Me: So tomorrow's my last day of school

Everyone Else: YAY ^^

Me: but that also means that I won't be able to be on here and talk to you guys and give ya'll updates, cause I won't have access to the computer.....

Everyone Else: Aweeee T^T

Me: but that not so bad, plus I have something I want to say to you guys......

For 1, I'll be praying extra hard for you guys, cause I know this year has been really rough especially these last couple of weeks. But I want to let you guys know that even when things are really bad and you feel alone you can still praise God. I know life sucks and it's been punching you in the gut and tearing at your heart and soul and you feel like you're about to loose your sanity, but these things happen for a reason. Your life is your testimony, your story, you way of showing others that no matter how bad life is God is still with you cause you're still here. Things may be really bad right now and you feel like your life is falling apart, trust me I know how that feels, but God is carrying you through this. He won't put more on you then you can bare, even Satan has to answer to God he has to ask his permission before he can mess with you. But when Satan tries to go too far God jumps in to save and protect you. There's a little story about a man who was walking in the sand and there two sets of footprints, his and God's, but all of sudden when things started getting bad there ended up only being one set of footprints. Once he got through he asked, "God why did you leave me?", and God responded, "My dear child I never left you, those footprints aren't even yours. When you saw only one set of footprints, that was me carrying you through your problems. I was helping you get through them. I know may seem like you were alone in this, but you are never alone. I'm the reason you got through your situation in the first place." So you may think God left you and you're all alone, but he's always there for you no matter what. For an example, when you loose someone it hurts so much, it's like you had a part of you taken away from you and you say, "God why, why have you taken him/her away from me? Take me instead!!!!" But think of it this way: God isn't taken away your loved ones on purpose. Death is his way of telling people, "My dear child you've done well, you're done your part of my will. Now it is your time to fall into eternal slumber. Rest peacefully my child for I will see you soon when I return to Earth to take all my children/followers to Heaven, you're real home." So your loved ones have done their part, but you still have work to do. If you have children that's even better, because you can express his word to them and they can spread his word and love as well. Now suicide and murder don't count, and here's why. One you're breaking one of God's commandments(you break one you break  them all, now you can always repent and ask for forgiveness but you can't keep sinning and doing what you're doing. You have to try and get better, God knows and understands that we're only human and we're not perfect, and may still sin a bit but we have the ability to do better then what we have been. Jesus was once human, but I'll get to that in a minute.), and two it makes God sad and breaks his heart when his children are hurting each other and inflicting pain and chaos on one another. God wants us to treat each other with kindness, love and respect no matter matter how much pain that person has caused(do onto others as you want done onto yourself). We're all God's children, he made us all in his creation, so that makes us ALL special, he loves us all no matter how much we've sinned. Now some of you think that, and I don't mean to offend anyone, but some of you think then when one dies they automatically go to heaven. Okay there are many reasons why that theory is wrong:

1. The only person who has done that is Jesus Christ, and that's because he had to(he still had duties to fulfill in Heaven which is where he originally came from, but that's a topic for another day.) He came to earth as a human newborn so he can show us that even though we're only human and we're not perfect that we have the ability to follow God's commandments and spread God's word and live by his will. God knows us more then we know ourselves, so he knows what's good for us and what's not. So when things happen to you good or bad, and people are leaving you or you loose your job or something like that, it's okay to mourn and be upset but just know that  that's God's way of saying, "I have something even better in store for you in the future." Things happen in your life for a reason, just trust and have faith in God. 

2. If you dig up the grave the body is still there, and after a while there will be a skeleton, then a fossil, then nothing but dust. So the body nor the soul that's within it goes anywhere. It stays in the ground until it has become one with the soil, which is what we're made of. Our first ancestors, Adam and Eve, were made out of the ground when they were in the Garden of Eden(which is on Earth not Heaven, don't worry I used to think otherwise as well). What do you think dust is made of, our dead skin. Despite us coming out of the wombs of our mothers, we're still made out of the dust of the Earth because that's what our ancestors were made out of. 

So don't think of death as God punishing you, think of it as God rewarding your loved ones for the work they've done and rewarding them with peaceful eternal slumber. You still have work to do, like I said things in life happen for a reason. God knows what he's doing, for he knows us more then we know ourselves. He knows our heritage, our history, our past, our present and our future. So just roll with it and let God take the wheel, and you do your part by spreading his word and love to others. You may say, "but this is my life I can do what I want with it.", but sweetie who's the one created that life for you, and the life of your parents, your grandparents and your ancestors. So if you dare challenge God and his authority he could end your life with just one word(it's happened before and it can happen again). You may think your life  is worthless and you're unwanted and unloved(trust I've felt that way before as well, and sometimes I still feel like that), but honey you are loved. You're loved by God, and because you can't really see or touch him he gave you people on Earth to help you feel loved. But here's the thing, you can't always depend on the things and people on Earth to help make you feel whole(Because the things and materials on Earth don't last long, but God will last on forever. The people on Earth may leave you behind, lonely and heartbroken, but God will never abandon or leave you. God will with you until your last breathe.), you have to be independent and trust and have faith in God, because he's the ONLY one who can help you feel loved and whole. He's the reason why you're here hon. Your life means everything to God, and if he didn't love you he wouldn't have made you or even let you get this far. If you've been struggling in life and yet you've been able to make it this far, you aught to pat yourself on the back, give yourself a round of applause and praise God cause you made it through. So you may feel LONELY but you are NEVER ALONE,everything happens for a reason, just have faith and trust in God, live your life by his will, spread his word and love through your testimony/story, and know that God loves you and so do I, God bless you and may you have a save and wonderful Summer break. Until we meet again old friends~💕💖😉💪👊😍✨🌹❤👍😊👌

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