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As promised, here is the Chapter 69. 🌚

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Thooriga

Back then I didn't have cosmetics but I do now.

I take the red lipstick and Kajal from my makeup kit and run back to Raj's room to find him still asleep. I close the door behind me and lock it before climbing on the bed. I straddle him, avoiding pressing my weight on him.

"Idhazhil kadhai ezhudhum neramidhu"

I remove the cap and apply lipstick on his lips, draw a big solid circle on his forehead and the visible skin on his cheeks.

"Kannukku maiyazhagu"

I open the kajal and apply it around his eyes with wings.

Kasa panama mooku melaiyum poduvom

I shade the tip of his nose with lipstick and his nose starts twitching.

"Ahh Ahh" Raj closes his mouth and sneezes a couple of times before opening his eyes and looking at me. "Enna papa panna?" He holds my waist as he sits up and I sit comfortably on his lap. He takes his mobile and checks his face on the front camera. (What did you do?)

"Neethu enna Ratchasa Iraivi nu sonna la, ippo nee alaga Raatchasan mari iruka, Mama." I circle my hands around his head and ward off evil eyes. (Yesterday, you called me your Demon Goddess but now you're looking like a Demon, Mama.)

He lowers his phone and glares at me

"Ratchasa maamanae

Rathiriyin sooriyanae

Kovaipalam polae

Nee kobam kolladhae" I pinch his chin and he pushes my hand away.

"Un aaram budhi

Thera budhithaan" I pat on his temple.

"Ratchasan enna pannuvan theriyum ah?" He flips me on the bed and hovers on top of me. (Do you know what a Demon does?)

"I have some ideas but show me." I try to wrap my hands around his neck but shakes his head and sits up. "Mama, ennum ah en mela kovama iruka?" I sit up and place my hand on his shoulder. "Sorry, Mama." (Are you still angry with me?)

"No, I'm sorry." He shakes his head. "Appadi oru past vechikitu un mela kovapatathu en thappu thaan." He lowers his head and looks down into his hands. (With a past like that, I have no right to get angry at you.)

"Mama, look at me." I sit on his lap and cup his face. "You never hid your past from me but ever since you learnt about my crush, you tried to convey that you are a bad choice for me. Then or now, I loved you knowing your lifestyle."

"I didn't get into that lifestyle as I was virile." He wraps his hands around mine. "I couldn't forget that incident and the pain."

"I know, Mama. You don't have to revisit that memory." I wipe the tears that leak out at the corner of his eyes. "Loving you is not just loving the Raj who I saw as a child or the one who I saw in these ten days. Loving you is loving you on the whole with your entire past. As it's your past, I shouldn't get hurt but at the end of the day, I'm also a human, a woman, Mama. I tend to get hurt when I see you or imagine with another woman, even if it was your past.""""

"That's why, I'm giving you a last chance." He tries to push me off his lap but I wrap my legs and hands around him. "My past might keep coming back at us and you don't deserve..."

" Don't blame me, if I kneed your groin."

"What?" Raj looks at me, shocked.

"Yenna Vathu kozhinutu." I unwrap my hands around his neck and hold his collar. "Neethu evlo pesuna? Naan illama irunthuduviya nee?" (Did you forget your words from yesterday? Can you live without me?)

"Yemma, nee ten years abroad la padicha. Yenna ithu munnima ellam veliya varuthu." He looks at me, shocked.

"Nee ippadiye loosu mari pesitu iruntha munnima mattum illa Sound Saroja theva patta Swarna akka kooda veliya varum." I glare at him.

"Loose ah? Unna..." He clutches my hair and crushes his lips against mine. I hug him tight and kiss him back. He releases my hair and cups my face, pouring in the fear of losing me when I'm alive. And I drain down my pain that I went through when he stayed away from me.

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He lies me down and enters into me by sliding my panties aside without removing our dresses or breaking our kiss. His thrusts were harsh but not punishing. I take what he gives and try to match his rhythm. He moves his lips to my neck and I gasp for air.

He removes our shirts and my bra before squeezing my breasts in his hands and drive hard into me. I run my hands down his back, push his pants down his ass and squeeze them, trying to encourage him. He stops and pulls himself out. I look at him, confused but he removes his pants, boxer briefs and my panties.

He opens the drawer and takes a foil wrapper, tears it and wears the protection. He climbs on the bed again and hovers on top of me. Looking into my eyes, he rubs his member against my wetness before moving a little lower and applies the wetness as a lubricant on the other hole.

How troubled was he last evening?

I pull his head down into a kiss, giving him permission and he slowly enters into me. I clutch his hair and shoulders tight, digging my nails into his skin. He moves in and kisses slowly taking his time, making it less painful and more enjoyable for me.

"Will you ever think of leaving me again?" I bite and pull his lip.

"Never." He circles his thumb around the little nub as he moves into me. I arch my back and he presses his two fingers inside. I let out a loud moan and captured my lips.

He slips his tongue between my lips and it follows the same rhythm as his hips and fingers. The triple sensation ignites my pleasure and makes me squirm under him.

He breaks the kiss. "Do you like it, my naughty kitty?" I look at him and bite my lips. "Say it." He leans down and runs his teeth on my shoulder. I gasp, unable to speak. "I asked you to say it." He thrusted his member and finger hard into me and pressed his teeth on my shoulder skin.

"Fuck."

"I'm already doing it, Kitty. I asked whether you like this?" Again, he thrusts hard.

"Yes, Mama. I'm loving it." I almost whimper.

"Stretch your hands up." He orders and I obey. He holds my hand together with his left hand and kisses me again. He increases the pace of his hips and right hand.

I moan, groan and beg him not to stop but he swallows everything in his kiss and continues with his ways. Finally, I let go of myself in his arms and I feel him swell before he trashes next to me on the bed.

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We pant heavily and I look at him when our breathing settles. I move closer to him and he pulls a pillow under his head before stretching his left hand for me to snuggle into him. I rest my head on his left shoulder and throw my left hand and leg over him.

"Mama, neethu romba yosichitiyo?" I cup his face and circle my thumb on his right cheek. (Mama, were you confused a lot, yesterday?)

Raj takes my hand in his and kisses my palm before holding it against his chest. "Unakku intha tension ellam thevaiya nu thonuchu. Ennoda lifestyle ah ellarum kindal panrathu onnum puthusu illa. Enakku pazhigiduchu." He swallows hard and looks up at the ceiling, circling his thumb over my palm dorsal. "Ellam therinja nee pesunathum oru mari agiduchu aathuvum Adhi kooda seethu vechu. Anaiku Ashwika vum apadi thaan nenachanga aana athu yen avanga kooda mattum enna thapa link pani pesuna kovam varuthu nu therila." (I thought, you don't deserve these pressures. Being taunted for my lifestyle is nothing new to me. I'm kind of used to it. But when it was you, it hurted a lot and especially as you connected me with Adhi. Even Ashwika thought of us wrong but I don't know why I'm getting angry when someone talks wrong about both of us.)

"Sorry mama," I kissed his chest. "I'm not proud of the usage of my words."

"It's okay." He kisses my forehead. "I learnt that even if I wanted to stay away from you, I couldn't and you wouldn't let me do it." He smiled at me and I rolled on top of him, straddling him.

"Vaaipillai Raja." He laughs out loud. "Etho poona pogatum nu neethu unaku konjam space and time koduthen. Eppadi naalum enkita thirumba varuva nu theriyum." (Not happening. Yesterday, I gave you space because I know that at the end you'll come back to me.)

He pulls me down and kisses my lips. "I did come." He winks at me and receives a slap from me on his shoulder. "Yesterday, I was so confused that I wanted you to give me space and at the same time, I was disappointed that you didn't check on me."

"Always, I cannot keep running behind you, begging you." I lean my hands on either side of his head.

"You are correct. A relationship should be a joint effort from two sides and both should be equally involved in it." He pulls me down and hugs me.

"Today is the tenth day since I returned but we have already fought twice." I rest my head on his chest and push my hands below his neck, hugging him.

"Because we are learning and maturing." He rolls us and hovers on top of me. "We are not fighting to depart but we are fighting to love, understand and grow closer." He pecks on my lips and moves away to clean himself and me. "I learnt that not only I cannot live without your existence but also I cannot stay away from you. You learnt to give me space and not always run behind me. We are travelling on the right path, I guess. Also, that day I said that I will make you tired even after sixty years from now. But in reality, this alone won't be enough." He kisses my nether lips and moves up. "This," He kisses the valley between my breasts over my heart. "And this," He kisses my forehead. "Mental and emotional connection and understanding is also needed for different phases of a life together." He pecks a kiss on my lips.

"Wow, Mama. What a clarity!!" I wrap my hands around his neck. "This is why a girl needs an experienced, older, playboy as a boyfriend."

"Ex-playboy," Raj corrects me and cups my face, kneeling between my legs. "You are the last woman of my life. Hereafter, I won't touch any other woman." He thinks for a second. "At least for a few years."

"What the fuck? Only for a few years." I start hitting him. He holds my hand, pins it against the bed, beside my head and straddles me.

"Without touching her, How can I give her a bath?" His every word fumes me and I almost lift my hips to push him face front on bed but stop when I hear his next set of words. "How can I change her dress or diapers?" He winks at me.

I freeze understanding his meaning and keep looking at him, surprised before it changes into a pout. "Why only after a few years? Can't you make it sooner?" I bat my eyes, making an innocent face.

"Nope." He shakes his head, releases my hands but leans his hand on the bed.

"But why?" I give him a pleading look.

"I already told you. I want to be the sole beneficiary of your love." He leans down to kiss me but stops when I start whining.

"Enakku papa venum. Va appa amma vilayattu vilayadalam." I throw a tantrum and he laughs. (I want a baby. Come, let's play happy home.)

I whine loudly and he captures my lips, silencing me. "Silencer is not turned on."

I pout at him and he rolls back, pulling me on top of him. "First uh nee romba possessive ah aguratha niruthu. Kutty papa vantha naan konjam athu mela concentrate panna nee possessive agiduva. Chinna vayasula nee appadi thaan." He pinches my left cheek and I push his hand away. (First, you stop being over possessive of me. More than me, you will feel possessive if I concentrate more on our child. Since your childhood, you are the same.)

"Appadi ellaam illai." I recollect the days when I used to glare at him if he plays with someone else other than me. I used to stay pissed at him for a whole day. "Namma papa ku ellam appadi panna maaten." I slide off him and snuggle next to him. (Nothing like that. I won't behave like that with our child.)

"Future la paaka thaane pooren." He closes his eyes to sleep as it is just fifteen past six in the morning. (Let's see what are you going to do in the future.)

"Yeah wait and watch." I hug him tight and finally ask the question that I should have asked yesterday. "Mama, shall I ask you something if you won't get offended?"

"Hmm." Raj turns towards me and I rest my head on his left hand.

"What were you talking to Adhi that pushed Ashwika to tell you about my love?" I internally pray that Raj shouldn't get offended with my words.

"I don't know how it appeared from Ashwika's perspective but we were just talking." He crunches his forehead and pulls me closer. "We met a few hours before the reception and she taught me and my friends a few dance steps for the play. I had the feeling that I had seen her somewhere and while teaching she called me Anna. It felt natural like how Ashwika calls me." He shrugs. "But something unnamed kept nagging me p whenever I saw her. After the reception, a photoshoot was happening and Adhi came to talk with me. She asked me if we had met before and my full name." I nod my head for him to continue. "But hearing my name, the blood in her face drained and she kind of behaved strangely, held her chest and abdomen as if she was in pain, turned and left."

"That's all?" I look at him curiously. "Did you ask her full name? Because Adhi is definitely a short name called by friends."

"Yes but I'm not sure whether she heard me as she already started behaving strangely. I followed her out, Ashwika saw that and she decently asked me not to trouble her friend." He was at zero fault but just because of his past lifestyle both of us mistook him.

"Sorry, Mama." I snuggle more into him.

"Why papa?" He caresses my hair.

"I was actually possessive that you remember another girl's name. I envied her for the impact she had on you but just now realised what sort of impact." His body shakes with the laugh he is trying to control. "Mama." I pout at him.

"Ayyo my kitty cat," He cups my face and laughs. "Though I was physically with other women, you and your name were the only two things that occupied my mind. As you know, back then it was for various other reasons but now it's for love." I press my body against him and my lips against his.

I didn't know that fighting could increase love.

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RK Tejaswi 

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