So how is it to live with depression?

It's like living with a shittier version of yourself. Who is nagging nonstop. It's like getting tired of yourself complaining about yourself. You don't want to pity yourself, but you do. And you hate yourself for it. You feel anger and frustration. It's not like you can ever defeat yourself without being defeated. It's like you have the worst roommate ever.

It's like hell.