Chapter 16 : he didn't know

Why ??? Why this film so sad ??? Why August musts die ??? Why they can't live together ??? I have so many questions for the director of this movie right now !!!

- are you okay Skylynn ? Do you want me do something for you ? /
Brooklyn asked me .

- no... I just need August and Hazel live together !

That's very stupid , I know it . Even that just a movie , but I think maybe...real love...is not true . Why am I thinking about that ??? Wait SKY !!! YOU HAVE BROOKLYN . that's real love...He loves you and you love him back . That's...

- do you love me ?

Damn !!! I asked him the stupid question...again...

- um...um...

- what ? / my heart just break . He didn't answer . that's easy question !!!

I cried even more...

- you so stupid ! That's stupid question . Of course I really really really love you . I'm just kidding with you . I love you Sky .

He laughed and hugged me . That's sweet but...

- you so rude !!!

I punched him . first he just smiled and looked at me , then he really serious asked me...that question...

- do you love me Sky ?

I looked away . I don't know why I do that ? Of course I love Brooklyn . But why I can't answer that question ? Why Sky ? You love Brooklyn , don't you ?

I feel some disappointment in him . I'm sorry Brooklyn...

- Brook I want to eat ! / I yelled and changed the subject we talk .

- okay

You didn't love Brooklyn right Sky ?

We went to Lélique to eat . So I very excited !!!

- Yayyy France food !!!

- why do you know this store sale France food ? / Brooklyn smiled and asked me .

- so...this store not sale France food...?

This is so awkward !

- hi welcome to Lélique !

The girl came to our table . She very nice and beauty . She introduces us many foods for we choose . In this store has...

- Pizza !!!

- so...um...

This girl looked at Brooklyn .

- two seafood pizza .Thank you !

He said and smiled with that girl . Hey !!!

That girl name's Megan . Beautiful name . But...

- OK ! I will get it for two you .

She said and smiled back at Brook . That make me want to get out of this store . But Sky...you told that you didn't get mad when Brooklyn looked at some girl don't you remember ? I told myself . But...

- I want go toilet !

Ew ! I'm so rude . Everyone looked at me and Brooklyn . Woa I'm so...

- I will wait .

Brook said then I smiled and stood up to went to toilet . That girl just perfect ! And I just normal...

When I came back our table . I saw Megan and Brooklyn sat next to each other . And my heart just break in pieces . What's going on ?

- hi Brooklyn !...

- oh I'm sorry ! This is your seat . I will stand up ! / Megan said .

- you can sit that . No problem ! / I smiled try to make it easy . Even that's not .

- thanks but I must go to work . So bye ! / she said then stood up .

- our food are coming . Do you want to eat with us Megan ?

What ??? But this is our date ! Brooklyn asked Megan . So yeah he want me get crazy !

- it's ok Sky ? / he asked me .

- it's OK why not...?

- thank you very much Sky !

Megan said then sat down . I mean sat down next to Brooklyn...that's great...because now I am sitting opposite with them .

Calm down Sky !!! Just eat your food . They just friend...

I try to cut our pizza . But that doesn't work . Damn ! I hate this store !!!

( ● A/N ● or you hate this girl ? )

- let me cut for you Sky !

Brooklyn said then cut pizza for me . So he knows me exist ! I'm not say thanks or something . Just eat...

- Sky today me and my friends will open the party . Do you want to go ? / Megan asked me .

Please ! I don't want to go . I don't know her !!! And I just... but wait !!! Maybe I can be best friend with her .

- ok ! I will go . Brook do you want to go with me ?

I looked at Brooklyn and asked him if he wanted to go with me . But

- that's girl party Sky . I can't go ! Even I very want to go but you will kill me . So I can't .

- what's girl party ? / I asked . " girl party " ???

- just come and you will know ! / Megan said .

I think she will think me so fool . Girl party ? What's that mean ?

- meet me at 8 o'clock ok ? Give me your number and I will call you .

- ok !

During this lunchtime , we just talked about something I don't care . Really ??? this day was going very bad for me . I want to go home ! Brook just cares about Megan not me . So I know what's " I don't want to look at another girls . I just need you ! "

- Brook...

- yes Sky ?

He stopped talking with Megan .

- I want to go home .

Even all night I can't sleep because I very excited about today . But now I dont want to stay in here or do something else . I feel very sad .

- do you ok Sky ? / Brook came and sat next to me . He asked me . What can I talk right now ? I feel sad in the first date we have ?

- I'm ok ! but I have something very important to do . So I must go home ! Don't worry . I'm fine...

I answered . Bad answer ever .

- ok I will take you home ! Now we are going...

- no...

Brook just looked at me surprise .

- I can get taxi and go to my house safety . Don't worry about it .

- but...

- it's OK !!! Bye Brooklyn !!!

I smiled like a kid and went out . Brook just sat there...

What am I thinking ? Brook never comes...hey sky !!! Wake Up in your dream .

I went out the store and get taxi . But I don't want to get taxi right now . So I just walk and walk like a fool in the street

The way he looks at Megan make me very jealous . He didn't see it or he just pretends ?

Walking in big city will make you feel like you very lonely in this world . Of course...!!! And when rain is coming , but you just walking in rain...it's make you feel like everything else you love just disappeared . That's my feeling right now . I walked like that , even this rain very big .

I miss my home , my parents , my everything...it's very hard to find yourself in the good way . Make everyone loves you , live in many lies and pretend like you didn't see or hear anything... it's very hard .

My tear just come down on my face . You're suck Sky ! Why are you crying ? You strong remember ?

- yeah...I...very strong !

I look at everyone in this street . Some couples ran into some stores to hire the rain . They smiled at each other . The girl looks so happy with what's she has . And the boy who is covering she by the jacket just smiling like he didn't know cold or something , even his body wetted .

And I just alone...

- hey !!! Are you OK ???

umbrella ???

● A/N ●

Brooklyn didn't know Sky's feeling ? Or he just pretend like he doesn't know ? Why Brooklyn didn't ran to Sky ??? What's going on ???

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