Seven

han soojin

When I was in I was in my 13th going to 14th I got more used into dealing with my life.

I was better at accepting it and I felt more at ease and as I was allowed to use social media it all got better and I felt less alone.

I had my online friends actually my fellow fandom friends cause I didn't have many causual friends but I had the friends where we were both fan of.

I was super fan of day6 ,got7, ikon,winner ,nct, shine,exo,bts ,vixx,up10tion,victon. I know that's a lot but that's what happens when you don't have a much of a social life. I was home watching them. It distracted me alittle from my studies but I managed to control myself and get back in line.

And in my 14th birthday my parents gave me the best present ever.

"you are going not going to be homeschooled anymore when you have to go to highschool" and it was so over-whelming that I starting crying and my parents started after me and started crying with me and we all hugged. It was the best birthday ever and something that I would never forget.

They told me I will go to the ark highschool which was near our home and I kept on looking for it online and looked at my soon to be uniform.

I waited everyday for it , dreaming about the day I will be able to go out. And they told me I could go out once or twice a week from now on but I was so socialy awkward that I didn't go out a lot.

I didn't know how to do anything by myself , I didn't know how to ride bus or how they work or where they go to. I was always awkward about how to order things but i really liked going out so even with my fears. I would search online how to do those daily things and go one by one.

Because even thought everyones life start when they are born but my life would just start now and I had to deal with all my fears.

And all those books I have read till now was really helpful at helping me control my self and fears .

Now all I had to do was to start living <3.

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well there wasnt enough wooseok in the story till now<3

but the time has come <3 and we just need to wait <3

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