. you're beautiful .

Warning: Girl x Girl, reader is gay at Mina so if you're not comfortable, let's leave together cause I regret writing this.

Also the reader is insecure. Okay bye I'll cry rn

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You gently touched your lips with your fingers.

'It's crusty. Not soft.'

You raked your hand through your (h/l) black hair, reaching to the ends and lightly pulled them.

'It's not as beautiful as other girls' hair..'

You then cupped your cheeks. Your palms were full.

'I should've accepted the truth and not be a whiny b*tch..'

You felt your eyes becoming watery and scrunched your nose as they started to sting.

"I'm.. fat. People hate me. I'm useless. I'm disgusting." each words sent arrows directly to your heart, but you didn't care anymore.

Those hurtful words were like your daily mantras.

"I shouldn't have run from class just because of Aria called me gross.." your balled fists wiped away your tears harshly.

"I made a laughing stock to myself."

Feeling the energy quickly draining out, you plopped back to your bed, your arms laying on top of your tummy.

"I wonder what was her reaction. Maybe she laughed with them, too? Ahhhh!!!" a blush formed on your cheeks as your mind showed the face of your pink skinned classmate.

<<<Flashback

You were tired. Your body was screaming in pain.

Your eyes tried their best not to let the waterworks flow out.

The steps you were taking felt heavy and you were concentrating not to pass out, which resulted for you to bump some other passing by students.

It was P.E. and you were going to change your clothes into the uncomfortable and tight white shirt the school provided you.

Usually, you would bring your clothes to the girl's bathroom and change there, but you were too tired to do so today. You hoped the other girls finished changing theirs, so you could have some privacy.

But luck was not on your side. As you enter the changing room, the girls' loud chatter filled your ears.

Your hand hesitated to open the door.

"Oh Kirishima-chan! You're a bit late today, I see!" your eyes widened when you saw Ashido approaching you.

You looked away from her and opened the door and entered the room.

It went dead silent. This has made your anxiety level to shoot up almost immediately.

You felt eyes on you as you started changing your clothes.

But soon the chatter started again. You heard a few saying about prom and the girls gleefully saying they would ask their crush to dance.

Mina came up to you and excitedly asked you, "who will be your dance?"

A few whispers saying you wouldn't get a date and you'd only be eating food during the night were heard.

Someone scoffed behind you.

"Ehhh~ Kirishima-chan? What are you doing here? You're blocking my locker!" your eyes lazily trailed on her.

She was making up shit and you were tired to play along with her little game.

"Oh, sorry. Here you go." you didn't know where did your bold move came from but you hardened your hand and slammed open her locker, almost tearing the door.

"Holy shit." you gasped to yourself feeling the girl's anger to bubble.

You ran out of room (you finished changing ofc) and felt like your legs were going to give out any seconds.

The teacher saw your wheezing state and since she was being considerate that day she gave you the permission to stay out.

You were glad she did, you need to regain your energy and apologize for the commotion you created just now. And to Aria, because you were trying to be nice.

But that shit was a walking demon. She threw the ball she was holding right into your face and your body, even though the teacher asked her to stop.

And you ended up puking after she threw the ball really hard on your stomach.

At the end of school your teacher scolded you. She found out you have starved yourself and you lacked sleep. She even threatened to call your parents if you didn't eat the food she brought you.

She was nice, but she didn't understand you-

Present . . .

Several knocks were heard and you stopped screaming for a while.

"(Name) can I come in?"

Hearing his voice, you sat on your bed, giving him the permission to enter your room.

"Eiji! I was wondering where you've been today!" you quickly changed your mood, and you really hoped he would go out of your room soon. Your smile was twitching a lot and it looked fake.

"Ah.. well.. (Y/n)." he looked upset. Tis surprised you since your brother is really loud and usually have his big smile when he talk to anyone.

He closed the door, then resting his back on it.

"Do you think.." he looked down, his hands were on his sides.

"I can be a hero?" his words threw you off guard. What the fuck was this man talking about?

He is a hero in your eyes, didn't he realize that? Was your brother too dense or was he blind?

If could, you would scream out that he could be the greatest hero, and you'd be his number one fan, but your body betrayed you.

Because of you crying too much for that day, your body was extremely exhausted, and you couldn't muster up some energy to even speak.

Your smile dropped but you felt bad for him. He would always protect you when kids bullied you in kindergarten and you were always waiting for the time where you'd do the same for him.

So the least you could do was stretch out your arms for him, and beckoned him to come closer to you.

He sniffled before engulfing your chubby body into a big hug, putting his head on your shoulder as he sobbed.

"Can I be a hero?" his hold around you tightened as he cried, with you gently stroking his head as if trying to say "yes".

-
2:40 in the morning . . .

"(Y/n). Thank you for today." he said, switching your laptop on.

"...nah." you passed him the plastic cup.

He thanked you again and set it next to him before he started typing the password of your laptop.

"Ah, Eiji. Did you hear about prom at our school?" you said, slurping your drink.

"Huh, I di-"

When your laptop was unlocked, both of you was shocked by a picture of Ashido Mina with you displayed on the screen.

And by accident you sprayed your water on his face.

His eyes were wide open.

"W.. who are you asking to be your p.. partner?" you sheepishly asked and glared at him when you saw him staring at your laptop again.

"Not sure. But did anybody ask you? I'm sure TONS of your classmates did! I mean, look at you! The princess of the Kirishima Famil-"

"No one did. Who would want to dance with this fucking pig-"

"AH YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN!!" he screamed and you panicked. What did you do?

"YOU'RE SPITTING NONSENSE! IT'S NOT MANLY, YOU KNOW!!" he shook you and you felt your eardrums bursting at his voice.

"You may not know but, Ashido Mina! Ashido Mina asked me about you! One of the school's star said you were so gorgeous and pretty- It's really gay."

This time you shook him by screaming.

"WHAT?!"

"It's okay little sis, bro's here to help you out! I'll help you confess and make you the queen of the night!"

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And that brings us here.

You were in a pure white dress that reaches to below your knees. Your brother said it represents your innocent love to her.

Your father did your make up because he didn't believe your mother to do so.

Your family said your were drop dead GORGEOUS but somehow it didn't soothe down your racing heart.

You.. felt beautiful for the first time, even with your body. You felt confidence as you looked into the mirror.

But you were scared. You afraid that the make up was too much. Was if the mascara melted because of tears? You might cry the whole night.

And what if you'll be lonely? You don't want to cling onto your dear brother and limit his freedom, maybe your friends were right. You'll accompany food for the night.

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Fuck your soft heart.

Your shitty classmates made little- actually no. They fucking said you were looking stupid with the make up you were wearing and the dress was too tight for your size.

Your hands were sore from slapping their faces but it felt sort of nice.

Middle school was ending soon so why not?

"You did great out there." Mina tried holding back her laugh. She didn't hate her friends but sometimes they went too far!!

"I'm sorry if I always... ALWAYS seem like I wasn't standing up for you." She slid next to you and you looked at her with you puffy eyes, mascara running down you cheeks.

She wiped them away with her sleeves and you stopped her and cried.

"Stop ruining your dress!! And I'll look.. ugly without this make up.." you covered your face in embarrassment.

"Hey... what are you talking about?" She scooted closer to you.

"You.. you always say mean things to yourself it upsets me! You're not ugly! You're not useless! Hearing those things... they make me.. they make me feel bad! I don't know why! So, stop it!" she shouted.

"Your body doesn't define what YOU are inside! I know I am nothing to you but please hear me out!" she crawled in front of you and slid in between your legs(?).

"Look at me.. please?" she grabbed your wrists and lowered your hands which covered your eyes that started to produce tears nonstop.

"You are beautiful. Your flaws are your charms. It attracts me to you! So what if you have extra far? That means I have more piece of you to love! So what if your cheeks are chubby? I would kill to kiss those beauty, thank you!" she grabbed your cheeks.

"And what if your lips aren't as soft?"

She gulped before leaning forward, carefully pressing her lips with yours.

Her thumbs wiped away the stray tears and gently draw circles on your cheekbones.

Your eyes shut closed and you felt your body relaxing at her touch.

You felt warmth engulfing your whole body and you felt your cheeks burning up at the closeness.

Mina pulled away and screeched.

"AHH SORRY I DID THAT BEFORE ASKING YOU!!!" she bowed to you, almost slamming her head to the floor.

You opened your eyes before blinking furiously. What the hell just happened?

Shakily you covered your lips with your hands and also started screaming.

A student that was passing looked at you two in question and also started screaming when Mina accidentally squirted out acid out of her hand due to embarrassment.

This was a ride to write and I don't know whether I'm still okay or not. This was so gay it hurts me.

Sorry about this.