Chapter 43

Sorry for any mistakes :(

|Sam's POV|

  I woke up here and there hearing stranger's voices all around me. I didn't know where I was at first when I finally woke up for good. When I smelt the same smell of a hospital  I knew I was here.

   The first face I saw when I woke up was a grinning nurse trying to reassure me I was fine and that I would be having visitors soon.

  The only visitor I wanted to see was the guy who was screaming my name as I bled in his arms. I could still hear his worried voice. The glimpse of sight that I saw of his tear stained cheeks before everything went black. The way his hands held me close begging for me to hold on.

  I sighed and simply nodded my head, flashing her a fake smile. I laid back into the comfy pillow more as a very determined looking Sarah and Ricky came into the room. Sarah came running over to me and hugging me to death.

  "Ok ,ok ease up, there is a gun shot wound you know?!" I said wincing in pain as she instantly pulled away and gave me a guilty look.

  She bit her lip and whispered, "Sorry."

  I chuckled and opened my arms for her to hug me again, "Just be gentle this time."

  We talked all though the 20 minutes they got to have with me minis the five minutes of the nurses trying to get Sarah to leave the room. Once Ricky talked to her, she pouted, but still left reluctantly.
 
  She told me her parents were here as well. She asked about what happened, telling me what Elliot told her. I went with Elliot's story and improvised.

  It was the first time I ever saw Ricky cry which was amusing and sad at the same time.

  Once they left my spirits for even more high knowing that I'll be able to see Elliot soon. I am pretty sure he visited. Right?

  Why wouldn't he after what happened? He was there trying to stop my bleeding.

  My huge grin disappeared as soon as my next visitors came being my wonderful parents.

  My dad was stone cold sober. I could tell the difference on his eyes. When he was drink his blue shimmery and loving eyes turned cold and dark like a dark and polluted ocean.

  My mother all ready had tears in her eyes as she immediately left her husband's side and pulled me into a tight hug as I winced in pain.

  She pulled back and whispered a small, "Sorry." Before crying again as she looked at me with panful guiltiness in her eyes.

  They went on and on about how sorry they were and how guilty they felt. Well, my mother did while my father just stood there with this look on his face. He felt so much guilt he didn't know what to say to me.

  "Dad?" I asked dropping my mom's insane rambling. He shot his eyes over to me shocked.

  "Y-yeah?"

  I sighed and took a deep breath before saying, "I will forgive you. I will forgive you and start working towards our old relationship if you do something for me."

  His eyes shimmered, "Anything." He barley whispered.

  "You have to show me, if you stop drinking by the time I graduate, I will try and start a better relationship with you."

  He nodded, "That's great sweetie."

  "I won't be living at the house though in that time period."

  He frowned, "I understand." He said quietly as my mother walked up to him and gave him a squeeze on the shoulder.

  "I love you both and I hope I don't have to shut you out of my life for good."

  They simply nodded before walking off. I could here my father's slight whimper as they walked out.

  I sighed and tried to get more comfortable so my side didn't hurt as much.

  "Samantha honey, you have another visitor." I heard the nurse say.

  I whipped my head around towards the door where I was expecting Elliot, but who stood there instead made my eyes widen and my breathing stop.

  "Landon?" I barely whispered.

  He had a look of concern on his face as he looked at me lying on the hospital bed.

  He walked over here quickly grabbing my hand, "I was so worried Sammy. I didn't know it was this bad when I got the call and flew back here quickly as I could. I knew I probably am the last person you want to see, but I care about you and I always will."

  I blinked once, twice, three times staring at him trying to wrap my head around what he said and him just being here.

  "Say something Sammy." He sounded desperate.

  "I don't-" I started then cleared my throat before starting again, "I don't know what to say."

  He sighed as he stood and I layed down in the bed silent. I tried to comprehend that he was real because he was here holding my hand.

  "I want you know that I really did love you. I may not be in love with you anymore, but I know I will always love you Samantha."
 
  I sighed and looked into those sea blue eyes and gave him a gentle smile, "I know the feeling. I know I don't love you as much as I used to, but I will still hold you in my heart."

  He smiled back, "I am glad you have someone like your boyfriend out there to protect and love you."

  My eyes widen, "Boyfriend? Elliot?"

  He nodded, "Well, that's who he said he was. The guy has been pulling his hair out and looks like he's been here for hours."

  I smiled at the thought of finally seeing him soon, "Yeah." I whispered blushing.

  He smiled, "Do you love him?" He asked.

  I sighed and imagined him grinning, calling me 'Little Fighter' and answered, "Yeah, I do."

  He and I talked for a little while longer about how life had been. He made me promise to call him. He is moving back to town this summer, so I will be able to see him again.

  I waved goodbye as he walked out. I meant what I said. I don't have those feelings for him anymore. All those feelings were focused on one person. The one who came running into the room.

  I stared back at him as he stood by the door. He looked awful with his messed up hair like he really has been pulling and tugging at it. He looked like he hasn't slept in a while, but I pushed it all aside and grinned because I was so damn happy to see him.

  His mouth pulled into a big grin before he ran over to me and wrapped me in his arms. For the third time I winced as he jumped back looking concerned.

  "Oh my God, are you okay. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just missed you so much and need to hold you." He said smiling sheepishly.

  I smiled at him and motioned for him to come closer. He raised an eyebrow in question, but still walked back over to me and bent to face me.

  I cupped his face in my hands and finally whispered the words I wanted to say to him for a while now, "I love you."

  His eyes widened before coming softer as a huge grin took place and he pulled me in to another hug. I don't want a hug although they were lovely.

  I pulled back as he gave me a confused look. I grinned and leaned in to touch his lips with mine.

He was shocked at first, but soon kissed me back. His warm comforting lips made me speechless.

  As we pulled apart breathing heavy, I smiled down at him. He grinned before placing his forehead against mine and closing his eyes like he was trying to savor the momment.

  He gave a light pack before adding, "I am so glad your okay."

  He pulled me into a hug laying his cheek on top of my head sniffing my hair. I didn't mind since I stole a few sniffs with my head on his chest, listening to his speedy heart beat.

  His hot breath was felt on my neck as he whispered, "I love you too"

I hope you loved this chapter and sorry for the late update  :(

Only 2 more chapters and an Epilogue left!!

Next update is next Monday and then the last chapter and Epilogue will be the next Monday after that. So, in two weeks Blue Night Fight will be over :(

Song title - these are the lies by The Cab

Thank you,
Kelly

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