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Jai Kaatu Siruki Namaha

Jai Kaatuvasi Namaha

Romba naal kazhichu Disclaimer poduren, notions nyabagam irukatum makkale

PS: Sorry I was planning to give triple update today but I was able to ready only one chapter.  I will finish the forest sequence by tomorrow.

If you haven't read the Chapter 42 and 43, please do read it before reading this chapter

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Raj

I walk fastly into the kitchen, place the wine bottle on the kitchen counter, the plates with the remaining items into the sink, turn on the tap and lean my hands on the counter.

When the fuck are you going to tell your feeling to Thooriga?

Last night when she was inebriated, in between the fight, now with that song, she has openly said those words.

How long are you going to hide your feelings and hurt her?

The way her face paled when I changed the last word just killed me. Since morning, the word love was almost on the tip of my tongue and I changed it into a word starting with the same Phonics. Morning I couldn't see her face, but in the kitchen when I changed love into lust, her face became annoyed and now she was completely disheartened.

I don't know who wrote that song but Rudhran shared with me an audio file of this song, when our team took down the videos of her singing this song on the stage. It could have been painful for the other team members as the video was taken down multiple times but we had no other go.

Then they just uploaded the audio version of the song with the lead singer name as Thea. When I heard that song for the first time her voice was so soothing and I slowly fell in love with the song. Last week, the very same time before leaving for the Airport to pick her up, I was lying in the backyard, looking up at the stars and listening to her song.

The wetness in nature, the witness in the song and the wetness in her voice has always evoked the wetness in my heart. There can be thousands of melodies released but this song and her voice has always been my go to song, where I found solace for the past few years.

But when she sang that song looking into my eyes, the wetness multiplied and started leaking out through my eyes. I could feel her love for me in the emotion that hides in her voice. Now, I feel that she has sung the song with me in her mind and hence it reached my heart even in the time when I had no romantic feelings for her.

Her eyes were piercing through my soul killing my resistance. But what did I give her in return? Only hurt by changing Kadhaliye (Lover) into Katchiyale (Vision). Thooriga deserves more love than what I can afford but my selfish heart wants her to have only me. I take the wine bottle and gulp a few ounces of wine, not getting intoxicated much and place it back on the counter.

The lawyers received the DNA result, earlier this day and it was positive proving that she is Thooriga to the law. We already know it's her and every memory she recollects, screaming it's her. But the court needs proof and now they have it. I need to talk with the lawyer and somehow push the will reading earlier so that I can express my love to her immediately after signing away my power.

I turn off the water, spray the dishwater liquid on the vessels, scrub it fast within a couple of minutes and leave the vessels to dry. I turn off all the appliances except for the living room light and walk out of the cabin into the backyard.

I couldn't find Thooriga sitting on the table or lying on the bed. She has restarted the echo system and the Nallai Allai song is now playing but she is nowhere to be found.

Male : Naan unnai thedum

Velaiyilae nee

Megam soodi

Odivittaaiii...

I look around from my spot and call out for her.

Male : Nallai allai.. nallai allai

Nannilavae nee.. nallai allai

Nallai allai.. nallai allai

Nalliravae nee.. nallai allai

Has she gone somewhere?

It's not difficult to find her out within the compound if she has decided to go on a walk. But playing the music she wouldn't have gone somewhere else. I walk up to the portable dining table to take my mobile and turn on the lights in the backyard and the walk path around the compound when I find her dress lying at the corner of the bed.

I take her clothes in my hand and look around. I release a relieved breath knowing that she is somewhere very close to me. She wouldn't be roaming naked within the compound. I hear some movement in the water and turn towards the stream.

Thooriga raises her head and shoulders above the water level and I sigh visibly.

Male : Mugai mugil

Mottendra nilaigalilae

Muganthoda kaathirundhen

Her eyes are closed as she pushes the hair back from her face.

Malar endra nilai vittu

Pooththirundhaai

Manam kolla kaathirunthenn...

She opens her eyes after wiping off the water from her eyelids.

Male : Magarandham thedi

Nugarum munnae

Veyil kaattil veezhndhuvittaai...

Her face brightens up as she smiles looking at me.

Male : Nallai allai.. nallai allai

Naarumpoovae nee... nallai allai

Nallai allai...nallai allai

Mullai kollai nee... nallai allai

I drop her dress back on the bed and walk up to her. I crouched in front of her, "Mid night la enna ithu thani la, veliya va." (It's midnight and what are you doing in the water? Come out.)

She takes some water and applies it on her hand, locking her eyes with mine, "Freezing ah illa, Tolerable dhaan, Mama, nee kooda va." I shake my head and she rolls her eyes, pushing the water away with both her hands. (It's not freezing but tolerable, Mama, you can also join.)

"Ohh vayasagiducha?" She raises a little above revealing the curve of her breasts. (Did you get old?)

"Oye" I thought she would be angry with me but she is as lovely as always.

Male : Azhiyilae mukkulikkum azhagae...

How in the world, sometimes the shuffle playlist matches our mindset?

Aviyilae thathalikkum azhagae

"Ohh appo intha oorungala ellam minor-inga ponnunga kulikuratha paathu rasipangale antha mari rasikuriya?" She splashes water on me. (Ohh, so you are watching me swim like the village romeos do?)

Male : Un kuzhalodu vilaiyaadum

Kattraaga urumaari

Mundhanai padiyeravaa

Moochodu kudiyeravaa

Ohh god, from where does she learn these things?

She rises from the water and walks up to me. I swallow hard looking at the vision in front of me. The water drips down her body and the droplets shine like diamonds from the waxing crescent light.

Male : Un idaiyodu nadamaadum

Udaiyaaga naan maari

Ennaalum sooderavaa

En jenmum ederavaa....

She walks past me to the bed dripping water all the way and I follow her. She bent to take her top but I snatched it.

Male : Azhiyilae mukkulikkum azhagae...

Aviyilae thathalikkum azhagae

🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

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"Mama, thovatanum, ipothaan kuluru..." Her words halt as I press my lips to her forehead and suck the water droplets. (Mama, I need to pat myself dry, now it's freez...)

Un vimmendra kannaththil

Dhimmendra nenjaththil

I press my lips on every inch of her face, sucking out the water. I move down her neck, shoulders, chest and curve of her breast.

Ichchendru idhazh veikkavaa

Ichchaikkor vilai veikkavaa

She moans and I savour every droplet from every inch of her body. She breathes heavily and her chest raises. The water from hair drips down her face and I suck it too.

Un um endra sollukkum

Im endra sollukkum

Ippodhae thadai veikkavaa

Mounaththil kudi veikkavaa

I put her top over her head and she opened her eyes, blinking at me in confusion. I pull her shirt up and tie her hair into a bun. I push her on the bed on the floor and drop down on my knees on the bed.

Agham paadhi mugum paadhi

Nagam paayum sugam meedhi

Mariththaalum marakkaadhu azhagae

I bend and press my lips on her inner thighs and she holds my shoulder, pressing her nails into my skin. Her body has already absorbed some water and I suck the remaining from body.

Adivaanam sivandhaalum

Kodippookkal pirandhaalum

Unnai polae irukkaadhu azhagae

I move up her torso, sucking the droplet before capturing her peaks. She throws her head back, closing her eyes, hunching shoulders moaning, "Mama." I took out the jewel box from my back pocket that I slipped in when I took out the guitar from it's bag. I pull back and sit adjacent to her, I look at her, pushing the jewel box below the pillow.

Adivaanam sivandhaalum

Kodippookkal pirandhaalum

Unnai polae irukkaadhu azhagae

Her shirt bun has fallen open and I pull it off as it doesn't stand for long. She opens her eyes and looks at me. Thooriga always looks beautiful but now in the light from the campfire with her tousled wet hair, aroused femininity and hooded eyes, she looks like an art.

Azhagae azhagae viyakkum azhagae

Azhagae azhagae viyakkum azhagae

Thooriga watches me and she lowers her eyes, biting her lips, she moves her hand up to cover her hardened peaks and closes her legs to cover her womanhood, expressing her shyness.

Her shyness hits me hard and stirs me up than already I'm. "Touch yourself."

Female : Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Her eyes go wide and she releases her bottom lip from the hold of her teeth. "I said touch yourself."

Female : Uthiraa uthiraa

Vinaval kodi ennil

Uthiraa uthiraa

Vidaigal yaavum unnil

"Mama," She hesitates.

Female : Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

"That day you touched yourself to tease me, now why are you shying away?" That's it, in a split second the bold and confident Thooriga returns.

Female : Aaa....aa.a...

Uthiraa uthiraa

Vinaval kodi ennil

Uthiraa uthiraa

Vidaigal yaavum unnil

She is a dominant by nature but giving away the power and surrendering to my dominance is what made me surrender back to her.

Female : Enai urasidum meesai kondu

Erumbiyal padiththaen

She opens her legs, bending sideways and lowers her hand, revealing herself to me before starting to rub herself. "Lovely."

Enai mayakkidum sorkkal kondu

Madhuviyal padiththaen

She balances herself by leaning one hand behind and slowly circles the bundle of nerves.

Naa rendum pinni kolla

Vedhiyal padithiduven

I kiss her gaped lips and squeeze her breast before lying back on bed.

Female : Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Her eyes didn't leave me as I unzipped my fly watching her and pushing down my pants and boxers I took my member in my hand.

Male : Aaa....aa.a...

Uthiraa uthiraa

Vinaval yenoo kannil

Female : Haa...aa...aa...

I stroke myself watching her rubbing herself.

Male : Uthiraa uthiraa

Vidaigal yaavum unnil

Female : Haa...aa...aa...

She increases her speed and I follow her rhythm. In spite of staying out in the cold forest, it feels as if we are in the Thar desert.

Male : Kannagaru karu koondhal podhum

Vanaviyal vilakka

Female : Haa...aa...aa...

I never thought mutual stimulation could be so high.

Male : Chinnachiru siru kangal podhum

Vaaniyal vilakka

She breathes heavily and her breast bounches mildly with the friction. She looks like the sculptures from the Khajuraho temple.

Un nenjin aazham podhum

Kadaliyal nee padikka

Suddenly, she bends down and tastes my tip and I realise that I have released my pre fluid. She doesn't stop there but takes me in her mouth, sucking me as she continues rubbing herself.

Female : Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

When she wants to pleasure me, How can I stay put?

I pull her hips to me and start tasting her.

Female : Oru paritchaikkena

Ival thavam kidakka

We both suck and lick each other as I press my fingers into her.

Ennai thottu thottu

Thottu thottu neeyum kalaikka

Her body trembles and she struggles to pleasure me.

Angae paanipattu por

Inge meanipattu por

I suck her bundle of nerves and she arches back.

Muththam ittu ittu

Ittu enai neeyum kavilkka

She sits up and moves away from me, turning, she strandles me.

Male : Thevaigal aayiram

Thervukenna theeviram

Holding my member, she rubs me against her. "Are you on pills?" She looks at me and nods her head.

Nadandhu mudintha porgal ellaam

Namakku yenadi

I hold her hips and slowly guide her down my member.

Vidiya vidiya porgal seithae

Saritham eluthadi

I have protection with me but after the emotions we shared now I want to feel flesh to flesh.

Female : Nithinilai naan ketkka

En aadai nee neekka

When she is rooted on me fully, she places her hands on my chest and grinds her hips.

Pana mathippin yettram

Irakkangal nee kaatta

I throw my head back into the pillow and enjoy her tortoure.

Male : Arasiyalai arinthidavae

Urasiyal arinthidu maanae

She slowly raised her hips and I guided her up and down me, helping her ride me as the first time will be quite difficult.

Female : Oru iravil mathippilanthae

Namm moththa muthangal rathaanathaalae

She slowly picks the rhythm. I move my right hand and cup her breast, squeezing it.

Female : Uthiraa uthiraa

Vinaval kodi ennil

Male : Haa...aa...aa...

She increases her speed and I thrust up matching her.

Uthiraa uthiraa

Vidaigal yaavum unnil

Female : Haa...aa...aa...

I pull her to me and suck on her nipples. Her finger press hand against my chest, her nails digging deep into my chest.

Unai unai unai thooram thalli

Ulaviyal padippen

I wrap my left hand around her and as she rides me with confidence.

Male : Hmm idai idai-veli neekkathaanae

Kalaviyal padithaen

I hold the nape of her neck with my right hand and kiss her.

Both : Kaalathtin kaalai katti

Kalaviyal mudithiduven

She increases movement of hips faster as our tongues fight for supremacy.

Female : Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

Ah aa aaa aa

She leans her head against mine as she comes undone into my arms.

Female : Uthiraa uthiraa

Male : Mmhmm mhmm aah ahh

Her walls squeeze me and soon I follow her.

Female : Haa..aaa...uthiraa uthiraa

Male : Mmhmm mhmm aah ahh

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🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

She leans her head against my chest as we both breathe heavily. We stay the same way for a while and she raises her head to look at me. I push her hair away from her face and cup her face to kiss her forehead. I decide to give her the gift but she sits up on me.

"I have kept my end of the bargain and when are you going to complete your end?" I look at her confused. "Well, you must have guessed, I hid your sweatshirt," She smirks and looks so cute in spite of being naked and spent. I hold her and sit up to kiss her but she stops me. "I saw what you have hidden in your backpack while hiding your sweatshirt."

I gape at her and give her a sheepish look. During our estate visit we were exchanging witty lines to tease each other. When I said I love flogging her indirectly, she started to say, I would love to but because of Saby she stopped without completing her sentence. And I brought my riding corp with me to tease her. But she rode me without me asking her to do so and now asking me to do what I have stated.

"Are you sure?" I want to confirm with her once. I wouldn't hurt her by giving her pain but still, flogging comes under sadomasochistic.

Thooriga kisses me giving permission before getting off me. I get off the bed, pulling up my boxer and pants. "I'll be back in a minute," I bend and kiss her cheeks before walking into the cabin.

I take out the riding crop from my backpack and go to the store room in search of rope. I find a nylon braided cotton rope and take it out with me. I have never tried bondage or things like flogging with anyone but with Thooriga, I want to try and even if I hesitate, she pushes me to do it.

What if I hurt her by mistake?

I walk into the kitchen, turn on the light and search for cooking coconut oil. Since Ashwika is half malayali, Siva uses coconut oil to cook for her. As they were here just last month, there must be something left out. I find the coconut oil in one of the cabins and walk out of the cabin to find Thooriga standing near the dining table with phone in her hand. She is going to any extreme level to prove her love for me. I know how much she loves me but I'm helpless because of the fucking conditions and rules.

Why do you love me so much Thooriga? How am I going to give back all the love?