CHAPTER 7- The day i lost my sainty
Have to show thou this httyd is coming to an end on 22 feb. Woo I've got b-day plans. And btw... In the first trailer the opening music is from a gift of a nightfury Christmas special. Anyone else realize that?
Btw triggering content. I shall not say where do you are forced to click of this book. For it will have connection to the main plot. Sorry... But the book wont make sense otherwise and I do not want people to relapse. I'm sorry.
Update- still depressed from httyd 3 and it's a recommened from moi!
Before I left my room I opened the shiney wrapped parcel. Inside was a small kinfe/ dagger. It has a black blade and handle. BUt the handle has an illuminated green handle on top. A small card was insised. Opening it I almost cried. There was a small message inside wishing me a god b-day. But everyone had signed it. Even one for all.
Along with those a dark green hoodie lay there. Picking it up I realised there were bunny ears that went down to my hips. Along with that the back had zips witch could create holes door my wings to be placed in so they weren't squashed. I placed them away but kept the dagger.
I looked out the window. Homeroom had just started and all might was due to visit aswell. I was excited but his it due to the class all being d***s. They only put up with me when either were around.
Everyone knew about his true form thanks to the fight against one for all.
It took a couple minutes but he did come eventually along with a late Aizawa.
I let a small smile grace my lips as they looked around.
I let out a small yawn and placed my head on my arms my vision started to become blurry. But I didn't notice. The wave on sleep that had washed over me was welcomed.
And I very quickly fell asleep.
Toshinori POV
I looked at the class that had begun to settle down. My gaze met Izuki and he let a small smile show causing my smile to widen.
The past couple of days have been hard due to his mother's passing. I knew he was taking it rough. The small bags under his eyes have a lot to say.
I began to talk to Aizawa when the entire class fell silent. I raised my head and saw izuki with his head on the table being cradled by his arms. Asleep.
No one really knew what to do in these sorts of situations. Especially when it's the first time. Mydoria never fell asleep in a class.
The entire class was in slight panic. They didn't like him anymore for some reason. But they still worried at least.
"Momo, couldn't you make him a blanket?" Young urauarka asked.
" I could try? " slowly the blanket was made and spread across him.
I began to whisper to the class "does anyone know why he has fallen asleep?," No one spoke "please. If you know please say"
I looked around. Still no one spoke.
"I think I do..." All eyes turned to todoroki, " sometimes I hear screaming in the doorms. I didnt know what it was so I went to find out. The noise was coming from his room. I had opened the door. He was having a night terror. " a small tear fell out of his eye.
"He did wake up. But when he did he just looked broken and kept repeating i'm sorry over. He told me not to say anything to anyone." The classroom had a heavy amount of tension looming above everyone. Todoroki was silently crying. Obviously concerned for his broccoli haired friend. As was i.
Mydorias POV
I loved the darkness that surrounded my vision. I was finally in a place of quiet. My own time. My own world.
My body began moving on its own down towards a small light that appeared suddenly. I had no control.
Soon it got bigger and bigger until it finally made a picture. There was only clouds. But that is when I began Speeding up.
Quicker and quicker, my wing started flapping. And I jumped.
I began plummeting into a void of cloud and sky.
Managing to get sable i opened my wings and I stopped talking as quickly but began gliding down towards the abbyse. I felt free.
Soon colourful birds joined me. You could easily mistake them for peacocks they were that stunning.
Soon a black speck appeard. I knew it was time. Flapping my wings i flew towards the black void. Soon entering and waking up.
I let my eyes gently open. Looking around i saw someone shaking me, they were a bit blurry so I moved my hand to get rid of the stuff swarming my vision.
"Wa- what's going on" I mumbled.
"You...um fell asleep." ashido spoke
" So why'd you wake me" I mumbled again as I was slightly sleepy.
"Cmon. Next lesson is starting" lida began as I zoned out. The first time in two weeks i get peace. And it's ruined.
---Time skip---
"Ok so if you were to do---" I zoned out to lazy to listen to midnight. My thoughts were on how sucky today has been. I know they hate me... But couldn't they tolerate me? Just a little!?
"Mydoria!" Midnight yelled grabbing my attention, " could you give me the awnser? "
I looked at the board. "34 miss" I groaned back.
Knowing I was right, she left me be.
Ring ring ring
The bell went off seconds later.
"Everyone head to lunch. Mydoria mr. Toshinori and mr. Aizawa would like to see you in the teachers office asap."
I stood up and exited the room. But I went the opposite direction of them. I made my way towards the bathroom.
My safe haven.
I opened the door and went to the stall at the furthest end and locked the doors.
Reaching inside the bag i brought out my small knife that was gifted to me. Id opened up the present.
If recently been using razors. But they sucked and were to small to grip onto.
I slowly took of my previous bandages of my arms and looked. Scanned to faded, they were all there.
I drew the sharp blade across my arm, for the second time that day.
I repeated it ten times before wrapping it up again.
Cleaning the blood of the floor i put the dirty stuff in the bin and rush out. Looking at my watch i had 10 minuets left.
I ran a little and reached the teachers lounge and knocked.
Hearing a similar voice calling me in. I peaked my head in through the door and walked in, being cautious not to drop the door on my tails or God dam long wings.
"Sorry I'm late.." I murmerd.
" it's ok. Please sit down. " I looked. It wasn't just the two teachers. There were people in suits. Talking over something.
"Hello, my name is mrs. Re-yuu. I'm hear about something you may find a little strange. I'll leave you to talk about it."
As she wonders of i look at the teachers puzzled. What are they planning?
"So, as you know we've said that you could stay at yuu until you leave school. But due to the past couple months with class 1-A obviously picking on you for unknown reasons... You shall not stay with them. But me and hiashi." Aizawa spoke, he was slow but showed a little bit of guilt.
" it's fine! It's not that bad... " My voice got quieter.
"Here" he passed me a bit of paper.
I read it once. My eyes widen so I read it again to make sure this isn't fake.
" So what do you think? "
"I don't want to be a nuciance..."
" trust me. That will be hiashis job! "
"You sure?"
" yes now sign the sheet. We need to pack your room soon! "
I picked up a pen and thought. I moved the pen down and put my signature on the sheet to comfirm.
"Welcome to our crazy family" he smiled his crazy smile. I returned in to him.
Time skip
I walked into my room. It was a lot less childish than before.
Shit i suddenly remembered he may seem my bottle of anxiety and depressants, along with sleeping and headache pills. I had to take two of each every day witch made me want to scream.
"Mydoria? What are these for?" He showed me the bottles that were on my bedside. Now held firmly in his grasp.
" I need them. I get super bad anxiety and recently been diagnosed with the big Dep. Panic attacks are also caused by it. And having slight insomnia wont help me much either... " he smiled.
"Reminds me of me when I was your age." My eyes widen as he put them back.
" I won't speak. Don't worry. "
I set a small laugh appear. I really need someone like him helping me. Even though he is a teacher... He is one of these few i continue to respect.
So for the next couple of hours i packed up everything that was mine.
We worked well with one another. We did playful banter for a while and then began roasting some of the teachers.
I picked up the final box to get rid of. The room was barren. Other than the wall i'd paired black a few months ago. Nothing of mine remained.
Aizawa opened the door and I skipped out happily.
I stopped once I got to the first table in the lounge.
Id still eat here in the school. Just away from all the people who have caused me pain.
Soon I realised that all the class was huddled around the tv.
"Bye guys" I yelled as I turned.
"Where are you going? And why do you have a box in your hand stupid deku!?" Kacchan yelled obviously annoyed and curious.
" Away from all you angsty teens. " with that I left for good.
Time skip
I entered the medium sized apartment. There wasn't much too see at first. But there is homey atmosphere everywhere I turn or step.
"This way roomie" Mic yelled as he saw me, leading me down to where I presume the room is be staying in was.
It was small. Enough for a double bed, desk and bookshelf. But I could work with it. I got to work right away. We'd leave setting up mini stuff tomorrow. It was about 5:00pm so I did have plenty of time.
---time skip---
I woke up screaming. Panic flooded my veins. My wings naturally and defensively covered me from people seeing me the weak.
The door was opened but I was panicking too much to notice, my breathing became laboured. Nothing I was doing would work.
Aizawa's POV
I woke up as soon as I heard someone screaming. Mic did as well. But has no idea what was going on. But I had a very good guess I'm mind.
I headed towards problem child's room. All I could hear once the screaming quieter was crying.
I opened the door. The broccoli child was hidden under his feathered wings.
I slowly began to sit down and stroke the wings, hopefully to help. And to my surprise. It did work, his breathing slowly became normal and his wings moved slowly.
He looked almost dead. His eyes were read and puffy from crying and he was still shaking. It honestly broke my heart into pieces.
He suddenly began hugging me witch i gladly returned. Mic even joined in much to my surprise. He wasn't one to hug people he didn't know very well. But in that moment I guess it was.
I used to be in izuki's position. And I know that is not easy but with the right people, he should recover at some point in the future.
He went limp after 20 minutes. We slowly placed him back down and lay next to him. One on either side.
And for the rest of the night he didn't wake up.
Midoryia's POV
I woke up feeling drained. I couldn't remember what has exactly happened. But as I looked my sides i stiffened up. What the hell?
Aizawa and mic both as an arm wrapped around me protectivly. I smiled and slipped from their grip and grabbed my uniform.
Slowly i managed to get to the bathroom where I got changed before hearing collective worked yells from the teachers.
I quickly exited as they made their way towards where I was.
"I'm in kitchen!" I yelled and the panic slowly died down much to my relief.
I was at the kitchen door and waited.
"I would've made good but I don't know were anything is" I spoke sheepishly , rubbing the back of my head as they entered.
"Its fine. Nd what do you want for breakfast?"
" You got any avocados? " as I said it he opened the fridge nd threw me the entire five pack.
I smiled. Seeing the loaf of bread as well. Quickly asking for a bowl and fork i began mushing some of the avocado flesh before hitting some bread in the toaster.
Within five minuets i had made some avocado toast. I sat down happily at the small table eating my avocado on toast. Joint with the teachers who were also going me with the choice of food.
"Where has this been all my life" Mic spoke after finishing up.
Looking at the time I noticed we had about an hour before we needed to leave.
Soon we'd all finished eating when Aizawa turned to me
"You go take your medication" he spoke pointing a finger whilst standing up.
"Ok. um. ..Can I get a glass of water?"
"No need to be so scared. We won't bite"
Mic passed me a big glass of water and I made my way back to the room. One thing I didn't pack but kept on me was my pills that now are living in the desk.
I quickly swallowed them drinking the entire class of water in the process as I needed the extra as I didn't have anything to drink this morning.
"That reminds me! Break and lunch thins week will be spent with us at the teachers lounge! Ok!?"
Both yelled. I laughed at the unison speech.
Time skip
I arrived with aizawa in front of the door. I went in first and almost every single eye was filled with confusion.
I sat down at my seat behind kacchan when Aizawa began to speak.
"Mydoria is No longer staying in the doorms. No one is to ask any questions that are personal. Mydoria would you like to explain? Or me?"
I knew what he was talking about. My mum. I was going to tell the class. So I did.
" I'm I'll do it. " he gave me a glimpse of guilt.
I made my way up to the front.
"So um... It's been about two weeks. But do you remember when I was called to the principals office?"
I got nods and a couple confused yeses, "well... Apparently my mum was killed by a villain that held a grudge against me. The police are trying to find out who did it." I looked around. All eyes were full of pity. Kacchan looked like he was on the verge of tears. My mum was practically his aunt.
I sat down in my seat as memories began to appear in my mind.
Homeroom soon went back to normal. Everyone saying sorry for my loss but all I did was ignore them. I did not like the fact that they only showed my pity, anger or sadness towards me. Never joy or happiness.
Recently urauarka and lida have been trying to get my friendship back but I refused. 3 months is plenty of time to fix something. But they spent that time tearing the bond to shreds. Just like kacchan all that time ago.
The bell rang. another day has begun.
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