Kaizo's POV.

While i sit beside him, that is laying down right beside where i am sitting on his bed. I hear him letting out a snore. I took the cigar i left on the ash tray and take out the cutter so i can burn the blunt area.

As i cut it, i took it to my mouth and took one puff and let the smoke out slowly.

"Boboiboy.." you always.. always make me almost lose myself.

I think deep in my mind.

Over the years of having certain missions together, i have turn to realise i keep falling for you deeper by day. I avoid you even more, and more i avoid the more i want you to infront of me.

My brother would always tell how much he cares for Boboiboy and wanna be in the same group with Boboiboy. And that always had me feel a slight jealousy.

Not because I can't have it, more like. How he can openly tell his feelings to me about Boboiboy. I do not know what Fang's feelings about Boboiboy.

If he did. He had the years and he never told Boboiboy anything.

I put my elbow on my crossed leg's thigh and i rest my chin on my palm while having my Cigar in between my fingers.

I know if Pang had gone for Boboiboy or at least I would've known if he has a crush on Boboiboy i would step down for sure. I don't care of my feelings. But Fang's is more important.

But..

I can't believe i care about another person in my life other than Pang.

I move my head towards the body on the bed that is sound asleep that i have tuck him in with the blanket.

"His too sweet." I said softly.

Then, i got a flashback of how erotic and lewd Boboiboy's face when he came.

I stood up right away and i got annoyed.

I took my ashtray and left Boboiboy's room.

As i sit on the sofa in the living room, i let out a sigh while i lay my back to the sofa.

How can someone agitate me like Boboiboy does? I go through heavy military training to not break a sweat. And i have face worse out of the worse enemies and that have never made me feel any where as i am towards Boboiboy. I feel i lose myself to him when he is in the same room with me.

Break of my character?

How i feel for boboiboy? I just smile to that question.

i look towards my brother's room.

How would he feel if I went for Boboiboy?

Timeskip to the morning

I open my eyes and i saw the big balcony sliding door sun coming through the gap of the curtains. I remember last night after i was done with boboiboy i continued my report, finished it i went to wash up and sleep at the sofa with the air cond on.

But then i realise i have a blanket on me. This I didn't remember looking and putting it on me.

Then, suddenly i saw and figure with an apron coming to me.

"Are you awake, Kaizo?" Said the figure.

I look up to see it was Boboiboy, with his worried face.

Ah.. is this a dream?

"Yes i am awake." I said shortly as.

"You were sleeping with the air cond blasted and you didn't have any covers" Boboiboy turn and went back to the kitchen. "Fang should've given you something to cover up!"

He sounded mad but i know it was in a friendly way.

"I didn't wanna disturb him sleeping." I said that shortly.

I wonder what does Boboiboy think of yesterday.

I saw him vanished to the kitchen as I smelled a good scent coming from the kitchen.

I stood up and put away the blanket.

I walked to the kitchen and i see Boboiboy cooking some breakfast.

"Boboiboy?" I called out to him as i enter the kitchen.

He seems shock and trying his best to avoid looking at me.

Oh i see what's going on here.

I slowly come from behind his back and tapped his neck with my index finger to see how is reacting to me after last night.

After he felt my tap he turn and use the spetula to defend himself as he turns to me.

He gave a very shock face and with his cheek being very rosie.

"W-what's that for Captain!" He said that out of reflex. I see that.

Fuck his cute. I wanna tease him more.

"I only touched your neck to see your cute reactions." I try to tease him.

He turns back to his pan and i know he is blushing.

Suddenly i heard a door opening. And i knew it was my little brother.

"Captain where are you?" I followed that voice direction and i see a sleepy boy coming out the room.

"I am here." I try secure him.

He starts to yawn and i can see he is very sleepy. This boy is very spoiled. While me and boboiboy slept half of the amount he did.

"What time do you want to go to campus to get both of our report cards." Pang says shortly.

"After breakfast." I point out to Boboiboy in the kitchen who is cooking.

Pang started realising the smell and his face lit up.

"That must be Boboiboy cooking!" Pang walk past me towards the kitchen.

And I followed him with a distance.

"Fang you are awake! Good morning sleepy head." Boboiboy shows how close he is with Pang. "Breakfast will be ready soon for all of us. Both of you boys can get ready first. Freshen up and wash up."

Did he just call me 'boys'.

"Okay Boboiboy!" Fang happily runs back to his room.

"Kaizo." Calls Boboiboy. "You can use my bathroom to freshen up."

Oh?

"Thank you." I show appreciation to his offer.

But wont this be weird for me to use my crush bathroom.

I went to Pang's room and went straight to my bag.

I look at Pang getting ready to clean up.

"You are sure happy around Boboiboy." I said shortly.

"Oh really.." he looks to the side showing he is embarrassed.

And he runs off to the bathroom.

That reaction is like him liking Boboiboy. Oh no.

"That's bad. Did i jinx myself?" I mutter slowly.

Boboiboy's POV

While i am cooking i am covering my mouth. I am so embarrassed by Kaizo. After what happened yesterday I can't act anywhere normal around him.

How is it he said nothing bout it!?

As I finished cooking, and starting to plate all the food, i saw Kaizo coming out from the room and he is half naked as he is only wearing his black tight jeans. I believe it's Fang's. Those looks so good on him..

As i have a plate on my hand and it's waiting a few centimetres to drop on the table.

Then my eyes moves up to his body. He is ripped. Those packs..

Then Kaizo turns to me as i stare at him.

Then i blushed and dropped the plate. Making it have a clanking sound on the glassed table.

"Hmm!" I let out.

"Are you okay Boboiboy?!" Kaizo panicked and tried coming to my direction.

As i realised it i panicked and run to the kitchen.

"I am perfectly fine! Please get ready! Food is ready!" I hide in the kitchen so i wont see him.

"Okay then." Kaizo just said that.

"Boboiboy! Are you fine!?" I heard Fang's voice.

Kaizo's POV

As i go in the room, Pang runs out the room. His face light up for Boboiboy and its so obvious.

But why haven't he confessed?

I would no doubt just let Pang have Boboiboy and gave up the love i have.

Does it hurt? I don't know myself.

After i gotten ready I went out and saw Pang smiling away while Boboiboy laugh at Pang's lame jokes.

Boboiboy realises me and blush.

He looks nervous around me. Sweat. Maybe I shouldn't have done what i did to him yesterday.

Then Pang look at me "Captain come eat!"

I look my eyed towards the food that boboiboy have cooked and realise there is a carrot slices and omelette and somr sausages on the plate and he have pour us carrot juice.

Ah this boy, winning my heart. Bummer it will unrequited love.

After we finish eating all of us left the building and took a taxi to the college.

And as we arrived.

Three of us step outside the door and everyone that saw us by chance would stare.

My height is 6'1 while Pang is 5'9 and Boboiboy's 5'7.

"They look out of this world.."

"That's Boboiboy's team!"

"but who is that tallest guy!?" Girls start to mutter.

"Oh ny god! He is so cute!"

"Handsome and tall."

The more we walk our attention went from Boboiboy to me very fast.

And i can feel Pang just getting pissed and jealous.

"Fang it's okay." Boboiboy try to secure him. "When
Captain aint here you get all the attention."

"Oh that's the reason." I teased my brother. "His the king who greedy of attention."

"What!?" Pang scream and Boboiboy tries to calm him down.

I chuckled.

We all went to professor's office and i took the report cards for both of this boys. Boboiboy doesn't have anyone who is available to take for him while Pang have me as his guardian.

This two boys are the smartest boy in the college the professor told me. They got flying colours and sishing both of them to go further after college is done.

I am so proud of them.

I walk outside the building where Famg and Boboiboy wait for me at the courtyard where they sit on a bench. Facing a fountain.

As i walk, i realise how radiant Boboiboy is. My eyes widened. Making my heart skip a bit.

I take out my hand and put my hand on my heart.

"Damnit." I muttered.

Then, i saw Fang his so happy with Boboiboy. Too happy.

What mess i have put myself in.

"Dose Boboiboy..." I whisper.

Then Boboinoy realises me and stood up to call me.

"Captain!"

"..even love me..." I continue my mutter and add a smile.

I slowly walk to them and pat both of these boy's head.

"I am proud." I hand both of their results.

They looked at it and started smiling off.

"We did it Boboiboy!" Said Fang while looking at Boboiboy and gave Boboiboy a hug.

I was shock but I remained cool. To be expected.

"Yes we did Fang." Boboiboy hugs Pang.

"Let me treat you guys to a good lunch." I smile.

Timeskip - At a Restaurant in town

The environment is beautiful.

Me and the boys sat at the table and look through the menu.

"This place is so unique." Boboiboy muttered.

I'm sitting next to Pang while boboiboy sits infront of Pang.

I want to spoil that boy and give him everything he deserves.

"I know right?" I heard Pang answered while staring straight at Boboiboy.

It's getting too noticeable at the point..

After the waiter took our order, boboiboy went to the restroom. Leaving me and Pang alone.

I am gonna start this conversation.

"You realise it too right?" Suddenly Pang says.

"Yes. Too obvious." I answered.

"I will confess to him today. Tonight we have a small party with everyone at the bar downtown everyone from our class is coming." Fang looks at me.

Not gonna lie. My heart sank a bit when I heard this. But my poker face is on.

"I want you to come with me." Fang invites me.

"Huh?" I question weirdly.

"I need a distraction from all the girls in our class." Fang starts to fluster. "You will be the greatest distraction of all time."

He smiles at me with a bit of blush.

Sounds like he wants me out of Boboiboy's life. Whatever makes my brother happy.

I nod as i saw Boboiboy approaching us.

Boboiboy looks at me and blush and look straight at Pang. 

Boboiboy is only flustered at me because of what i did yesterday not so much of love. I believe he like Fang.

I'll make sure they will get together.

After we had our lunch, I brought the boys to a mall and we went shopping for clothes, books, and we window shop some games.

I was trying my best to avoid Boboiboy. Because I don't think this is ideal for me to be around Boboiboy.

But. It stings a bit.

I took a deep breath and let go of the smoke in my mouth.

I am sitting in a smoking area. I am just watching Boboiboy getting drag around by Pang.

I see Boboiboy's hand getting pulled by Pang hand. I grip my cigar tighter without realising and i look at the cigar. Thank god i can still smoke from it. I took another puff.

Oh shit..

Why did i give this reaction? Am I jealous?

Then i saw Boboiboy looking at a cloth that is black and brown checkered pattern. He looks so happy seeing that. I guess he wants it? Then he took out the price tag and realise is something, and he puts it back. And he walks away with his head down.

Did he want that shirt?

After i am done with a few more puffs i cut the tip of my cigar to end the fire so i still can keep my it.

Suddenly i saw Boboiboy and Pang left the store they were in. Boboiboy getting dragged again and he is just following Pang.

I stood up and went to the store they left. I walk to the rack that Boboiboy was looking at. I saw the shirt. It was a turtle neck with long sleeves.

I smiled remembering how happy he was to see it. I checked the size and bought him the cloth. I asked the store person to wrap so Boboiboy wont see it.

This will be the last thing i will give to him.

After we are done with the day we all headed home.

We got hours till we are expected at the Bar. As usual, Pang has disappeared to go and take a nap.

Man my little brother. How does he even keep his body in shape with all that sleeping.

Then i went outside the balcony and smoke again.

Then i realise.

Why am i realising on this cigar on my problem.

Ah—

I turn and lean my body on the balcony fence. I look at Boboiboy who is cleaning the kitchen. And i see his little body and those shoulder.

Then i was reminded on how his body was wide open for me to eat him yesterday. How i cuffed him.

I blush and look to my right side while i hold on to my cigar so i wont drop it from me blushing and smiling.

Kudos to you Boboiboy. You have shaken the most scared person in the universe. Not anyone has ever made me flick this way.

Pang you better be taking care of this boy for me.

Then, i took the paper bag of the shirt he wanted just now.

I walk to him in the kitchen.

"Boboiboy." I take out the cigar from my mouth.

Boboiboy turns and realise is me he looks scared.

"Y-yes Captain!" He steps back.

I took up the paper back and gave him the cloth.

"For you. For the result you have received." He looks shocked. "Do not tell Pang. Cause he has everything already and i spoil him like crazy"

Then, Boboiboy took the paper bag and open the wrap gift.

He saw the the checkered turtle neck he wanted from the store and while he hold on to the shirt his hand starts to shake.

I look up to his face and i saw he started crying.

I was shock.

"I..i..." he couldn't say what he wanted to say.

"I am sorry if this isn't what you want Boboiboy..." i started feeling bad. "We can go change.."

"No.." tears starts to fall his eyes and he smiles. "...this is my first time getting something for my achievements after i started being 'alone'.."

"Shit... why am i crying.." Boboiboy try to hold his tears and wiping it up and down with his free hand.

I was shock. And all i want to do right now is hug him.

Shit—

I pull Boboiboy's hand to his room.

"C-captain!" Boboiboy was shock as i pull him in a hurry and bring him to his room.

He looks up to me.

And i hug him so tight. And i could feel he continued crying.

Pang forgive me for this. But this. Is the last thing i will ever do. If it's up to my feelings..

I want to give him what he deserves so much right now. To be treated well.

"Thank you so much Kaizo.." i hear from him while he sobs.

My heart breaks for him. Please protect him.

To be continued..