So time passed and things didn't seem to get better.

Things at work were still stressful but at least my home life was good.

I felt as if I was becoming closer and closer to the guys and so of course that was nice.

"Y/n! Can you help me decide what to wear?" I hear Jimin call from the other room.

Walking towards his room I Poke my head through the open door.

Standing in front of the mirror was Jimin.

I glanced down at his bed only to see clothes scattered everywhere.

He was worse then any girl I had ever met.

"Aish, look at this mess." I whisper to myself.

"How about this one?" Jimin asks, pointing down at a blue shirt and black jeans.

"Depends where you're going?" I ask.

"The airport. Didn't you hear? We're going to Japan for a little." Jimin says.

"Oh right. Well yeah, this is good." I smile.

"Alright, Thank you." He says and I nod and leave so he can change.
..
"How do I look?" I hear and I walk back into his room and I stare at him in awe.

I wasn't going to lie, he looked hot.

"It looks good." I say.

"Thanks." He smiles and fixes his hair then turns.

"Welcome." I say.

Jimin smiles and says; "you did well!"  before his hand comes down on top of my head.

Without thinking, my hand lashes out and grabs ahold of his wrist.

"What?" He asks, his eyes wide.

My eyes widen as I quickly let go and apologize.

"Y/n-"

"I'm sorry." I say before turning and walking off to my room.

I don't know why I did that..

"We're leaving!" I hear and I take in a deep breath and stand.

I couldn't be rude and not see them off.

When I get out to the living room I stand before them.

"Make sure you eat well. We'll be home in five days." Jin says.

"Mm." I nod.

Jimin and I make eye contact but I quickly look away.

Now it felt weird..

"You have our numbers. Call if anything happens." Namjoon says.

"Will do."

"Okay well we're off!" He says and I wave and bow until they're gone.

After the front door shuts I stand up with a sigh.

I didn't mean to make things weird between Jimin and I but it's not like I could fix it now.

I'd have to explain myself in five days.

At least that gives me time to make up an excuse to hide the real reason I lashed out like that.

Sighing, I head back to my room.

It's going to be a long five days.
...
Jimin;

"What's wrong? You seemed dazed." Taehyung says once we get on the plane.

"It's nothing. I guess I'm just tired." I say.

Tae smiles and nods.

I lean my head against the window and think back to earlier.

It seemed to be all I could think about.

Why would y/n lash out the way she did?

Could this possibly have something to do with that guy she told me about?

Why did it bother me so much?

I sigh and let my eyes fall shut.

Maybe if I sleep I won't have to think about it.

Right, I'll sleep.
...
Y/n;

"Oh y/n, you're here!" My boss says cheerfully as I walk through the doors.

"Good morning." I bow as I set my bag down behind the counter.

"You'll have to work register today. My nephew couldn't come in today." He says and my eyebrows raise.

"Yes, sir." I say and take his place behind the counter.

Couldn't come in today my ass.

Alright, you've got this.

Let's not let him get to you.

I've got a job to do and I'll do my best!
...
"Good work today." My boss says at the end of my shift.

"Thank you." I bow as I grab my bag.

"I have a favor to ask of you."

"Hm?"

"Since Shownu is sick I want to bring him medicine but I have to meet with some business people. If I give you his address you can bring this to him, right?"

"Huh?" I ask, taken back.

"You don't have to. I just assumed since you two knew each other it wouldn't be a bother." My boss says and I take in the sad look on his face.

"Yes, Okay, I'll do it." I say.

"Thank you." He smiles as he hands me a bag full of medicine.

He writes me down his address then sends me off.
...
That's how I ended up here.

Standing in front of Shownu's door, too afraid to knock.

Maybe if I just hang the bag on the door and knock then run away it'll be fine..

No, that's too risky.

What if he catches me running away?

I take in a deep breath and knock.

After a minute the front door opens, revealing a very sick looking Shownu.

So I guess he really was sick..

"What are you doing here?" He ask, his eyes wide.

"Your uncle wanted me to bring you these." I say as I hold the bag of medicine out.

"And you agreed to bring them to me?"

"It's not like I could tell him no. He's my boss." I mumble.

He's silent for a moment before he speaks.

"Well since you're here do you want to come in for tea?" Shownu asks.

"Oh, no. I need to get home." I say.

Shownu looks down at me before nodding.

"Alright. Well thanks for this." He says.

I bow before hurrying off his porch.

I let out a breath I didn't realize I had been holding in as I make my way home.

Why did that have to be so nerve wrecking?

Maybe because things are still awkward from the way we left things off.

Shaking the thought, I think back to this morning.

I still hadn't thought of what I'd say to Jimin.

Of course I felt bad for what I did but It's not like I could tell him I did it because it scared me.

Scared me to have someone praise me like Shownu did.

That means we're getting closer and getting closer gives you a reason to fear losing that person.

I won't let myself into that position again.

Especially with someone I know would never like me back.

I don't want to end up hurt again.

So I'll keep my guard up, no matter what.
...
When I finally get home I fall back into my bed and stare up at the ceiling.

It seemed as if so much was happening and I didn't want to deal with any of it.

If I could just sleep forever that would be perfect.

I groan and roll over.

What am I supposed to do now?

I have to deal with this whole Shownu thing and now this thing with Jimin.

I'm only one person.

I'll probably go insane before I can find a solution.

Scratch that, I will go insane.

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