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Jai Nithyananda

Athavathu makkale,
BH is a dark steamy romance, FF.
And you all know about Raj and Thooriga.
I have marked this book as mature and moments can occur then and now.
But there might be soulful talks in between the mature content which you may not want to miss.
So I'll use the following emoji according to the steamy scale out of 5 at the beginning and end of the moments.
🐒 - 3 out of 5
🙈 - 4 out of 5
🥵 - 5 out of 5
Please do remember this notions and skip if you may feel uncomfortable
Thank you
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Thooriga

Raj leans me back on bed while kissing me and lays on top of me, balancing himself without crushing me. He is the first man to kiss me and I want him to take as much as time to devour me. I knew my kiss wouldn't have been up to his standards but when he said he could teach me, I was ready to learn from the master and later impress him with what I have learnt.

Whether it's high school or grad school, though I had friends from opposite gender I never let anyone near me. Even the tall, dark and handsome boys from various sports teams failed to level up to the hotness and charm of the man who considered my feelings for him as a teenage infatuation and now finding it hard to stop kissing me.

Finally, he pulls away as we struggle hard to breathe. He leans his weight on his elbow as I caress his cheeks feeling the pricking stubble on my palm. He turns his face and plants a kiss on my inner palm before locking his gaze with me.

It's a mixture of lust, desire, longing and...pain. I don't know that he has ever seen any girl with this much emotion in his eyes. But if I'm the only woman, I could love to have a thousand deaths only to relive this moment.

He leans on me, to leave a trail of wet kisses on my jawline and neck before giving a long lick on my neck and starting to suck on the pulsating nerve in my neck. I throw my head back on the pillow and squirm under him. "I wanted to do this to you when we were travelling back from the airport," he murmurs against my neck before continuing. This man could make me peak by just sucking on my neck. I cannot imagine what he could do with other places.

My fist balls his t-shirt on his back as he continues his tortuous kiss. I pull up his t-shirt, wanting to feel his skin. He pulls back from me as he removes his shirt over his head and throws it away on the floor.

My heated gaze travels down his torso as my finger follows the path of my eyes, from his hard-muscular chest to his washboard abs and the v of his lower abdomen that hides into his sweatpants. He held my hand before I could move further down and kiss the tip of every finger with a darkening gaze.

He presses his pelvis against mine, and an electric shock passes through my body directly hitting back at my core, making it wetter than before as I feel him hard against me. My birthday couldn't get any better. The man I have always wanted all my life is now wanting me too. It may be just lust for him, but for me, it is the years of love that I have treasured in my heart. I'm not only giving my body to him but also my heart and soul.

He slides my nightshirt off my shoulder to kiss me as I pull back and look at me. I wish to tell him this is not just my want for him but my need for him. It's a way for me to express how much I love him.

All these years, comparing every guy with him has just turned my crush into love for him. But it's too early now, and I can't reveal about it to him until he feels the same for me.

I look into his eyes as he removes my nightshirt and tosses it next to his, revealing my naked breast. Something flickers in his eyes and suddenly the darkened ones turn into guiltful ones. Before he could move away from me, I held his face, leaning up, I started kissing him.

He stiffens like he did earlier. I pull back and see a tormentation in his face and I can understand what he is going through. His loyalty for my late dad is overshadowing his desire for me.

"Raj, my dad always wanted me to be safe and that's why he assigned you as my guardian."

"Yes, Heiress, but guardians are like parents, I shouldn't have kissed you at the alley or taken this far." He pulls away from me and sits up.

"I was a kid then, when he wanted you to be my guardian, but I'm a grown up adult now." I say as he gets up from bed and walks to the spot where our discarded shirts are lying on the floor and tries to take it.

I push him off and he looks at me shocked. "Look at me, Raj. I'm not the kid you changed the diapers for. I'm the girl who crashed into you at the airport and the one who you felt attracted to without knowing her name."

He looks down avoiding facing me, "Why do you have to keep on thinking about the past? Yes we do have an age gap, but don't lie you have never been with a girl around my age?"

"I have already crossed the line twice, Heiress. Don't test my resistance," he says. His baritone is gone and his voice is barely audible like a plea.

I don't want him to resist, it's hurting me every time he decides to walk away from me. I want the Raj who grabbed me at the airport, I want the Raj whose kiss robbed me of my breathing.

I walk near him and hug him, pressing our bare skins together and he shudders. I can feel his need for me against my belly and I wrap my hands tighter around him as he tries to push me away.

I stand on my tiptoes to kiss him but he clutches my hair and pulls my hand back to stop me from kissing him. "Please Raj. Why can't you understand that I need you? I need only you, no one else."

He closes his eyes and his hold on my hair tightens more, when I was thinking he is going to push me away, he covers the distance between our lips. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back like he taught me, trying to pour my emotions, feelings and love for him. His other hand circles around my waist, lifting me off the ground and on an instinct I wrap my legs around his hips.

He carries me toward the bed and lays me down without breaking our kiss. Unlike the passionate kiss he gave a while ago, this one is desperate and filled with hunger. My fingers enter the dark mane of his hair as my other hand runs down his back feeling every hard ridge of his exercised muscular back.

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Raj moves his hand up from my waist all the way through my stomach and stops at my ribcage. He further moves sideways as his fingers rest on my right side. I feel disappointed when he doesn't touch my bosoms, but suddenly his thumb keeps circling on my side near the globe of my breast, sending shock waves to my core.

His hand that was holding my hair releases it and moves to cup my face. His lips leave mine and he presses our forehead together as we both pant heavily. "There will be no going back from here, Heiress," he says as his finger tweaks my right nipple.

"This should have been your line, before you decided to teach me how to kiss properly. Now it's..." my words get lost in my gasp as Raj bends his head down to capture the hardened peaks with his lips. I throw my head back, and he holds my waist to keep me in place.

I hold on to his head as he feeds on my breast, sucking and palming them, alternatively. His every attack on my breast is sending shock waves to my core, wetting my panties, dampening it. Raj presses me flat on the bed with his body and kisses me again as his hand trails down my stomach until it reaches my panties.

He caresses his knuckles on panties and says, "Damn you are so wet, kitty."

My eyes shoot open as I hear him call me 'kitty' at this moment and it is only increasing the wetness.

Two can play a game, "Oh really?" I ask him as I trail my index finger down his torso until I get hold of his hard member.

He grunts and closes his eyes clenching his teeth, and I say, "As if you are not this hard, bodyguard mama," I squeeze his hard shaft.

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Raj holds my hand, and when I try to snake down his body with my other hand, he holds the other one too. Pushing them both above my head and he holds them together with his one hand. He is a big man, he is nine inches taller than my five feet two inch frame, with lean long legs and fingers. His palms are big enough that they are capable of holding both of my wrists together, easily, like he did in the dining hall and the alley earlier.

"Woww, Bodyguard mama, how do you know what I imagined earlier in the dining hall?" I ask him with a teasing tone.

He moves down to tickle my stomach with his stubble, and I giggle aloud. "Shhh, the guards might hear us," Raj says.

I look at him shocked, "The rooms are not soundproofed?"

"No, for your safety, it is not soundproofed. We can hear you from outside if you scream for any help when I'm not watching over you on the monitor."

"Oh, that's why Sabarish and Jagan came running to the closet earlier?"

"Do you want to talk about the security details now?" Raj asks me back.

I laugh, but my eyes go wide with a realization. The monitor. "Holy shit, Raj, the CCTV must be going on, capturing us."

He kisses me, and says, "Don't worry."

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His hand moves down, entering into the waistband of my panties and palm my core before starting to circle my clit with the tip of his finger.

He was running away from me, and now he cannot keep his hands off me.

"I stopped the coverage before entering your room. I didn't want anyone to get a bad idea, but it turned out to be helpful," he adds.

I lean up to kiss him, and he enters his finger into my heat, and I gasp by his sudden invasion.

"Also, the room has a silencer, which I will activate tomorrow," Raj says as his finger moves in and out of my warmth.

"Can't you activate it now?" I ask him with a ragging breath.

"The switch is under my table, and if I want to turn it on, I may need to leave, and I believe you won't want me to go now," Raj says and inserts another finger into me. His long lean fingers move expertly as my inner walls squeeze them.

"I can manage to be silent," I say, my voice turning hoarse as I feel a spiral forming in my body. He moves down leaving trails of kisses and he releases my wrist to remove my panties.

Without wasting any time, Raj catches the little bundle of nerves between his lips as he starts sucking them while his fingers continue their motion inside me. His free hand moved up to palm my breasts. He handles my body expertly as if he knows about it, all too well.

I curse under my breath and hold my pillow with my one hand and tug on his hair with my other hand. I squirm under him as he pinches my nipple and sucks my clit while fingering my pussy at the same time.

"Come for me, Thooriga," he orders me, "I want to taste you, kitty" he says, and my body obeys his order. Without any delay, I release my juices as my body shudders and Raj laps at every ounce of it.

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This is a double chapter update to avoid interruption and spoil the flow.
So continue reading the next chapter which has also been upated
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