During dinner, Josh had his hand on my thigh the whole time. It seemed to calm him down, so I left it there. Plus, I found it cute.

"I'll put the dishes away." I smiled at my mom before starting to collect everyone's dishes. "I'll help you." Josh smiles sweetly before standing up and helping me. The two of us made our way to the kitchen with all the plates in our hands. "Don't worry about putting them in the dishwasher, I'll do it later!" Jake called out as he walked into the living room, turning on basketball. Joshua's face lit up as he realized his favorite team was playing.

"You should go watch it." I smiled at him as my mom walked in. "I can?" He asked. "Of course, I'm not going to make you stay with me 24/7." I giggled as I watched my mom open the dishwasher. Josh kisses my cheek before making his way into the living room. "We both know Jake is going to forget." My mom chuckles before gesturing to the dishes I had just set down. "I'll help you." I smiled before unloading the dishwasher with her while the boys watched Basketball.

After we finished dishes, we cleaned up the kitchen a little bit. "Since it's a Friday, does Josh want to spend the night?" My mom asked. "I can ask him?" I answered as I saw him laughing at whatever Jake had said.

"Hey, Josh?" My mom called out. "Yes, Ma'am?" He replies. "Do you want to stay the night, sweetheart?" She asks. "If that's okay, please." Josh replies sweetly. Surprisingly, Jake or my brother didn't make any comments. My mom nods as Josh pulled his phone out, probably to text his mom. Mason and Jace played around, and included Josh once he stopped texting.

"I'm going to get ready for bed. I'll be back down in a bit." My mom says before disappearing upstairs. Instead of going upstairs to my own room, I joined the boys on the couches. Joshua placed his arm behind me on the couch. Leaning back, I placed my head on his shoulder and watched the TV.

•••

After the game ended, the two of us made our way upstairs. I closed the door quickly before anyone came up stairs and changed in front of Josh.

"Can I play your guitar?" Josh asked as I pulled one of his shirts over my head. I nodded as I cracked the door open. Josh plugged it in the Amp before strumming. I sat down beside him and watched him play. I could never play that good, I'm better at Bass Guitar.

"Can I play you a song?" He asked. "Yeah, of course." I smiled as him before placing my head on his shoulder.

Josh began strumming a sweet tune. The tune alone made me smile.

"Excuse the mess, I made when you were mine. I'm still learning how to love. I know you're nervous, but I won't let you fall. We weren't perfect, but you were worth it all. If it were my call, I'd do it all again. Do it all again." Josh sang, closing his eyes while singing, showing how comfortable he was. I smiled at him as he continued to strum.

"You're voice is beautiful." I complimented as he finished. He finally opened his eyes and met mine. "Thanks." He blushes. I cuddled closer to him as he set the guitar back where he found it.

"I love you." I smiled at him as he looked down at me. "I love you too." He blushed before kissing me softly. I pushed him away as I heard footsteps approaching. Pushing my self back, I made it look like we've been like this the whole time.

As Mason passes, he looked in to see what we were doing. His door shuts behind him as he enters his room.

Josh leaned back and laid his head in my lap. I lowered my hands and placed my fingers in his hair, gently running my fingers through it. Joshua lovingly looked up at me as I played with his hair.

"God, I'm so in love with you." He murmured. I blushed before leaning down and pressed a quick kiss against his forehead. "I love you too." I giggled before laying back on the bed. Joshua gets up, turns the lights off, turns my TV on so there's light, and changes quickly. As he pulled his shirt off, I bit my lip and tried to find something good for us to watch.

Joshua jumps on to my bed and cuddled into me. His arm hung loosely over my stomach and he pushed his head into the crook of my neck. I let my free hand come up and run over his shoulders and back. "Babe? You okay?" I asked as I felt his muscles tense.

"Yeah, just a rough day. I'm okay." He says before gently placing a kiss on my neck. I set the remote down as he began to leave more kisses on my neck. "Don't leave hickeys in places my brother can see." I whispered as he found my soft spot. He softly nods before attempting to leave a hickey.

•••

I had to hide three hickies from my parents. Thank god I have long hair, because if I didn't I would be screwed. I was currently at Josh's house while his mom was away on a work trip again. Joshua was cuddled into my neck and I was playing with his hair.

"We should go on a date." Joshua murmured into my neck. "Hm. Sounds good." I softly smiled as I continued to play with his hair. He picked his head up, pecked my lips, and moved away from my grasp to change.

"Now?" I asked. Joshua looked over his shirt, which was halfway on. "Yeah? While we're young!" Joshua bounced as he put his shirt on completely. He then ran over and pulled me out of the bed. "Josh!" I giggled as I hit the floor. My head hit the floor, sending pain throughout my body. My giggles immediately stopped as I grabbed at my head.

"Shit. I'm sorry, baby." Joshua said, suddenly serious as I grabbed my head finally. I curled up in a ball as Joshua held onto my body. He pulled me into his warm chest. Tears flooded my vision as I cuddled into his chest. He cradled my head against his chest as I began to cry.

"Baby, I'm sorry." He whimpers. "It's not your fault." I whispered. Joshua softly ran his fingers through my hair, calming me down in the process. "I wasn't expecting it to hurt that bad." I softly spoke. Josh softly nodded before pressing a long kiss against my forehead.