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[Marcel the same Day]

I ripped everything I could touch, seeing as tears made it a little hard to see. I threw all my books across the floor.

I was done. Completely done with Louis bull shit. I was done with being teased with for being a "nerd" I was done with my so called "friends" who couldn't understand my feelings. I was just done...being me. I wiped away the last stray tears, my mom walking into the room a few seconds later.

"Marce-oh" she said surprised. I looked up at her, throwing the last garment into the closet floor.

"Yeah?" I asked quietly.

"What's wrong honey? Are you feeling better." She asked. I had forgotten today was Thursday, and she got home at 5 on these days, I glanced at the clock it was half past 6. Was I really like that for over an hour? I just shook my head, muttering a "nothing, and kinda" She frowned but didnt question me any further. "Well...Liam is here to see you, he's downstairs and wants to talk to you,"

"Okay, tell him I will be down in a second," I told her. She nodded, letting out a sigh and quickly walking out the door. I scrambled up, grabbing a white t shirt one of the few that weren't ripped or had been thrown, and I put on some grey sweatpants. I ran a hand through my curls, not caring how they looked, finally I put on my glasses. I glared at myself in the hallway mirror, why was I...me? At the bottom of the stairs, I saw Liam's familiar head of short brown hair. His eyes were cast down, and he was biting his lip. His hair was unruly, and his clothes looked like they had been hurriedly thrown on. "What?" I asked causing him to look up.

"Marcel," he said quietly.

"What," I repeated.

He looked down at his feet, what could he possibly want that he couldn't have told me 3 hours ago? My thought made me think back to what had happened...how Louis had acted, what he had said. Everything I ever was to him, everything I would ever be to him...a lonely nerd that he could play with whenever he wanted.

"I like you Marcel," his words from the day before rang through my head. I humorlessly laughed, he didnt! He was just playing to get into my butt. My laugh caused a flicker of confusion through Liam, but he quickly composed himself.

"I slept with Louis," he said quietly. Almost too quickly that I could barely heard him. But I did hear him. I couldn't help but laugh, a long laugh and I fell onto the couch laughing. But the laugh soon turned into tears, because I was right, if I had given Louis what he wanted he would have dropped me, a long time ago. I felt Liam's hand on my arm, I looked up at him, seeing his sorry expression on his face.

"I have to explain some things," He repeated quietly. I didnt say anything, I just looked down keeping my eyes on the floor. "Louis...he likes to sleep around, whether it being boy or girl he doesn't care, as long as he gets what he wants." He said, I rolled my eyes, I already knew that. "Two years ago I was a new student, same old me as I am today, I knew I was bi but no one else knew, except for him. Somehow he knew, and he started teasing me about it. Somehow I developed a small crush on him and he found out...he started being nice to me, saying nice sweet things to me, that he liked me and what not, and I believed him. A little under two years ago, he finally got to me, he asked me out, and I said yes....and he took my virginity...after that it was endless nights together, until one day I found him making out with this girl. I screamed at him and he screamed back saying how he never meant anything, how we never meant anything, and how the sex was enjoyable but that, it was just that...sex," Liam continued saying. I looked up at him, finally noticing the tears.

Louis had meant something to him...and Louis had used him. Just like he was going to use me.

"It's crazy though, that even after that I still cared about him, but after a year, after everything I buried all those emotions deep down, but they were still they...they are still there, I guess that's what made me do what I did today, I'm sorry Marcel, I really am...I just had to tell you before the same thing happened to you that happened to me...I'm really sorry," Liam said his voice breaking. The thing was, I wasn't mad at him. No...I was infuriated with Louis. I hated him, I wanted to hurt him. Hurt him likes he's hurt me all these months. Show him I could play his game like he plays it. Use him like he used me. What happened wasn't okay...it was never going to be okay, but nothing could change it. It had happened.

It is what it is.

"Can you please go?" I finally spoke up, Liam's eyes widened but he solemnly nodded, without another word he walked out. I stayed sitting on the couch, staring at the floor.

Fuck you Louis!

It wasn't until my mom shouted that she was going out again that I finally got up. I hated Louis more than anything, and it was time for him to get what he deserved. I pulled on a beanie, gray sweatshirt and put on some a pair of black converses. Opening the door I walked out into the chilly autumn night. I had a plan, and if Louis kept fucking lying, then I...I don't know what I would do. Some hours later I found myself staring uncomfortably at tight clothing. I chose some jeans and a t shirt, tighter then what I usually wore, I also grabbed my beanie. As I walked back home I numbly thought "please don't lie Louis, please," I dropped the clothes by my bed as I slipped onto my bed. If he lied...

[Next Day]

•Louis•

My alarm rang loud and clear causing me to wake up. Making me almost scream at the feeling in my bum area. I lied back down taking heavy breaths. I tried to remember everything if anything about the night before, but nothing came to mind. Just flashes of skin, kisses, thrusts and moans.

I tried sitting up again, this time I succeeded it hurt a hell lot, whoever had fucked me was pretty damn good. But, I haven't let anyone top in a while...the only person I ever let top was....

Liam.

Shit fuck shit.

I scrambled up avoiding the slight pain, quickly pulling on some black skinny jeans, and a light grey tight t shirt. I pulled on a gray beanie, quickly brushing my teeth and using the toilet, finally grabbing my keys muttering a bye to my mom as I ran to my truck. I had to get to school, if Liam opened his mouth I was done for.

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I scrambled out of my seat arriving at the school only 5 minutes later. I quickly spotted Liam heading into class with Niall. I ran straight towards him, wincing at the pain in my bum area. "You!" I shouted, placing my hand on his shoulder as soon as I saw Niall disappear around the corner, making him turn around. His face went to confusion to scared, to annoyance.

"What?" He said.

"Did you say anything?" I said through my teeth. He glared back at me.

"So what if i did?" He said back.

"Listen Payne, what happened never happened got it!" I told him.

"Really? Tell that to the pain in your bum," he said smugly. My hand went back, coming forward fist shaped and slammed into his cheek.

"Fucking open your mouth, and I swear I will ruin you," I said sneering. He looked up at me, his cheek red from the sting. But I just looked back at him smugly, knowin he had no choice but to keep quiet.

"We'll too fucking bad, because Marcel knows everything," he said smugly. It took a moment for the words to hit me.

"You fucking idiot," I screamed. He just glared right back.

"Me? Really, there's your slap of reality Louis, not everyone can be for you, and after that sure as hell Marcel won't want you," he shouted back. "all you ever wanted him was for sex," he continued shouted. Thankfully no one was in the hallways except us.

I froze, "NO YOU DIPSHIT UNLIKE WITH YOU I ACTUALLY LIKED HIM" I finally screamed back.

"You actually did?" A low voice said behind us.

I turned around my mouth dropping, at what I saw. Marcel...or at least I thought it was Marcel. He had on a black tight t shirt, really black tight skinny jeans, a black beanie over his head, there wasnt anything familair about him except the small smile he had, though weirdly it held no light. He was staring straight at me.

"Babe," I breathed out. I walked over to him, and he just kept his eyes on me.

"Do you mean it?" He asked quietly.

"What? Oh yeah, I mean it, I do like you you're amazing, you're everything, I do like you," I told him.

He gave me a small smile, I leaned up and pressed my lips against his.

"Then why did Liam say you guys did that?" He said quietly.

"He's jealous, he means nothing, I just like you," I told him. He gave a small nod and pressed his lips against mine.

But something didnt feel right...

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A/n Oooh even I don't even know who to believe any more!

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