Author's Note:
Happy reading!!

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"So, you mean we can continue to date but secretly?", I asked and he nodded with a smile. I was very much relieved when he came to explain why he did that. I was scared if he was playing with me but all my fears washed away with the talk we had.

"Not even the manager. We are on a dating ban", he added and I nodded. As long as we can date, I am okay though I feel a bit confined to few boundaries. I am not used to such relationships but I think I can do that for him. 

"Andrew and Stella can help us as long as you guys are connected to our agency. But once you start going for the events, it will be tough for us", I expressed and rested my head on his shoulder with his fingers brushing my hair.

"I hope we can manage. The others are doing the same. I know it will be tough to spend time with each other but I really like you, Kate. I want to date you but if you get tired-" I shushed him by placing my index finger on his lips.

"It's day one and let's see if I get tired or not. If you are putting in this much effort by hiding it from the manager and the public for my safety, I would want to do the same. I will be patient for you", I assured him with a smile, and his face beamed. I was never so serious about a relationship. 

What are you doing to my heart, Joon?

"We will try our best, okay? And I know I am telling this for the hundredth time but let me say it again, I love the way you asked me out. I feel so ashamed that I didn't do it first but I am so overwhelmed with your gesture", he mouthed with a tone of glee and I smiled to myself. He was so excited like a kid when I proposed to him. 

It is one thing to do on my bucket list

"And I loved the way you got on your knees too. Joon, you make me feel special", I pecked his cheeks and he turned. I chuckled at his flushed face and started playing with his fingers. His presence is so calm ad soothing. I remember how much of a messed person I was just a few moments ago. 

Today was certainly long and totally chaotic

"You make me feel special too, Kate. I was never into any serious relationship before but I will try to give my best", he looked determined and I nodded. 

"Just be yourself and everything will be right", I told him and he smiled.

"I don't think so I can be like the way I was before. I might change or I want to", he spoke ad I looked at him in bewilderment. 

Why does he want to change?

"I just don't want to restrict myself to holding hands, Kate. I want to do more, like how normal couples do. And I am not really a subtle man", he smirked and my cheeks turned warm. Is he for real? I was concerned if he wants to change himself for me but here he is, flirting so smoothly.

"Well! I am not a subtle woman too. Also, I want to do so many things with you", I winked and he looked flustered. Oh My God! He is just so cute. I just feel the sudden urge to protect him or hid this huge muscular man in a small bag.

"Kate, today is our first day", he whined and I guffawed at his words. 

Well! He started the game

"What did I say? I want to go on dates with you, take you shopping, click many snaps with you, and many more. What did you think of huh?", I smirked and he turned his face to the other side, avoiding my gaze. 

I can't believe I am flirting with The Kim Namjoon

"Did you think of something naughty huh?", I teased him and he cleared his throat. I laughed at his condition and he frowned. 

"Joon", I called him as I turned to face him. His features are just so eye-catching. Those eagle-shaped eyes, those tiny moles on his face, the clear skin, everything, just everything about him is so stunning. I might be praising this man too much but he is what he is. I must admit I can't take my eyes off this man. 

His gaze was fixed upon me and my body felt a shiver. This feeling was so familiar yet so new. I trailed my eyes towards his lips and felt a sudden urge to kiss him. His hands reached my face and the thumb of his right hand made small patterns on my cheek, making my cheeks go warm. I closed my eyes and slowly parted my lips.

I could feel his lips pressed onto mine and a wave of heat gushed through my soul, enlivening my spirits. His warm and soft plumps managed to wreck my heart most positively. It was a gentle one, with no tongue yet this feeling is so nice as if my soul is yearning for it for long. 

We pulled out and I closed my eyes, still feeling the bliss of the moment that happened just a few seconds ago.  I want more. I want more of these simple yet lovely gestures and I am sure, he will give me all of them. He is causing me those emotions which I have rarely felt before and all the reasons to fall for him more. Well! I am not at all afraid to drown in his caress, forget about falling.

My thoughts were snapped with Joon's phone ringing and he broke the eye contact to answer the phone.

"Ahh hyung, we are fine"

Since we are very close, I could only hear few noises and I very well know it's not just one guy speaking on the other side. It would be amusing if it is just one voice. 

"Yes, we are normal now. Taehyung ah, don't worry. Yeah, I will be coming in few more minutes"

"Aish! Jungkook, Kate is also fine and try to manage the manager for some time. I will be there soon"

He hung the call and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder and entwined my fingers with his. His calloused fingers of the other hand brushed my hair and I smiled in glee. It's been so long that I have been in a relationship and dating Joon is making me feel overwhelmed.

"The guys are happy for us", he mouthed and I nodded. I know they will support us. They are good at heart and love their leader so much. 

"You said you need to go, didn't you?", I raised my head and he nodded, scratching his nape.

"I don't want to go but I need to. The manager is not in good mood with all the rumors around and also, we didn't inform him before heading to your agency. He is furious, I guess", he smiled cheekily and I chuckled. It's funny how we are all grownups and yet have to inform our managers wherever we go.

"Okay then, go now before he gets even more furious", I got down the bed and he nodded, getting down. He took his umbrella and started walking towards the door and then turned around suddenly.

"Kate, it's ridiculous that we didn't exchange our phone numbers till now", he stated and I realized the fact. 

Shit! We didn't do it till now and guess what? 

We are dating now

"We always met each other in the agency and the other times, it was all coincidence", I spoke and he smiled.

"I guess it's fate but now, I don't want to depend on it to meet you. Just tell me your number and I will remember. My phone is confiscated for a day or two. I will call you once I get back my phone", he uttered and I told him my number. I know he is good at memorizing things so I don't need to fear about him forgetting the number.

"Cool then, I will see you again", he muttered in a low voice, displaying disappointment in his voice. I am sad too but he should go. I held the door and raised my feet to plant a quick peck on his lips.

He looked shocked at first and then his lips curved, exhibiting the most adorable smile. He then ruffled my hair and waved a bye, taking steps away from me. I smiled at his retreating figure and closed the door. I hugged myself and giggled on thinking about what happened a while ago.

Finally, I am doing something my heart wants to

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"Alex, what's wrong?", I nudged his elbow and he gave a deaf ear like he was doing for ten minutes. Come on, he knows my patience is thinner than the layer of fat in his body. 

Why is he being so annoying these days? 

"Are you PMSing?", I asked him only to get smacked in return. 

Nice, now what did I do? 

Wait! Is that girl the problem?

"I found where Eliana is. But I don't know how to approach her. She is living in a shelter. I don't want her to sleep there. I want to get her to my house but I am scared. I am just so scared to stand in front of her", he revealed and I nodded. He must be having a hard time with those feelings.

"Why don't you just go and tell how you feel? It might be tough but once you start speaking, everything will start turning right. At least, she will know your intentions", I suggested and he smiled.

"Namjoon and You are easy, Kate. We are not simple", he grunted and I chuckled. Namjoon and I are easy? 

Did he forget about the rumor and the mess I had already?

"Dating an idol is not easy, Alex. We might not have complications concerning our past but we know how many hurdles are ahead even at the start of our journey. I am not belittling your problem but sulking over the issue will not gain you anything. Grow your balls and talk to her. If she doesn't accept, try another method. Take Evelyn's help or mine. Giving up is not a solution", I held his hand and looked at him, displaying an assuring smile and he bobbed his head.

"I didn't know you grew up so much to give me suggestions. But still, I will thank you for being with me when I am like this, so awful", he muttered and I slapped his arm so hard. I will never have mercy on this guy for speaking shit.

"Alex, you know that kind of crappy talk won't suit you. But now, just go and win her, idiot. Do what your heart wants to", I pushed him and he chuckled.

"Wait! Why are you pushing me out? Will your boyfriend call you now? Is that the reason?", he winked and I searched for an object beside me to fling at him. 

Unfortunately, he is lucky today

"I know how you are waiting for his call like a lost girl searching for water in a desert. He will call, don't worry. You don't need to check your watch every time the secondhand changes its position", he guffawed and I rushed to strangle him to death.

"Fine, fine, I am leaving. Have a nice day, staring at your watch", he commented, and even before I could throw the magazine I held in hand, just in case; he went out of my vicinity.

I will just throw a knife at him when he comes to the agency tomorrow. But what he said was true though, it's been three days and I didn't get a call from Joon. Neither did I meet him. 

Is everything fine with him?

My chain of thoughts was broken with my phone ringing and I smiled at the display of an unknown number. It must be him. I smiled and picked the call, only to be disappointed. It's a female voice.

"Hello, is this Kate Jones speaking?", she spoke on the other side.

"Yes, may I know who is speaking?", I asked and I hear no voice.

"Hello?", I called and still, there was no response. Is this some kind of prank? I will kill Stella and Andrew.

"Stay away from Kim Namjoon"

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