Y/n;

Finally, being in an actual school was over.

I was back to my computer classes and my job had been set to primarily weekends.

Now it seemed as if I had all the time in the world to relax.

"We're leaving." Namjoon says and I glance over at the guys who were getting ready to go.

Right now they were leaving for a music video shooting and they'd be working pretty hard for the next couple of days.

"Have fun!" I say as I wave them goodbye.

So I'd take it upon myself to do the housework and the cooking.

They always do this for me so this is the least I can do.

When they got home I'd start the meals but for now, I'd make sure the house was nice and clean.

"You too! Don't overwork yourself and make sure you eat your meals!" Tae calls out and waves goodbye before leaving me alone completely.

I was sad they were leaving because it was lonely being in this huge house by myself and it's not like I could have friends over.

So the next best thing was to go out and see them.

And that's exactly what I'll do.
...
"I'm glad you decided to meet up." Sun-Woo says.

"What did you want to say?" I ask as I sit down across from him.

He looks away and drinks a small shot of soju.

"It's About Shownu."

I raise my eyebrows and tilt my head to the side.

"What about him?" I ask and Sun-woo looks up at me.

"Back then, before everything happened between you two.." He says, grabbing my full attention.

"The real reason he didn't stop you from leaving is because well.."

"Well what?" I ask as he continued to drag this on.

"I told him not to."

I stared at Sun-woo and blinked repeatedly.

"Why?" I finally manage to ask.

"I know I have no right to say this, and I know you have a boyfriend, but I like you y/n, I always have." He says, his eyes not meeting mine.

Honestly, I was taken back.

"I know it was selfish of me but I told Shownu how I felt about you and despite what he felt, he didn't tell you to stay for my sake. I'm sorry." Sun-woo says.

Despite how he felt?

"It's okay." I say as I suck in a breath and sit up straight.

"You're not upset?" He asks.

I shake my head and take a sip of my drink.

"I shouldn't hold grudges, it's not worth it. Besides, it's in the past now." I say.

"Right, plus you have a boyfriend now." He says, giving me an awkward forced smile.

I nod and poor him another glass.

"You don't have to respond to what I told you. I'd like it if we could still be friends." He says and I smile.

"Of course." I say and watch as he takes the shot.

After hearing this I was confused.

Shownu didn't stop me from leaving because he wanted to be the better person and care for his friends feeling despite his own.

Meaning, there was a chance that shownu actually liked me too..
...
On the walk back home I stop to buy the groceries for tonight's dinner.

I hope the guys are hungry because I'll be making a lot.

In the process of making this giant meal the guys came home.

"You're cooking for us?" Taehyung asks with a smile as he hops to the counter.

"Mm. I figured you would be hungry." I say while getting everything together.

"Let's wash up first." Jin says and everyone scatters, leaving me to finish what I started.
...
"Wah! This is great!" Jin says as he happily shoves food into his mouth.

"Thank you." I laugh as I watch them eat.

"How was the music video shoot by the way?" I ask and Jimin is the first to speak.

"It was great! We looked cool and I know the fans will love it." He says, the smile on his face showing just how overjoyed he was.

"I bet they will." I confirm.

"And you?" Jungkook asks.

"Huh?" I ask from over my bowl.

"Will you like it? You are a fan of us right?" He asks then everyone looks my way.

I pull my bottom lip between my teeth.

"You don't listen to us, do you?" Yoongi asks.

"It's not like I dislike you guys. I just haven't listened to that much kpop." I say and he scoffs.

"How can you live with us and not listen to our music. I'm offended." He says in a playful voice.

I bow my head.

"I bet you guys are great! I know you work hard and have lots of fans so you must be amazing." I say and Jimin smiles.

"Don't worry about it. We won't force you to like us." He says and I frown.

"I do like you guys. You're nice people." I say as I pat Jimin's shoulder.

"Just nice?" Jungkook asks.

"And cute." I add with a wink.

"Really? You think so?" Taehyung asks.

"Come on, you guys know you're hot." I huff.

"Thank you." Namjoon says with a slight chuckle in his voice.

"Anyway, I'll check out your music." I say and they smile and nod.

Of course I had heard of them before but I never fully listened to their music.

Maybe it's a bit weird that I live with them but I know nothing about their music..

I'll definitely have to look into that.
...
Jimin;

After dinner was finished everyone headed to bed after complaining about how exhausted they were.

Y/n had insisted on being the one to clean up and even when we offered the help, she'd decline.

After my shower I walk into the kitchen where I find y/n still in the process of doing the dishes.

"Let me help." I say as I come up beside her.

Y/n looks over at me and nods with a smile.

"Do you really plan on listening to our music?" I ask as I watch y/n wash the dish.

"Of course. I wouldn't lie." Y/n says as she looks over at me.

I smile.

"I hope we don't disappoint." I say.

"Not possible. You guys work insanely hard, I'm sure you guys are awesome." She says as she hands me the bowl to dry.

"Thanks, that really means a lot." I say as I smile to myself.

"No problem." Y/n smiles.

"So, What did you do while we were out?" I ask as I glance down at y/n.

"I met up with a friend." She says casually.

"Did you have fun?" I ask.

"I actually found out the answer to the question I had been wondering about for awhile." she says.

"Mm."

"I wasn't expecting it but I wonder if things can be fixed now." She says in an almost inaudible voice.

"Fixed?" I ask, my brows raised.

"Things with Shownu. I found out today that he didn't stop me because his friend liked me and he was sparing his feelings." She says and I look down at her, a twisting feeling in my chest.

"Will you bring it up to him?" I ask as I dry off the plate she had handed me.

"I'm not sure. Maybe?" She says although she didn't seem sure.

"I hope everything works out." I say, ignoring the annoying feeling in my stomach.

Once again, the only thing to be heard was the water and the clatter of the dishes.

"So, do any of you have girlfriends?" Y/n asks after a moment.

"Why?" I ask with raised eyebrows.

Y/n looks over at me and laughs.

"I was just curious. You guys are all super sweet so I imagined at least a couple of you would." She says.

"We're not really in the right spot to date. We're always so busy with work and what not that we just don't have time." I say and y/n makes an O shape with her mouth.

"So then no girlfriends? Don't you get lonely?"

"Well of course we get lonely but right now just isn't the best time to worry about anything but our music. So yeah, no girlfriends." I say honestly.

Y/n looks up at me.

"Rude. One day you're spouting out that you're my boyfriend and next minute you're single? I really liked you too, Jimin." Y/n says and my eyes widen, not in a shocked way but in a slightly taken back way.

"I'm kidding." She laughs upon seeing my face.

I watch as she hands me the last dish then turns the water off.

"Anyways, thanks for the help. I'll see you tomorrow Alright. Sleep well." Y/n waves before walking into her room.

I blink at her doorway before I set the last dish in the rack and dry off my hands.

Turning around I glance back over at y/n's door before walking over to my room that was diagonal from hers.

When I get inside I fall back into my bed and stare up at the ceiling.

I always wondered what it was like to have a little sister and even though Namjoon hyung describes what it feels like I can't grasp that with y/n..

With y/n I just can't see her as a sister, it doesn't feel right.

I still feel as if I have to protect her and watch over her and I feel guilty to say that it's for other reasons...

Reasons that explain why I feel weird when I hear her talk about liking that Shownu guy.

Jin hyung wouldn't be happy to hear the other reasons and I'll just make sure he never finds out.

No one will.

I'll make sure of that.
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y/n;

When the weekend rolled around I knew I'd have to face Shownu after knowing what I did now.

I wasn't sure when or how I should approach this and quite frankly, I wasn't sure I should.

Maybe I should just leave things the way they are between us.

"Good morning." I hear and I look over to see Jimin walk into the kitchen.

He was wearing a white shirt tucked into a pair of black pants with rips in the knees.

"Morning. Do you want me to make you some coffee?" I smile as he walks over and sits at the table.

"Sure. Thank you." He says as he pulls out his phone.

As of right now, Sun-woo thought Jimin was my boyfriend and knowing that, he probably told Shownu the same.

I start on the coffee as I sneak glances over at Jimin.

I was still very grateful for the fact that he showed up that night.

If he hadn't I dont want to know what would have happened.

"Are you okay?" I hear, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Huh?"

"You're zoning out." Jimin says as he slips his phone back into his pocket.

"Yeah, I'm okay." I say as I sit down infront of him while I wait for the coffee.

"Jimin."

"Hm?"

"Can I ask your opinion on something?" I ask, clasping my hands together under the table.

"Of course." He smiles.

I bite the inside of my lip.

"Do you think I should tell Shownu I know or should I just leave it alone?" I ask.

"Well, it depends. Do you still have feelings for him?" Jimin asks, looking at me with patient eyes.

"No, I don't think so. It's more of wanting a feeling of closure so I can finally let go." I say honestly.

"Then yeah, you should bring it up. Talk it out and see how you feel then." Jimin says.

"Thank you." I smile as I pat his hand.

He looks at me and I look back at him.

I'm not sure what this stare meant but it began to feel awkward.

"What are you doing?" I hear and I pull my hand back and look behind Jimin to see Yoongi standing there waiting for an answer.

"I was just asking Jimin for some advice. I'm off. I'll be home around nine." I say as I stand and wave goodbye before heading towards the door.

As I open the door I could of swore I heard Yoongi hiss under his breath.

I'm not sure if I was going crazy but I know I heard "Don't forget what Jin said! Idiot."
...
Jimin;

"It wasn't like that. She was just asking me about that Shownu Guy." I explain.

Yoongi doesn't seem convinced but he nods.

"Just don't get too close, Jimin. You know the rules." Yoongi says then walks out of the room.

Maybe Yoongi was catching on to how close y/n and I were becoming but I'm almost positive he wouldn't snitch.

He wouldn't, would he?

I shake the thought and stand up.

Today we had more shooting for the MV and I was excited to know that it was gonna be great!

"Ready?" Namjoon says as he comes up behind me and pats my shoulder.

"Yeah." I smile as I stand and follow all of the members out.

On the car ride there I thought of this morning.

Y/n was going to bring up the fact that she knew why Shownu didn't stop her.

I had told y/n to bring it up because maybe she can get closure on this.

Although it won't work in my favor if they start to date or something.

Yet it's not like I had any control over who y/n dates seeing as we're nothing more than housemates.

Shaking the thought, I await our arrival.
...
Y/n;

When I get to work I instantly spot Shownu leaning against the counter with a bored expression on his face.

Or maybe it was just him trying not to fall asleep.

I mean he does come in super early after all.

"Morning." I say and he sits up and looks my way, a taken back expression on his face.

This being because we always tried to avoid talking to one another.

"Morning." He says after a moment.

I walk over to the boxes that had just come in and I begin to unbox them.

"Are you feeling alright today?" I hear as a shadow looms over me.

"Yeah, Why?" I ask without bothering to loook up.

"It's just that you usually don't talk to me so I thought you must be sick." Shownu says.

"I was just being friendly is all." I shrug as I start to stock the shelf.

"Why?"

I glance up at him then back at the shelf.

"Fine, I won't be." I say but he's fast to speak.

"No, it's fine. I just find it a bit strange. I was sure you hated me." He says as he squats down beside me and starts to grab things from the box and put them on the shelf.

I look over at him and watch him for a moment before turning my head down towards the box.

"I never said I hated you." I mumble.

Shownu doesn't say anything as he stands and brushes off his knees.

"Then do you maybe want to talk over coffee later?" He asks and I look up and raise my eyebrows.

"Coffee at nine at night?" I ask.

"Then dinner?"

That sounded more of a date then just talking..

"To talk about what?" I ask as I finish up unboxing.

"Everything I guess. Just to clear the slate I guess." Shownu says.

"Okay, sure." I say as I stand and brush my pants off too.

He nods before awkwardly shuffling away.

I watch as he goes and I think back to what Jimin and I spoke about this morning.

I have to get some closure..

Then I can finally move on.

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A/n: These chapters are so long. You're welcome💕