Don't Leave (Shinsoux(Gender Fluid)Reader)

A/N: Requested by: theworldsyaerster

Your P.O.V.

I quietly opened the door to the roof and stepped outside. Sure, today was nice. Who wouldn't want to eat lunch outside? Except after lunch I didn't think I'd be going back to class. Support classes were fun, but when everyone is constantly asking you questions, it gets overwhelming and annoying.

I sat on a bench and carefully opened the bento box my mom had given me. I broke the chopsticks and started eating. Everything was quiet and peaceful. 'I guess this isn't so bad for my last hour of being here.' I sighed at the thought. Once I finished with my food, I placed it next to me and stepped up to the bars surrounding the roof of the school. I closed my eyes and felt the wind on my face before taking off my shoes. I placed them next to me and took another second to think this through. 'Okay, (Y/N), you made up your mind. Just do it.'

"Do you want to talk before you do anything stupid?" A boy's voice came from behind me.

"No-" As soon as I answered him it felt like I wasn't myself. I could still hear and see everything around me, but I wasn't in control of my body.

"Please, step back and take a seat on the bench. You don't need to kill yourself." As if following command I found myself on the bench and I was myself again.

"What the hell did you do?" I stood up and turned to confront whoever used their Quirk on me.

"Saved your life." I heard him sit calmly next to me.

"Why'd you interfere? I don't need a hero. I made my decision to- Shinsou..." My voice trailed off at the realization of who it was.

"(L/N), I looked for you in the cafeteria but you weren't there so I came up here to give you something and found you like that." He looked at his feet.

"I'm sorry you had to see me like that. There's not much I can do about now however." I apologized.

"Yeah..." His voice trailed off. "I'll leave this here. Just read it before you do anything please." He placed a folded piece of paper and left me again.

'Looks like I'll have to wait a little bit longer today.' My eyes fell to the piece of paper then over to my shoes. I shook my head and carefully picked up the paper. It was neatly folded with my name written on one side.

'I was sent down to earth on a mission, a mission to find someone that would complete me. I never thought that my task would be fulfilled till the very moment that I met you. That's when I finally found the perfection that I had been seeking all my life. At that very moment, I didn't believe my eyes as the one that I had thought only existed in a fairy tale was now standing in front of me. Each night, as I stood staring at the moon, I saw your gentle smile, the smile that gave me the strength to make the impossible possible.'

"A...confession?!" My heart started racing. I stood up and slipped my shoes back on. I didn't have a reason for living anymore so I wasn't sure why. All I knew is I needed to find him. 'This could've been a joke. Just to fuck with my brain more. Dammit where the hell is he?' I turned a corner and almost ran into someone. Him.

"Who was it? How much did they pay you? What are you getting out of this?" I held up the paper.

"What are you talking about? No one made me write that and give it to you." He defended himself.

"Yeah. Sure. I'm guessing they also told you I liked you so it's even funnier." I chuckled at the thought of the entire support class setting this up.

"No one told me...you do?" He seemed surprised. Maybe he wasn't lying. 'Shit if he's telling the truth I'm fucked.' I looked at the ground not wanting to answer him. "Why were you on the roof earlier?" He sounded calm but I could hear a slight anger in his voice.

"Everyone here acts so nice until you see what they're really like. They find out you're different and you're an outcast." Venom dripped with every letter.

"'Different' how?"

"So you haven't heard from the support class?" I sighed. "They found out I'm gender fluid and everyone turned on me." I kept my eyes down waiting for the inevitability of another person leaving my life.

"Okay, and?" He seemed unfazed.

"You're fine with that." My mind was telling me it was a lie but I didn't want to listen.

"Why should it matter?" He shrugged.

"Why aren't you yelling at me? Why are you being so nice to me now? Why are you okay with someone like me?" I choked on my own words.

"Because you're not the only one at this school like this." I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"But why aren't you upset? You wrote a confession letter and then found out the person you like isn't what you thought." I refused to look at him.

"Because I don't care what others think." He spoke quietly and calmly.

"How can you be so calm right now..." I stopped myself before I said anything else.

"Because I know you're safe and not somewhere you could take your own life." He wasn't lying. 'He wasn't set up... He's not joking.' My thoughts were broken when I felt his arm around my torso. "That's the only thing I care about."

"Don't leave me, okay (Y/N)?"

A/N: Angsty fluff with Shinsou is great. I almost cried writing this... I hope I did you justice! I'm taking requests for whatever (excluding smut). Don't be afraid to DM me or comment what you want. Thank you for reading! As always, have a good day/night, drink water, eat food, get sleep. You're amazing and I love you! Bye my lovelies!

~Cinnamon <3

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