I sat on the cold plastic chair holding Jace's hand.

"We need to take you to Wonderland", Vosch said.

"Excuse me?" I ask.

"Follow me", He says.

He brings me into a room, I'm strapped down into a chair, I can't move. I feel my body shiver.

"This will be painful", Is the last thing I hear before my past flashes before me.

"Good job!" My father cheered as I blew out the candles on my pastel pink frosted cake.

My fifth birthday, I remember this!

Then the memory flashed to another, "Get you slut!"

I'm twelve, being thrown across the room. My week in captivity, He then throws Himself on top of me and starts to take off His belt.

Luckily, I was able to push that out my mind, and then my sonogram. I'm lying on the bed with the cold jelly on my stomach, "It's a boy!" I was thirteen then, and my mother was there holding my hands weeping.

Months later, "Push!" I try my hardest pushing Jace out. I'm on thirteen, what do they expect? For me to be a pro at giving birth? Yeah right.

"Mommy!" He calls taking His first steps.

"Baby boy!" I call. "Jace come here!"

My green eyed brunette baby, was now a toddler, and I was dropping Him off at preschool with my boyfriend, Max. We were on our way back to the house, I couldn't wait to tell Max I was pregnant when we got home. He put His hand on my stomach as if He knew, though He had now idea. Then out of nowhere, the car came to a sudden stop out of nowhere and I feel myself scream. The airbag hits me in the face as the car flips over.

"Max!" I scream.

The airbag deflates, and there sitting next to me, is my dead boyfriend. Only days after I had gotten my period, and knew I miscarried.

The memories go on and on for what seemed like forever. And finally I was pulled out of them.

"Ah!" I screamed coming back to reality.

I wanted to lunge forward and scream further. But I couldn't, I was strapped down.

"Jace is your son", Jace said.

"P-Please don't hurt Him", I said between sobs. "I made Him lie"

My body was shaking with every breath that I took.

"We'll keep this between us", Vosch says.

"W-What?"

"You were raped", Vosch says. "You were tortured"

I nod getting off that torture chamber of a bed and almost fall when my legs become weak.

"We'll keep it between us, it won't go in your Wonderland report"

"Please don't do this to Jace", I beg.

"It's mandatory", He says.

"I'll tell you everything you need to know"

"How do I know you're not lying?"

"I guess you'll have to trust me", I sniffle.

"We don't even know if He'll wake up", Vosch said.

"He will", I cried.

"Who told you that?"

"Zombie", I said.

"Ahh", He says. "Your boyfriend"

"He's not my boyfriend", I said.

"You two were only sucking off each other's faces", Vosch said.

I ignored His comment and left the room, still shaking. My teeth were chattering as I slid my back against the wall and fell to the floor.

"Blue?" It's Ben.

I look over to Him, His chocolate eyes just staring into my ocean blue eyes, "I'm coming", He said jogging over and picking me up.

"Did those fucking twats take you to-"

"Don't say it", I whisper placing my right pointer finger onto his soft pink lips.

"Alright", He sighs and lifts me off the ground, scooping me into His arms bridal style and carrying to me where I assumed was the bunks.

"I need to see Jace", I said, my voice cracking.

"No", Ben said. "What you need to do is lie down, and get some rest"

"I'm fine Ben", I said.

"You're shaking like crazy", Ben says and places me on my bed.

"But Ben-"

"Get some rest", He says and kissing my lips.

"Stay", I plead before He walks away. "I don't want to be alone"

"Alright", Ben nods and lies down with me.

His arms are wrapped around me as my head lies on His chest. I then find myself tracing circles onto His chest with my finger.

"Get some sleep", Ben whispers.

"Alright", I say kissing Him before letting sleep take over my body.

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