Okay...

I'm being honest that I really... really... NEVER wanted to write a chapter like this, I never want to offense anyone here

I never wanted to hurt any of you by replying back or writing this chapter- I know you guys would get hurt if I do so...

That is...

I HAD ENOUGH- I'M NOT BEING NICE FOR THIS CHAPTER

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!!!I'M ONLY WRITING THIS ONCE!!!

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SO READ CAREFULLY AND DON'T SKIP THIS CHAPTER

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First off all

Please... Please!!! For the love of GOD

For the love of all my patience and braincells pulled

I'M PLEADING YOU! STOP ASKING OR MESSAGING ME TO CONTINUE THE REACTION BOOK- THAT INCLUDES WHEN AM I CONTINUING IT

THAT IS YOU KNOW IT YOURSELF IF YOU EVER DID IT OR NOT

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Second off all

I have a life for multiverse sakes, I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL NOW JUST SO YOU KNOW- AND SORRYYYYYY FOR NOT GIVING YOU THE NEWS

You should know it yourself even without knowing my age, I can still get busy with daily tasks and preparing for future school events

AND I have more books than just this Reaction book

Remember the people that works for online social medias are HUMANS

NOT ROBOTS THAT SERVES YOU LIKE A SERVANT

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Third off all

I'M TRYING MY BEST, OKAY???

You would know how hard I work for these books if you were to be in my shoes

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Now, is not like I've seen one or two comments that triggered me to make this chapter, Noooo...

But COUNTLESS of times, just- everytime! When I turn on Wattpad- is understandable considering my Reaction book is one of the most popular among most Reaction books, as well these types of books are not common in our fandom

And I understand that you all LOVE my book, I appreciate that! I really really appreciate your love and support for this book

BUT PLEASE!

I once said I wanted to write books for fun, interest and for experiences- to improve my English, to improve my writing skills for my future studies

I get the motivation to write whenever you guys are just so loveable and supportive, saying funny, nice, cute-wholesome matters in the comments

I love you all, all of my readers- seeing you all enjoying my books just makes me so happy

It makes everything a pleasure to me to continue, keep going to write more and gives the joy everyone here deserves

But with all these 'types' of comments, it rushes me and its IMPOSSIBLE for me to continue- ESPECIALLY when I get tagged

I get anxiety everytime when I can't post any chapters in at least ONE book- my Ejen Ali readers should know and understand this matter- I hate it when I can't get and cooperate with my ideas- motivations

It bothers me when one of my book is blankly, quietly dying- my Ejen Ali book for that case...

And with these comments...

I felt being rushed, I felt uncomfortable, I felt like fingers are pointed at me because I did something wrong. Call me overreacting, call me stupid for dragging my friends into this, HATE me even

I just want to let this out, and I've been wanting to for a very long time. I just want to at least speak for myself ...

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Kaz here, and as a friend of Shadow. And I hope y'all don't make me sound like offensive and the bad guy here.

I want y'all to know that I'm very happy for Shadow for getting the hype she deserves everytime she posts a story. But some of your comments are really draining her energy to the point she will overwork and think, all day and night to at least create a chapter and fill in the ideas y'all want her to put.

Call me anything you want but there's this thing call patience and time. And even though she posts in her one shots about the collabs, then you should know how long it takes for a chapter to be finished especially when it comes to discussing ideas and putting all of them together. And just because she posts in her other books doesn't mean she'll ignore and not continue the others.

She's tired, and you're all not really 'helping' her- she's trying her best to make the ideas you recommended to her into a reality. It may take long but at least she didn't forget about it, and I hope you can do the same by waiting and at least not forgetting that she's human and that she needs all the time to get ideas.

If you want the reaction to be long and keep on going then wait. I know we all love her books but in doing so we don't practically rush her, it's like your rushing your fun.

She writes for fun, and seeing y'all happy made her happy too. Don't forget that and please don't ask her when she's gonna continue it.

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Hi there, Hana's here! I'm one of Shadow's friends and you might probably know me as one of collaborators for the one shots-

However, I'm not here to say anything about the collab so let me be very straight forward here.

I'm gonna ask you very politely to stop asking her to continue this reaction book. Do you really think that making a reaction book is as easy as you're reading it? Or as easy as when you're counting from 1-10? Or as easy when you're solving your favourite subject's homework? Do you know how hard it is for her to keep up with your... demands? Do you think pressuring her would do any good?

Look, making a chapter of a reaction book is not an easy task. You have to pause every single scene to read the subtitles and make the scenes into words so you know what's like. Plus, you have to rewind the whole episode so that you didn't leave out every single details. I have seen her breaking down from all these pressures that you guys are doing and it's getting to her.

To make you feel any better, she's a high school student. I'm SURE you know how busy a high school student's schedule is, no?

So, let me ask you again. Please don't pressure and asking her to continue. I fear for her mental health and with you guys keep on asking, it doesn't make it any better.

So, please. Keep that in mind. She's doing all her best in updating this book.

Hope I didn't come as offensive, I just wanted the best for My Amethyst.

Best regards,

Hana

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I'd like to thank my two friends for taking their times just for this one stupid chapter, I appreciate it a lot you two...

And now for my final speech

I'm sure you were expecting a normal chapter huh? I'm sure you were expecting reactions and "Ohhh!!! eLemEnts PrOtecTiNg BOi hAhhaHaAhhahaah"

Sorry to break your blasting hope...

And... to the last and final matter in this speech...

If I don't see this problem improve...

I'M DELETING THIS BOOK

I'M SAYING IT

I'm warning you...

I've been nice enough, alright?

I really never wanted to do this like I said, I appreciate all the support and love this book and I am receiving

But you all leave me to no choice

You can just push me to the edge of the mountains that named 'climax'- see what happens...

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Thank you all for your times...

Sayōnara

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Published date: 25th July 2022