Another special nsfw oneshot for Mr. Handman! He was in second place for the little voting poll I had so I thought I would be nice and write a little oneshot for him. This took me sooo long to write because it's smut with feelings. Please enjoy it!

Shigaraki had been tense lately. Being the leader of the League of Villains was stressful, to say the least. Plus he had actually started to care about his members which was emotionally exhausting for him.

And then there was you. 

You were the newest member of the League and in his opinion, you were the most tolerable. Sometimes there were moments when he would catch himself staring at you from across the room of the dumpy hideout all of you were staying in.    

There was just something about you that Shigaraki found captivating. Maybe it was your determined smile whenever you fought heroes, or maybe it was the little wisps of hair on the back of your neck that he thought looked like soft leaves of grass but he found himself falling for you quickly.

He wanted you all to himself, but it seemed like there was always someone else in the room with you two. It didn't help that all of you were living in a little space and there wasn't any privacy in the first place.

But he just couldn't hide his feelings. He never knew when he would kick the bucket and he didn't want to have any regrets in this lifetime. The way you made his heart quicken couldn't be ignored. If he was ever going to be able to relax even a little bit, he was going to have to be honest with you. 

...

You had begun to suspect that Shigaraki had been crushing on you for at least two weeks now. But you didn't want to be presumptuous, maybe he actually didn't have a crush on you. 

Maybe he wanted to kick you out of the League and that was why you would sometimes catch him staring at you? Was he suspicious of you for some reason?

I should talk to him and clear the air. I haven't done anything wrong, he needs to know that.

Before the sun had set, you somehow managed to meet with Shigaraki alone in the messy room that was the kitchen. None of the appliances worked anymore so it was just another room in the hideout. Shigaraki leaned against the large black refrigerator and looked at you with curious red eyes. For once his body and face were not covered by hands and you were allowed to look at him unabashedly.

He looked tired but at the same time, his eyes were alert and watching you closely like he was afraid that you were going to run away and leave him alone. "Shigaraki, I want to talk to you about...well about what you might be thinking about me."

His mouth parted and he hummed in response, a low throaty sound. "Y-You know what I think about you?"

Your lips downturned into a small frown. "I think I do? Why are you thinking something else?"

"Y/n. I-I can't hide it anymore, I'm in love with you!" Shigaraki exclaimed loudly, "That's why I've been acting so...awkward around you because I feel like I'm going to die every time you're near me."

"Ah, y-you're going to die when I'm near you!? That doesn't sound good!"

Shigaraki brought a tuft of hair between two of his fingers and rubbed it. "It's not that i-it's bad, I'm just not used to this feeling. It's...fucking confusing. I just know that I want you. I want you to be mine and only mine."

His eyes stared into your, searching your face for any type of reaction from you. You muttered under your breath before taking a few steps towards him, closing the distance between you two and his lips parted as a blush spread across his pale face.
"Y/n..."

"Ssh, don't talk." You responded, putting both your hands on his slim shoulders. Very slowly you moved your face closer to his and your lips brushed against his lightly. A sound escaped from Shigaraki, almost like a  quiet moan. "D-Don't tease me damn it."

You smiled. "Sorry." You kissed him harder this time, your tongue slowly moving out of your mouth and into his while he gasped and his breath quickened. One of his hands gently touched the small of your back and you shivered at the implications of what could go wrong here. All he had to do was put his pinky down and you would be disintegrated.

That should have scared you. Instead, you just felt turned on. "Shigaraki..." You whispered against his lips when you two parted for air. "I don't know if I love you yet. But I know I want--I need you now."

Shigaraki looked down at you, his eyes gleaming with life. "I know where to go. Follow me."

He led you down a winding hallway that eventually led to a small room with an actual bed with sheets! The light came in through the small window and you sighed like you were breathing in the fresh air. "I never even knew this room was here."

"I found it when I was looking around. No one else knows about it." He said, sitting on the bed, a grin pulling at his lips. You slowly walked over to where he was and stood over him, licking your lips.

"How do you want me Shigaraki?" Your hand traveled up his thigh until it was just below his crotch. You glanced down and saw how you had affected him through the thin fabric of his black pants. He blinked slowly and bit down on his bottom lip.

"I want you naked and under me right now." He said, his voice low and guttural. 

"Yes, sir." You replied, hastily taking off your shirt and bra, the cool air of the room hitting your skin making goosebumps form. Next, you took off your pants and Shigaraki was grinning from ear to ear at you. He brought his fingers to his shirt and disintegrated it.

"You look so fucking sexy y/n." He said, disintegrating his pants next. You nearly moaned aloud from this action alone, it was so powerful to witness. "C'mere."

The two of you rolled onto the bed, only in your underwear now. Shigaraki was very careful of where to put his hands though. He hovered over you and his fingers ghosted over the sides of your faces before he kissed you hard. You reached down and took off his underwear, revealing all of himself to you.

You sucked in a breath and tried to calm the rapid beating of your heart. He was a lot bigger than you expected, and you wished you had prepared for this day and bought some lube. "D-Damn it." You whispered in his ear as he began to suck and kiss at your neck.

He paused for a second. "What's wrong?"

"I-I think you might...h-have trouble fitting." You said, a fiery blush exploding on your face. You covered your eyes with your hands and Shigaraki chuckled to himself quietly.

"Not if I prepare you enough first." He said quietly to you, his voice soft and full of affection. You had never heard him sound like this before. "Don't worry y/n."

"O-Ok." You said in a whisper. You wanted him so badly now, you wanted to know what his moans sounded like so without thinking your hand traveled downwards and you began to slowly stroke him up and down. Shigaraki nearly fell on top of you in surprise but luckily he caught himself and just buried his face in the crook of your neck.

"A-Ah! Y/n...ah." He moaned and you felt your face grow warm with excitement at how cute he sounded. 

"Does that feel good?" You asked him, still continuing your movements. Shigaraki nodded his head and lightly bit the side of your neck. You were glad that he felt pleasure from your touch, it made you feel more in control of this overwhelming feeling. This feeling that you wanted to drown in his very essence.

Your name kept tumbling out of his lips like a chant, but he still had enough self-control to think clearly and give you some pleasure as well. He took off your panties with one hand and slipped one slender finger inside you with ease, you were already so turned on it was like there was no resistance anymore. You gasped and breathed hard. "Tomura...yes. Right there."

He added another finger and curled them inside of you and moved them in and out which made your back arch off the bed slightly. "Oh my god, y-yes!" You cried out in pleasure, running your hands up his back.

"Fuck y/n, you feel so good. I don't think I can wait much longer, not when you're using my first name damn it." He said, still relentlessly teasing you with his fingers. Based on how he started twitching in your hand, you knew that he was close to that sweet release you both were yearning for.

"I can't either T-Tomura...ah..." You moaned as he hit your sweet spot over and over again. "Please fuck me."

You stopped stroking him and he positioned himself at your wet entrance, slowly lowering himself down until his hips were aligned with your own. He stretched you out and you held your breath, waiting to adjust to his wonderful size. "Fuuuck, Tomura...goddamn it, you feel so fucking good!" you said, not bothering to stop the stream of curse words flowing from your lips. He began to move and you just cursed more.

"Y/n, you have such a dirty fucking mouth," Shigaraki grunted, quickening his pace as he chased his climax. You groaned and bucked your hips upwards to meet his rapid thrusts. "I'm gonna have to teach you a lesson."

He shoved his right hand downwards and roughly played with your clit, only using two of his fingers. That pushed you over the edge and you found yourself reaching your orgasm before him. You tightened around his cock and moaned loudly, not even caring if the other League members heard you two at this point. "Ah! Fuck yes!"

Shigaraki gritted his teeth and groaned your name before stopping to pull out. "N-No wait, cum in me. Cum for me baby!" You cried out, still riding the high from your orgasm. Shigaraki muttered something under his breath but he complied with your desperate plea.

"Fuck y/n!" He moaned out, his left hand slamming down on the wall behind your head and then suddenly you felt a warm sensation pool inside of you. You shuddered at the feeling, and your eyelids lowered down as you smiled to yourself in satisfaction.

You caressed the sides of his face and kissed his thin lips. He kissed you back and then rolled off of you with a grunt. His shiny red eyes looked at you with what seemed like adoration. Then his eyes wandered upwards. "Shit."

"W-What?"

"Look behind you." He replied.

You moved onto your stomach and rested your body on your elbows. "Holy shit." You said, amazed at what you saw. Shigaraki had completely disintegrated a part of the wall, leaving a gaping hole to the outside. "That's pretty hot actually, you losing control of your quirk like that."

Shigaraki chuckled and closed his eyes like he was about to doze off to sleep. "Well, I guess we all have our kinks."

"D-Don't judge me! I'm sure you're much kinkier than me when it comes down to it!"

"Guess you'll have to find that out later I guess." He said, opening one eye up. You moved closer to him and kissed his forehead.

"It's a deal then."