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Hey Lovelies,
I'm back with an updated. For those who didn't know, I was sick and took a break, so the updates were delaying. Thanks 🙏❤️ to your wishes and prayers for me to get well soon, I'm good now.
When I announced my comeback, I promised that starting from Sunday, you can expect the updates and double update in An Aesthete and BH.
I resumed with my writing work on 30th July and published the double update of An Aesthete on 31st.
On 1st Aug, along with BH, I had to resume my PhD work too as it was pending since when I was giving six continuous updates of Devil's finale in LR. Though I had voice recorded the content of this double update when I six, I couldn't type it down until after my dinner on 1st Aug but I got an headache as I resumed with work after almost eighteen days and trying to get the desired output. So I had to sleep early after taking tablets for headache.
I woke up in the early hours of yesterday and resumed writing until breakfast before continuing with my PhD work. Again after dinner, I resumed with BH until late hours.
I know there are many authors, despite having a loads of work giving daily updates. Kudos to them but Basically, I'm a slow writer.
Though I start a book after sketching down the entire plot, I need to first visualize the moment and type it down, which itself takes me five to six hours for a chapter. If my mind throws in a sudden twist without me expecting. I take a minute of five to note down the changes in the plot sketch. If there is a song another one hour to sync the length of content with the length of the song. Later an hour for proof reading and english translation.
I know you all have been waiting for BH update over a month despite Raj's presence in LR, but I was caught up in a helpless situation and this is how I work. I take an entire seven or eight hours to get an update completely ready with minimum 2K+ words.
Sorry 🙏 for keeping you all wait for all these days. At the end of the word, as an author, we thrive with the word of appreciation from you as the readers and your votes. To compensate the delay it's a double update as promised, but for now I'm updating a 3.2K words(excluding song lyrics) chapter which I have finished and will update the second one by end of the night or early morning next day. Until then if you haven't read An Aesthete update, please give it a read. 

I hope, you all haven't forgotten the notions 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️
Love
RK Tejaswi

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Thooriga

Is this really my Raj mama?

He flirts like a teenage boy who has his first crush. His eyes and words have always made me wet but today they are making me blush. In the one week, though he had made me fall apart in his arms, it has always been me trying to be close to him and teasing him, testing his limits. He loves and cares for me but he has never been this playful lover boy.

I was trying to decode the astrologer's prediction and I decoded everyone's except for Raj's. He entered the room, kissed me and surprised me with his flirtation. He used to rest his head on my belly or bury his face between my breasts but never had rested his on my lap.

Since my childhood, it has been only me to rest my head on his lap or sit on his lap and rest my head on his chest to sleep. But him doing it for the first time is making butterflies flutter in my belly as it did when I met him for the first time after he returned to Estate, finishing his college studies.

Raj was clearing my doubt for his prediction but now he seems somewhere lost. I touch him and he shakes his head before looking at me. "What happened?"

"Onnum illa Devendran Aathirai, antha peru nenacha etho oru maari iruku." He looks at me, troubled. (Nothing. It's just that the names Devendran and Aathirai are creating a nagging feeling in me.)

"Yen mama, appadi antha box la enna iruku?" I look at him concerned. (Why? What's in that box?)

"I don't know," He shakes his head in denial and rests his head back on my lap. "It has a unique lock system and I never cared to try unlocking it as it belonged to someone else."

"Oru vela avanga unnai theeditu varala na enna pannuva?" I lift my eyebrows at him. (What will you do if they don't come in search of you?)

He thinks for a while. "Adutha generation ku pass panna vendiyathu thaan." He pulls my hands and locks it on his chest. (I should pass it to the next generation.)

"Appo naan atha paakalama?" I bend and rub my nose tip with his. (Then, can I see it?)

"Why?"

"Naan illama eppadi unnoda next generation varum?" I quirker my eyebrows at him, playfully and he blushes. "Mama, nee vekka paduriya?" (Without me how will the next generation be possible? Are you blushing?)

He gets up from the lap. "Athu ellam onnum illa." He pulls me and presses a quick kiss on my lips. "Apuram varen." He runs out of the room, closing the door behind him. (Nothing like that. I'll come later.)

What got into you, Mama?

I look at the closed door and I smile to myself, shaking my head in disbelief. The door opens silently and he places his finger on his lips gesturing to me to be silent. He closes the door silently and locks it without making a sound. He walks up to me, takes my mobile and pockets it in his pants. He holds my hand and tugs for me to slide down the bed. I follow him to the closet and he closes the closet door, locking it. He talks out my cut shoes and gestures at me to wear it. He walks into the bathroom and understanding dawns on me.

Where is he planning to take me, now?

We climb down the metal ladder to reach the tunnel. Instead of taking the west wing after turning 180 degrees to reach his workshop, he takes the east wing.

"Mama, intha pakkam enga poora?" I follow him. (Where are we going this way?)

"Quarters la irukka en veetuku," He continued walking straight. (To my house in the quarters.)

"Un veetuka?" My eyes went wide in surprise. "Athuku yen ivlo secret ah tunnel vazhiya kootitu pora?" (To your house? Why are you taking me secretly through the tunnels?)

"Mansion park vazhiya pora nelamailaya namma irukom?" He takes the fourth right and continues walking. (Are we in the situation to pass through the mansion park?)

"Seri, Yen room la avlo silent ah move panna yaaro thirudan ah pudi vara maathiri?" There is a silencer in the room and if he turns it on, no one could hear us from outside. (Okay. But why were you so sneaky in my room as if you were going to catch a thief?)

"Thirudan nammala pudika koodathu nu thaan." I look at him confused. "Anga oru audio bug irukku." He says it casually and takes the fifth right. (Cause, I didn't want the thief to catch us. There is an audio bug in your room.)

"Audio bug iruku nu therinju yen remove panala?" I look at him shocked. (Why didn't you remove the audio bug after finding out?)

"Namma ku therinjiduchu nu kaatita avanga alert agiduvanga appuram avanga yaarunu namma kandu pudika mudiyathu." He takes the third left. (If we reveal that we have found it, they will get alert and we won't be able to find them.)

"Appo namma panathu, pesunathu ellam keetu irupanga?" I close my face with my hands. "It's our personal moments, mama." (Then... They would have heard us, wouldn't it?)

I almost feel like crying. Yes, we have teased each other in public but what we do has always been away to others eyes. Our personal moments are only for us to cherish but to others it is nothing but audio porn. Just a while ago we were having such beautiful moments and Raj was flirting with me. The listener must have heard it all. There is no privacy for us in my own room but a sudden thought occurs.

"Mama appo unnoda past pathi nee sonathum keetu irupangala?" I look at him concerned. (Would they have heard about your past when you shared it with me?)

"Un room bed keezha thaan iruku. Namma romba important vishayam anga pesala. So problem illa." He holds my hand and takes me along with him. (The bug is under your bed and we didn't discuss confidential things there. So it wouldn't be a problem.)

"Aana, namma moans, dirty talks ellam keetu irupangale." I pout at him but at the same time, heat creeps up my face. (But they would have heard all of our moans and dirty talk.)

"Thanga mudiyama, receiver ah kalati vachu irupanga. Naalu varusham munnadi antha sound ah vachu Kamal sir oda Vikram padathula Anirudh BGM pootu trending la poochu. Nee enna da ipo feel panra." He turns at sixth left. (They would have removed the receiver feeling uncomfortable to hear it. It's been four years since Anirudh mixed a BGM with the moaning sound for Kamal sir's movie and it went viral too but you are feeling for our enemy hearing it at this timeline.)

"Mansion side entrance la orey straight thaan grass mela nadantha, athuku tunnel vazhiya ivlo sutha vidura." I stop and he turns to look at me. (It's just a straight walk from the mansion side entrance but you are taking a long route through tunnels.)

"Namma ippo aadu puli aattam aaditu irukom. Ithula yaaru aadu yaaru puli nu therila. Antha audio bug oda receiver ah track panalam try panna. Foreign countries ellam suthi namma mansion ku vanthutu thirumba sutha poiduchu. Athu naala namma aada agidama puli ah vettai adanum. Athuku ippadi pathungi thaan poganum." He pulls me towards the second right. (We are playing the Game of Goats and Tigers and we don't know who is the goat or the tiger. When we tried to track the audio bug's receiver, it took a roundabout to foreign nation and returned to our mansion before leaving for a foreign trip. So we should not become the goat but hunt like a tiger. For that we need to lurk before attacking.)

We walk straight for a hundred metres and a stone staircase without railing comes to our view. Raj presses his palm on the square cement brick and the ceiling opens. We climbed up the stairs and I'm surprised to enter his bedroom as I have some vague memories of this room.

I look around his childhood bedroom and he opens the wardrobe, presses his thumb and index finger around the holder of the hanger rod and turns it in a clockwise direction.

"You should turn this in anticlockwise to open and clockwise to close." He closes the wardrobe door, turns on the air conditioner and walks to where I'm standing in the middle of this room.

He pulls me towards him and wraps his arms around my waist. I wrap my hand around his neck but keep looking around the room.

"It must have been eighteen years since I came into this room." When I was five, Raj left for his college and I didn't come back to this place afterwards.

"Aama, naan return vanthu two years nee inga estate la iruntha apo kooda unna inga koottittu varala. Unnai vitu evlo velagi iruka mudiyum oh avlo irunthen." He pulls me closer to him. "Aana ippo nee illama iruka mudila. Oru vaarathula enna thala keezha maathita." He presses his forehead against me. (Yes, In the two years after I returned from college and you left for abroad, you didn't visit here. I stayed away from you as much as I could. But now I'm unable to stay without you. Within a week, you have upturned my life.)

"Naan maathala nee marita," I cup his face and he rubs his beard in my palm. (I didn't change you. You changed on your own.)

"Illa, Yaarkitayum kidaikatha trust, love, care and ellathaiyum vida emotionally unnala mattum thaan ennai balance panna mudinjathu. Unnoda love enna maara vachiduchu. I'm still surprised how it became possible." He cups my face and kisses my forehead. (No, you gave the trust, love and care that no one gave me. Above all, you were the only person to handle me, emotionally. Your love changed me.)

His eyes fall on his study table and he walks to stand next to it. "Ivloodu irupa," he show his hand at a height of one or one and a half feet from the table surface. "Teddy bear bhommai ku frock thechu poota mari. Naan padikurathu inga vanthuta, nee anga sapdama adam pudichu mama mama nu keetu irupa." He pulls the chair and sits on it and I lean on the table, watching him. "Ippadi thaan naan ukanthu table mela book vachu padichitu irupen. Chandriga akka unna inga kootitu vanthu intha table mela ukkara vachitu sapadu ootitu irupanga." His eyes and face glows as he recollects our childhood memories. "Nee en book la pictures paatha, athu la un kutty kai vechu 'ithu' nu soluva. 'Ithu enna nu' appo unnaku keka varathu. Antha picture enna nu explain panna etho purira maari enna paapa, side gap la akka vum ootivituduvanga." (You'll be this little, looking like a teddy bear toy wearing a frock. If I come here to study, you used to become cranky and keep asking for me. I'll be studying here with my book placed on the table and Chandriga akka will bring you, make you sit on the table and feed you food. If you see any pictures in my book, you will place your little hands on it and say 'this.' Then you couldn't completely construct the question, 'What is this?' I'll explain the picture to you and you'll listen to me as if you understand it. Using the opportunity akka will feed you.)

"Nee correct ah solriya nu paathu irupen." I shrug and cross my arms over my chest. (I would have checked whether you are saying it correctly.)

"Keezhicha," I pout at him and he shakes his head. "Illa ma, naan solra explanation puritho puriyalaiyo unakku pudikala na antha picture iruka page ah nee literally keezhichu iruka." I burst out in laughter but controlled seeing his playful glare. (Yeah, yeah. If you don't like my explanation, irrespective of your understanding, you used to literally tear off the page in my book.)

"Sorry mama," I sat on his lap with a pout.

"Naan school la thitu vaangi 21 years aguthu nee ippo sorry kekura." I tease her. (It's been twenty one years since I got scolded and you are apologising now.)

"Appo naan onnum theriyatha papa la." She gives me an innocent look. (Then I was an innocent child.)

"Ippo enkita ye kekura eppo papa nu." He bites his tongue and I lift an eyebrow in surprise. (And now you are asking me for a child.)

I know that he too wants a family with me but he has always changed the topic when I ask him. Though he forgets to use protection sometimes, I'm always on pills but if god decides we will have a family of our own.

"Mama, inimael namma inga illa suite la iruka unnoda room la onna time spend pannalama? Anga audio bug iruku nu therinjathu la iruthu enakku oru maari iruku," I look at him pleadingly. (Hereafter, shall we spend our quality time here or at your room in my suite? I won't feel comfortable in my room after knowing there is an audio bug.)

"Fine," He cups my face and kisses me softly.

"This room has our childhood memories." I stand from him and walk to the door. "Why don't we start making adulthood memories from now?" I lock it and by taking a step forward, I remove my kurti top.

🥵🥶🥵🥶🥵🥶🥵

(Oh Vasantha Raaja from Neengal Keetavai)

Raj looks at me still sitting on the chair without making a move. His eyes travel down my torso, turning hungry and my tips turn hard under his scrutiny. In the one week he has seen me naked multiple times but everytime when he looks at me, he sees me as if he is watching me for the first time. He gets up from the chair and walks towards me.

(Female : Oh vasantha raaja

Thaen sumantha roja)

He curls his hand around my neck and gives me a searing kiss.

(Un dhegam en thesam

En naalum santhosam)

I kiss him back, trying to pull up his t-shirt to feel his hard body.

(En thaagangal theerthida

Nee piranthaayae)

I lean up on my toes and kiss him harder, wrapping my hands around his neck.

(Oh vasantha raaja

Thaen sumantha roja... ohoo..)

He lifts me in his arms and carries me to his bed. He lowered me on the bed and unclasped my bra hooks. Kissing me again, he removed my bra and threw it away. His hands travel down to my waist and he caresses the chain before holding the waistband of my panties and leggings together. I raise my hips and he pulls down my remaining clothes, breaking the kiss.

His eyes travel down my body, from head to toe. I ball the bedspread as him standing fully clothed and me lying on the bed with only the waist chain he gifted is arousing me.

(Male : Men panju megangal

Un pinju paadhangal)

He takes my leg and kisses on the soles of my feet, making me moan.

(Mann thottathaal indru

Sevaanam pol aachu)

"Nee kai kozhanthaiya irukum pothu un feets avlo pink ah azhaga irukum, naan atha kiss panite irupen." (When you were a few months old, your feets used to be pink and beautiful. I used to keep kissing them.)

(Male : Vin sorgamae poi poi

En sorgam nee pennae)

"Aana apo vera, ipo vera." He kisses on my feet and moves up my calf. I squirm on the bed, letting out a moan. (But it's different then and now.)

(Vin sorgamae poi poi

En sorgam nee penna)

He kisses my inner thighs and bites the tender kiss. I gasp at the mixture of pain and pleasure.

(Soodiya poocharam vaanavil thaano)

He moves up and runs his lips along the skin between the three strings of waist.

(Female : Oh vasantha raaja)

I hug his head with the pleasure created from the poking of his facial hair.

(Male : Thaen sumantha roja)

He captures my nether lips in a kiss.

(Un dhegam en thesam

En naalum santhosam)

He sucks on the bundle of nerves, making me arch and thrust his tongue into me.

(En thaagangal theerthida

Nee piranthaayae)

I hold the pillow and spiral out within seconds as he sucks on my juices.

(Female : Oh vasantha raaja

Male : Thaen sumantha roja... ohoo...)

I hug his head and he drains out my wetness.

He lifts his head and wipes his lips off my juices with his right hand. He pulls up his t-shirt and throws it on the floor. He gets off the bed and leans to open his bedside drawer.

I lean up, balancing myself on my elbow and peek into it. "Adapavi oru kadai ye vachiruka." (Fuck. You have stocked these.)

"Nee varurathuku munnadi inga thaane irunthen." Raj takes out one of the condom sachet strings and tears out one sachet from it. (I was living here until you returned.)

"Ethana pera inga kootitu vanthu iruka?" I don't care about his past but a jealousy sparks inside me. (How many girls have you brought here?)

"Ithu use panra maari," Closing the drawer, he drops the single sachet on the bedside table "nee mattum thaan." (For using this, you are the only one.)

I look at him and a smile curls up on my lips. He has mentioned once that he always uses protection and I'm the only one he often forgets to use.

(Female : Aaraathanai neram

Aalabanai raagam)

Looking into my eyes, he drops his pants and boxers and climbs naked on the bed, kneeling between my legs.

(Alaipaayuthae thaagam

Analaaguthae mogam)

I look at his hard throbbing member and lean up taking him in my hands.

(Female : En megamae vaa vaa

Ithazh neerai thoovu)

I roll my tongue around his tip and take him in my mouth.

(En megamae vaa vaa

Ithazh neerai thoovu)

I stroke his length as I suck his tip, gaining a groan from him.

(Manmatha kovilil paalabishegam)

He holds my head and I increase my pace.

(Female : Oh vasantha raaja

Male : Thaen sumantha roja)

I take him deeper and he curses out loud, thrusting into my mouth.

(Female : Un dhegam en thesam

En naalum santhosam)

I run my hands up his body and he moves his hips faster.

(Male : En thaagangal theerthida

Nee piranthaayae)

He lets out a loud groan as he releases into my mouth.

(Female : Oh vasantha raaja

Male : Thaen sumantha roja...)

Looking into his eyes, I lick up the last drop of him as he did to me.

(Male & Female : Ohoo..)

He cups my face and wipes at the corner of my lips with his thumb before capturing my lips in a kiss, tasting the mix of our juices. We fall back on the bed breathing heavily and he buries his face at the crook of my neck.

A couple of minutes pass as we relax before Raj raises his head and looks at my face. "Still, I couldn't believe that I'm creating adulthood memories in this room with the same woman with whom I have fond childhood memories as a little girl."

"Why, mama?" I caress his back as I enter my fingers into his dark mane and massage his scalp.

Raj closes his eyes and I feel him coming back to life against my thigh. "Though you are a hot babe now, you were a cute little baby then."

"Ipo cute ah illaiya?" I pout at him and he thrusts inside me. (Am I not cute now?)

"Answer pothum ah?" He kisses me as he slowly moves inside me. (You got the answer?)

"If I was around your age or the same age as you would you have felt that I'm hot then?" I wrap my legs around him.

"Apo enakku 12 years thaan. Ennatha naan college la irunthu nee vara varaikkum playboy ah irunthalum," he removes himself slowly and thrust hard into me. "Oru 90s kid ah apo naan onnum theriyaathu pacha mannu until..." I pull him for a kiss without letting his mind reach there. (I was just twelve then. Even though I was a playboy from my college days till your return, as a 90s kid I was a clueless innocent child until...)

He thrusts into me faster and to completely occupy his mind, I ask him "What will you do if I look less attractive in future?" Raj looks into my eyes, silently as he continues thrusting into me.

"Antha Vaanam Boomiyai Theendinalum

Antha Sooriyan Nilavai Karampidithalum

Antha Vinmeengal Kadalil Methanthaalum

Unmel Naankonda Moogam Kuraiyaathu, Kadhaliye"

My eyes well up and I appreciate him with a hard, deep kiss. He increases his pace until we come undone in each other's arms.

At last, his poem for me with the word Kadhaliye.