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Kellin's POV
I climbed into Vic's car and he immediately reached across the center of the car and latched his lips to mine in a hard kiss. I kissed him back and he smiled into it.
"You ready babe?" He said starting the car.
"Where are we going?" I said as I latched the seatbelt.

"That's a surprise." He winked at me and I huffed. "You're the one that agreed to go on a date with me." He pointed out.
"Yea yea. I know." I said dramatically and he laughed.
"You're cute."
I blushed at his comment and looked out the window as the trees passed by. I stole a glance at Vic as he was driving. God he was gorgeous. I don't think I tell him that enough and I should. He's always throwing compliments at me.

"You're beautiful Vic." I said and he looked at me before taking my hand in his and kissing the knuckles. "Thanks baby." He said and sat our intertwined hands down, only needing hand one to drive. I really got lucky. Sure I thought he was an asshole at first but he truly was the sweetest. He let me cuddle him whenever I wanted and he listened to me complain. He got my weird quirks and he always seemed truly happy to see me.

We drove a while before pulling up to a trail in the middle of nowhere.
"You are so not making me hike?" I asked him and he laughed.
"It's not that far you'll be fine." He got out of the car and came around to open my door for me.
"Such a gentlemen." I said in a British accent and he just laughed. "Only for you."

We walked about ten or so minutes before coming to a beautiful old cabin. It was a dark brown and looked in good shape. Someone was obliviously taking care of it. Vic grabbed my hand and pulled me up to the porch where he unlocked the door. Once we stepped inside he flipped a switch and my eyes lit up.

"Do you like it? You said you liked cutesy stuff and I uhhh I thought this would be cute." I nodded frantically. He had flowers strewn randomly around the room. The couch was pushed back slightly and there was what looked to be an air mattress that was covered in fuzzy blankets and pillows. I hugged him tightly and kissed his lips lovingly.
"This is amazing."

"Great. Now first things first go put on the pajamas in the bathroom." I simply nodded and walked in the direction he pointed. I wondered what clothes awaited me. Justin had done similar stuff like this before but those weren't really pajamas... they were more...

I just shook my head not really wanting to think about Justin right now. I pulled open the bathroom door and on the counter sat a black pair of fuzzy pajama bottoms and one of Vic's hoodie. I happily slid them on and walked back out to where Vic was. He was under the blankets on the mattress with a remote in his hand.

I climbed in his lap and kissed him softly before sliding down on to the mattress and cuddled into his arms.
"Movie first my dear boyfriend and pizza is in the oven." I smiled and nodded as he pressed play on the movie.

Halfway through the movie I pulled out my phone to take some pictures. We took those overused couple photos and random silly ones. As I looked back through them I noticed my roots were showing even more. I wondered if Vic would like my natural hair color. I hated it because it made me think of Justin, but it was one of his favorite things about me. Maybe Vic liked it too?

"Hey Vic?" I asked quietly and he paused the movie and looked at me with a smile.
"Yea?"
"Would you like me better as a blonde?"
"What?" His face shifted into confusion than it relaxed with a sad expression.
"Kellin baby it doesn't matter what I like. You would be beautiful either way. Blonde, black, heck even green. You're beautiful." He said and kissed my cheek. His answer made my stomach flutter but it wasn't exactly the answer I wanted. I wanted to be perfect for him.

"Thanks, but would you like it better?"
"Kellin what's this about?" He said and pulled me so I was straddling him so I could face him.
"It's just... I want to be what you want." I said quietly and hid my face.
"Kells your perfect. I don't understand wh-"
"I want you to be attracted to me in every way Vic." I said and I could feel myself getting emotional.

I had thought about this a lot actually. I couldn't figure out why Vic had denied every move I had made on him. He would pull away like I was a disease and it hurt. I knew I was good at more intimate things and I wanted to please him that's all I wanted. I wanted him to be attracted to me in that way, but as time went on it seemed as if he didn't want to take any step further.

"Kellin I am attracted to you." He said confused.
"Than why won't you do anything with me!"
"Wh-"
"What is it? Please tell me and I'll change. I'll do whatever. " I said and grabbed his hand to hold in mine. "I want to do intimate things with you but you don't want to even let me touch you. Vic I promise it will be worth it. I'll prove it."

"There is so much wrong in what you just said." He said before shaking his head. "You don't need to change. Also you said 'you won't even let me touch you'. Where do you come into play Kellin?! It's not all about me." He said and brushed hair away from my face. "And don't ever think you have to prove anything. You." He kissed me. "Are." He kissed me again. "Perfect." Another kiss.

"I know some of what you went through with Justin,"
"How?" He put a finger to my lips
"It doesn't mater but I absolutely hate that he's made you this way."
"I don't see the point. When you find something you're good at your supposed to be proud of it. Right?"
"He made you think it was was the only thing you're good at."

"I'm a good fuck." I said bluntly and shrugged my shoulders.
"Kellin you are so much more than a good fuck." He swipes his thumbs over my cheeks and that's when I realized I was crying. Sometimes it was hard to believe. Justin and I's relationship had been based on sex essentially. He praised me for it and I guess it warped my mind into believing that was the only thing I could do right. He had even told me that before.

Vic's and I's relationship was something new in a sense. He didn't care if we done anything sexual or not and we had been together over two months. By the time Justin and I hit the two month mark I had probably done just about everything. I strived to please him and he took advantage of that.

"Kellin, baby? Are you okay?" I threw my arms around him and hugged him tight. "I love you Vic."