"Nowhere to be found."

Everything i build
got tucked and unfulfilled
cause of you blasting every move
torturing the ideas that had remove,
cold body of mine and youre warmth are dissaprove

Blocking and haven't resist,
plunging those caliginous that you insist.
making my mind race and missed
the dimness we dominate in the evening midst

Could you hinder those and this
as you remember that i forgot to be bliss
cause we're more than just
bodies bursting to lust

let's standstill and pause,
do not imagine my cause.
and those are malfunctions and flaws
due to the reason that you're manhood and mine don't intercede
and that how i plainfully perceive

my head looks upto a table clothe
white and purified as we both
lurred into each minds and drives to unclothe,
seeming those petty growth
and here i initiate loathe.
chanting and mesmerized by every oath

hammering my existence,
losing my persistence
as my innocence
cannot be seen by a lense

And it is nowhere to be found
and it's truly profound

as every shattered glasses
are quarreled chances,
brewing into tiny ashes
like my lips haven't get any washes and wishes

the fact is i'm nowhere to be found.
the old "me" can't be eyed around

just help me to seek,
my mind are too weak....

cause for the fact that i'm nowhere to be found
and all those hardship i'm navigating results to pound,
loud and proud
like i'm filled with dirt on ground..

I'm nowhere to be found....

and i am nowhere, my lover
and the both of us are miscreants