Well...this is long overdue

I mean, I've already been on here for a year...but still...

Okay, so I'm pretty sure most of you have no idea how I found Wattpad

Well, I came on Wattpad on October 14, 2015, about two days after my birthday. Someone on Smule posted about the app, so I decided to check it out. I never really spent much time on the app, but I would once in a while read a book. Back on Smule, it, was, a hellhole. One of my friends was being bullied by a 'friend' of hers, so I wanted to help. Things didn't go as planned, and I started being bullied. I tried to talk to this person, but she would never listen. She would tell her followers about me, and how I was bullying her, when it was her bullying me. I started cutting myself, and going less on the app.

Wattpad was my gateway to a peaceful life on the Internet. I didn't have many friends, which I was fine with, but I started interacting with some users. On a book I was reading, people were giving me positive replies on how they laughed. It made me feel...whole. I then got Instagram, so I could get away from life on Smule. But, soon enough, the girl found me, and started harassing me again. She posted art on how it looked like she was the one who protected the friend who was being bullied, and I was the one who did the bullying. I started getting more depressed, and streamed making friends on other apps besides Instagram and Smule.

I then started to get attacked by this girl's friends, and saying that I was bullying my bully. Of course, I kept saying it was her, but they never listened. I started losing hope, and deleted my Instagram account altogether(it's still out there, in the hellish of the app). I was now spending more time on Wattpad, starring to interact with some of my now best friends on here. It then came to the point on Smule where I gave up, and said sorry to the person who was bullying me. They then acted nicer to me, and you think I would be happy, but you'd be wrong. Every time this girl was trying to talk to me, I just felt...like nothing. I was beaten until I couldn't take it anymore. I just...ugh

I eventually discovered that we could make art books, so I made my first art book. Now, I'm still posting art, and happy about my decision to leave Smule and stay on this app

So..that's how I got this app

And what was happening during the time

I still hate that app, you know

But I'm grateful for the people who I was friends with on there

So...yeah

See you in the next chapter

-Fiona