Colourful clouds
Aizawa x Present Mic
TW: none
Aizawa had always liked looking at clouds. Especially after loud cloud. He'd always go to the roof and look at the clouds. His boyfriend, hizashi, knew he liked looking at the clouds but never joined him, he thought that aizawa needed to be alone. And he did like being alone, he didn't like people knowing his pain. He didn't like people knowing he did something so mundane.
Aizawa also often woke up in cold sweats after having a nightmare about the ordeal he went through as a teen. Hizashi was always there to calm him down. Sometimes their wasn't even an exchange of words, Hizashi knew what to do to. And aizawa was beyond grateful for that, he didn't always know how to express what he was feeling.
Teaching Class 1A was definitely a highlight of his day, he was always glad that the kids were so eager to train. And going home to present mic was great to. And caring for eri, she was really polite and kind.
He was certainly grateful to have everything he has. Which made him feel even worse, he has all this stuff but he's still sad. Still hurting. Still crying over his past. Ever since loud cloud he'd only think of blue. He'd lost his blue coloured friend, now he stares into the blue sky freckled with puffy white clouds that could be compared to tears stains on a piece of blue paper. The cloud stains prevented him from seeing the yellow sun aching to reach out to him. They blocked his view, forcing him to look at his pain. The yellow desperately wanted to help his boyfriend.
Aizawa stared at the clouds laying on his sleeping bag, silently screaming to not be alone. He'd always liked being alone, he thought he needed to be alone to heal. But he wasn't. Why wasn't he? Hizashi had, everyone else had. Why not him. Was he weak? He wanted someone to help, but he didn't know how to ask. So he stayed lying there. The blankets underneath the sleeping bag helped with the uncomfortableness of laying on concrete.
He stayed their till sun set. Unknown to aizawa, Hizashi was watching him from the door. Finally deciding to join him. The sun settled right beside his boyfriend and they cried. Cried themselves to sleep.
When they woke, aizawa didn't see clouds. He didn't feel so alone anymore. He only saw the sun. And man was the sun ever loud.
Heh it's been awhile since I've been able to write, wow. Hope you liked it! Please comment!!
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