Manik was not affected would b completely wrong. He was shaken on seeing Nandini's condition..the girl who stood like a rock mountain till now..who faced all challenges alone and that too courageously, was now getting panic attacks, is so lost in her thoughts that she doesnt knw where she is and what is she doing.. all these shook Manik to the core.. yes he hasnt named his feelings for Nandini..but his feelings are so pure and so intense that they dont need to b named first and then react on them.. Nandini is the only one who makes him feel that way..n all he wants is to protect her..to embrace her so tightly that all her pain, her sufferings just get vanished.
Both were lost standing there, both felt that weird but good connection, both felt that whatever goes wrong, if they have each other's support, they will overcome it. The silence was broken by Cabir's voice, who was shouting out Manik's name in a panic stricken voice...making Nandini open her eyes with a jerk. They both look at each other n immediately ran towards the voice. Cabir was standing in the play area looking for Manik.

Man (running): Cabir! Kya huwa?

Cab: Manik yaar..wo...use..she's not ok..chal jaldi chal.

Cabir drags Manik with him n Nandini follows them. They reach Anjika's room..where they found a heart wrenching scene. Anjika was in a panic state, she was screaming at the top of her voice and the girls with choti maa were trying to calm her down.

Anj (crying n yelling): nai nai plzz...chodo mujhe..jaane do.. mat aao paas mere.

Nav: Anjika..shaant hojaao..dekho koi nahi hai yaha..sirf hum log hai.

Muk: calm down Anjika..hum tumhe kuch nai hone denge.

Anj: nai nai plz...jaane do mujhe.. plz chod do.. bachaao..plz koi bachaao mujhe.

This sight was enough to get tears rolling down from Manik n Cabir's eyes. Yes they were men..and whoever says that men r stronger than women says it wrong. Men r far more sensitive n emotional that what women are..but with facing the tough world outside..they learn to mask their feelings..but if given a chance..they would show how emotionally weak they r. Nandini was still standing next to the door..breathing deep breaths with her mouth open..she wanted to console her but she couldnt. She was feeling very weak at the moment..n that is one thing that she never allowed herself to feel..never feel weak..that was her motto..but here...she simply couldnt stand by her motto. She was again lost in her thoughts...but was soon brought to the present by choti maa's voice.

C.m: Manik..beta hume lagta hai doctor ko phone kero..wo handle nahi horahi humse.

Manik nods n was about to dial when he sees Nandini moving inside the room. Nandini immediately hugs Anjika tightly..not giving her any chance to break the hug. Anjika panicked more..

Anj: nai nai nai..chodo mujhe...chodo..bachaao..bachaao

Nan: sshhhh....its ok..its ok ... me hu tumhare saath. U r safe now. Ab koi nai aayega. Sshhhh....bas...

Nandini kept saying soothing words in her ear..calming her down. N when Anjika stopped panicking..Nandini slowly broke the hug..cupping her face n looking into her eyes..she said..

Nan: u r not a loser. U r a fighter...a strong fighter...n u r gonna fight this. We..r gonna fight this..together. Dont give up.

Nandini was saying each and every word slowly n clearly..making it sure that Anjika understands everything. Anjika..who was looking in her eyes n was having hiccups..suddenly hugged Nandini tight n cried her heart out. Nandini took her in her embrace n kept running her hand on her hair..giving her a chance to take out everything. All the girls standing there were silently shedding tears.

Nan: plz chup hojaao. Tumhe araam ki zarurat hai.

She wipes Anjika's tears n takes her to the bed. Anjika holds Nandini's hand tightly..

Anj: plz mujhe chod k mat jaao. I need u.

Nandini looks at her n again gets lost in her thoughts.. each n everything of Anjika was pushing her in her past again..there where she never wanted to go..where she never dared to go..

Anj: plzz..mujhe tumhari zarurat hai..

Nandini looks at her teary eyed..she sits next to her n Anjika immediately places her head in her lap..hugging her from her waist n sobbing lightly. Nandini takes a sharp breath to control her feelings..she needs to b strong for Anjika. She slowly runs her shivering hands on her head. Anjika started to calm down. Seeing her somewhat sober now..everyone decided to leave them alone for sometime. They understood that Nandini is the only one who could handle her.

After sometime..

Anj: aisa kyu huwa mere saath? Kya galti thi meri jo mujhe itni badi saza mili?

Nan: tumhari koi galti nahi thi. Jo kuch huwa uske liye khud ko zimmedaar mat tehraao. Balke jis ne ye gunaah kiya hai..use sazaa dilaao.

Anj: me ek anaath hu. Kaise ladungi me akeli?

Nan: tum akeli nai ho. Hum sab hai tumhare saath.

Anjika looks up to face Nandini..

Anj: aur tum? Tum dogi mera saath?

Nandini looks at her n finds her staring at her with longingness in her eyes. Nandini nods in a yes..making Anjika close her eyes n release a relieving sigh.

Anj: mere saath padhta tha..college me.. Shivam Gaitonde. Mujhe college k liye scholarship mili..isiliye me Science and technology jaise bade college me padh rahi thi. Shivam ne mujhse dosti ki. Pehle pehle laga k wo ek acha insan hai..isliye mene b uski dosti ko galat nai samjha. College k last day pe..usne mujhe propose kiya..lekin mene kabhi use us nazar se nai dekha tha. Me zindagi me aage badhna chahti thi..kuch kerna chahti thi..isliye mene jeejaan laga k padhai ki..top kiya..aur meri placement b hogai. Mene Shivam ko manaa kerdiya..lekin usne..usne mere inkaar ko sportingly nai liya. Wo gussa hogaya..battameezi kerne laga. Mene use thappad maara aur waha se nikal gai.

Nandini was all the time moving her hand in her hair n giving her courage to speak..

Anj: mujhe ek achi company me naukri mili. Unhu ne mujhe accommodation b diya..isliye mene apna purana ghar chod diya. Shivam b mujh tak nahi pohoch saka. 6 maheene tak sab acha chala..ofc me sab ache the..sabse dosti huwi..sab mere kaam ki taariif b kerte the. Me bohot khush thi. Mene socha ab me b apne kamaay huwe paiso se apne orphanage k liye kuch ker paaungi.

Anjika closes her eyes n silent tears roll down her eyes. Nandini wipes them slowly..

Anj: ofc ki ek party thi..hum sab waha enjoy ker rahe the..waha mene use dekha..Shivam ko.. me pehle chonk gai..lekin phir mene use ignore kiya..party k end me wo mere paas aaya aur usne mujhse maafi maangi. Kaha k wo sharminda hai..mene use seedhe manaa kerdiya tha isliye wo apne aape se baahar hogaya..lekin wo ab sambhal chuka hai..aur wo humari dosti ko khona nahi chahta. Mene use maaf kerdiya. Usne mujhe ek drink offer ki..aur mene..wo leli. Drink peene k baad sab dhundla sa nazar aane laga..sar chakraane laga..mujhe ajeeb sa feel hone laga. Shivam ne mujhe sambhala aur kaha wo mujhe ghar chod dega. Me kuch bolne k haalat me nahi thi. Wo mujhe waha se nikaal k le gaya.

Anjika shuts her eyes n breathes deeply. She holds Nandini's hand n continues..

Anj (crying): lekin wo mujhe mere ghar nahi legaya. Apne kisi farmhouse le gaya. Waha...waha usne mujhe....ek bed pe phenka..aur mere...upar chada...aur kaha k...usne kabhi mujhe...bhoola hee nai. Mene use sabke saamne thappad maara...aur uska badla..wo mujhse lega.. wo... (crying in between) wo...akela nai tha.... uske....aur b...dost the..

Nandini herself was shedding tears. She held Anjika's hands tightly to assure her that she is here..with her.

Anj(crying profusely): meri aankhe khuli thi..me..sab...sab dekh rahi thi. Lekin me..kuch nahi ker paai.. mere haath pair...chal...chal nai rahe the. Pehle...Shi...Shivam ne...mere kap..kapde phaade... (crying incoherently) aur sabse..sabse pehle...usne...usne meri..izzat looti.... phir ek...k baad...ek...uske ...dosto ne... sab mera mazaak udaa rahe the...bohot...gandi baate...ker rahe the...shart...lagaa rahe the...pehle..koun aayega....maze koun lega....kisi..kisi..ne...do baar....

And she started wailing loudly. Nandini herself was crying with her eyes shut tight..as if imagining the heart wrenching story of this innocent girl. She ddnt knw how was she supposed to handle her..how was she supposed to calm her down now..after knowing what pain she has been through. She hugs her tightly n cries with her.

Anj: kyu kiya usne aise? Mera sab kuch loot liya. Aur phir....mujhe waise..he...bina..kapdo k...keechad me..phenk diya..

Nandini was speechless...she had no words that could help her to pacify this girl. She just hugged her tightly..n Anjika herself was trying to hide in her. Both were crying..both were holding on each other.

They were disturbed by a knock on the door..which freaked out Anjika n she immediately sat straight n hid herself behind Nandini. The door opened n Abhi came in with inspector n everyone else there.

Ab: Barbie..inspector aaye hai..complain likhne.

Anjika was hiding behind Nandini..holding her shoulder tightly.
Nandini wipes her tears n nods. She holds Anjika's hand n turns her head sideways to look at her..

Nan: we will fight this...we r not gonna let them go.

Insp: them? Ek se zyada the kya?

Anjika n nandini both shut their eyes..while the girls n boys standing there get shocked.

Anjika opens her eyes n looks in Nandini's eyes n slowly nods in a yes.

Nan: BB..plz take the girls out.

Abhi looks at her questioningly.

Nan: koi b ladki..ye sun nai paayegi.

Insp: to phir to aapko b bahar jaana chahiye. Ya phir aap apne aap ko ladki count nahi kerti. (Laughs)

Anjika further tightens her hold on Nandini..shaking her head in a no..not to leave her alone.

Abhi looks at the inspector..n his one look was enough to shut his laughs in his throat. He then takes the girls n goes out with everyone else.

Insp: to bataaiye madam..kya huwa aur kaise huwa.

Nandini clutches Anjika's hand..giving her the much required courage..n Anjika starts narrating everything.

Insp: r u sure wo Shivam Gaitonde tha?

Nan: ye kaisa sawal hai? Aapko kya lagta hai k koi b ladki aise maamlo me yakeen se nai balke shak k bina pe us raakshas ka naam legi?

Seeing Nandini furious..inspector swallows his saliva.

Insp: nai..mera matlab tha..Shivam Gaitonde koi aam aadmi nahi hai.. yaha k ek politician ka beta hai. Uspe aise ungli uthaana..

Nan: inspector saab...ye uspe ungli nai uthaa rahi hai..aapko sach bataa rahi hai. Aur ab ye aapka kaam hai..iske gunehgaaro ko pakadiye..unhe jail me daaliye aur unhe sazaa dilaayiye...phir chaahe wo politician ka beta ho ya phir president ka. Samjhe aap?

Insp: aap fikar mat kijiye. Me sab sambhaal lunga. Aap yaha sign kerdijiye.

Anjika signs on the complain n the inspector leaves from there. After sometime..Choti maa enters with a plate of food..n gives it to Nandini. Nandini forwards it to Anjika..but Anjika refuses. Nandini then takes a morsel of roti n feeds her with her hands.

Nan: bohot badi jung ladni hai hume..uske liye tumhara taaqatwar hona zaruri hai.

Anjika was all the time looking at Nandini..who was feeding her n wiping her mouth of extra food that was lingering at the corner of her lips..

Anj: tum bohot achi ho.

Nandini stops in mid way of feeding her n looks at her. She closes her eyes n shakes her head in a no..then opens her eyes n feeds her again. After finishing the food..she asks her to sleep.

Anj: mujhe akele sone me dar lag raha hai. Kya tum mere paas sogi?

Nandini passes a faint smile n lies down next to her. Anjika immediately hugs her sideways n holds her tightly.

Anj: tumhe pata hai..jab tumne mujhe waha..apne baaho me liya..sabse chupaa ne k liye..tab mera mann kiya k me aur kas k tumhe pakdu. Aisa laga tum mujhe is duniya se bachaana chahti ho..iski buri nazro se bachaana chahti ho. Tum ek bohot achi dost ho Nandini. Sabse achi dost. Aur me bohot lucky hu k mujhe is mode pe tum mili. Thank u

Again Anjika's words took Nandini to her past..her heart started beating wildly..she wasnt able to breathe normally..she felt again her heart in crenching inside. She needed oxygen..she wanted to breathe..she decided to shift Anjika to the bed n herself go out..but when she saw Anjika clinging to her n has slept peacefully..she couldnt find a heart to disturb her sleep. She kept looking at her..how peaceful she looked while sleeping. She decided that come what may..she would stand with Anjika n fight with her..till all her criminals get the punishment for their heinous act.
With all these thoughts in her mind..the darkness of the night finally slipped into the brightness of the morning. Finally..the dark and hard night got over..n with this morning..lots of challenges were laid in their way. Anjika had to fight for her justice..and Nandini..she not only had to support Anjika..but also fight herself to keep her sane throughout all this.

Nandini ddnt want to leave Anjika alone..nor did others want to. So they decided to b in the orphanage with Anjika. Everyone tried to cheer her up..kids came n wished her good morning..Arohi came n kissed her cheeks..which got a slight smile on her face. They all had breakfast together..n were sitting in Anjika's room..no one left her alone. Abhi then asked girls to go n change their clothes which Dhruv n Cabir had arranged the last night. One by one..the girls changed their dresses..keeping in mind not to leave Anjika alone. Nandini was the last one to go n change. She was about to go out when her mobile rang. Seeing an unknown no.. Nandini frowns but answers the call..

Nan: hello?

Voi: hello..ji kya me Anjika se baat ker sakti hu?

Nan: aap koun bol rahi hai? Aur aap uske baare me kaise jaanti hai?

Voi: ji me uski ofc ki frnd shradha bol rahi hu. Wo kal raat se uska phone nai lag raha tha. Me uske ghar gai to pata chala wo ghar nai pohchi. Me dar gai to mene aas paas puch taach ki. Hospitals me b dhunda. Wahi se uske baare me pata chala aur aapka no. Mila..kya me usse bast ker sakti hu?

Nan (covering her phone): tumhari office me kisi ka naam shradha hai?

Anjika nods in a yes.

Nan: wo tumse baat kerna chahti hai..karogi?

Anjika breathes in deeply..n nods.

Nan: theek hai. Me use phone deti hu.

Nandini passes the phone to Anjika. Mukti came from behind..n gestured Nandini to go n change. Nandini was looking at Anjika..who hadnt spoken a word since she got hold of the mobile..but she had started sweating. Nandini raises her eyesbrows as if asking her what's wrong..but Anjika just shakes her head in nothing. Nandini gets up n turns n was about to leave when Anjika stops her by holding her wrist..

Anj: tum duniya ki sabse achi dost ho. Tumhari dosti mere liye ek blessing hai...jise me kabhi nahi bhulungi. U r the best friend anyone could ever have..Nandini.

Nandini looks at her confused and in pain. She smiles at her n Anjika smiles back. She slowly leaves her wrist n Nandini turns to go. But her steps seemed to get heavier. She was feeling as if something is stopping her back. She just wanted to b by her side.

Muk: cutie..kya huwa?

Nan: pta nai thinnie..bas..ajeeb sa lag raha hai. Plz tum ise bilkul akela nai chodna. Me bas abhi aati hu change kerke.

Muk: dnt wry..me ise akela nai chodungi. At least jab tak koi aur nai aajata. Tum araam se jaao aur fresh hojaao.

Nandini glances back at Anjika n sees her looking at her teary-eyed..yet she smiles at Nandini. Nandini smiles back n leaves from there.

With every step she took..she felt something heavy pressing her chest..some strong negative vibes were surrounding her. She couldnt make it whats happening. Her every thought was strongly pulling her back to her past...it was some sort of dejâ-vü that she was feeling. Same strong negative vibes that were there 2 yrs ago..same negative vibes that was the start of the destruction of the old Nandini moorthy..same negative vibes that snatched every beautiful thing that she had in her life. Her breathing was getting heavier with all this. She just wanted to run back n stop all these vibes...she knew it..that this time too..her vibes wud prove to b right..yet she was praying n hoping that it wouldnt come true...

Would it?