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jaehyungparkian; day6
slight angst, fluff; 1506 words
now playing; congratulations by day6

i don't even know how i can talk to you now
it's not you, the you who talks to me anymore

Jaehyung lets out a shaky exhale as he runs his fingers in his soft locks. Used tissues that were filled with snot clattered in his bed as he used what was left of his energy to get up slowly.

He sighs as he shakily picks up his phone and calls the only person who can help him through this. Kim Wonpil, his best friend. He dialed and not a second later he hears a soft voice on the other side of the phone.

and sure i know that sometimes it gets hard
but even with all my love, what we had
you just gave it up

"Hyung?"

"What's wrong?"

"Pillie, help,"

A gasp was heard before jaehyung hears some shuffling and a "be there in 5," from wonpil. He ends the call and lays back on the bed.

He was gonna be okay.

At least he hopes.

thought we were meant to be
i thought that you belonged to me
ill play the fool instead
oh but then i know that this is the end

Wonpil quickly dresses and headed his way to jaehyung's apartment. He climbs quickly yet safely and arrived in front of the door. He knocks but when he didn't hear footsteps he bends down and pulls out the extra key.

His heart races slightly as his mind races with thoughts of what jaehyung might have done to himself. However, when he opens the bedroom door he finds himself relaxing a little bit.

His hyung was okay.

"Jaehyung hyung, i'm here."

Jaehyung rises up slowly and wonpil didn't hesitate to pull him in a tight embrace.

congratulations, glad you're doing great
congratulations, how are you okay

"Hyung."

"What happened?"

"Y-younghyun-"

Wonpil's fists slowly curls. What did kang younghyun do this time?

how could you be so fine
i can see it in your eyes

A sigh left wonpil's lips as he asks what happened.

"H-he c-cheated on me pillie. He promised he wasn't gonna do it again. He promised me that he'll love me forever. But he did again!! He did it a-again."

Jaehyung's voice slowly became softer as he finishes his sentence. He places his head in the crook of wonpil's neck and bawls his eyes out.

Jaehyung knowing wonpil slowly felt tears in his back. Wonpil was sniffing quietly as his heart slowly broke while hearing one of his hyungs crying because of a stupid person.

the same look that you gave me, that kills me inside
i don't even need to ask
i know you too damn well, yeah

"Hyung. You knew he wasn't for you. You knew he was gonna cheat you. You knew he was gonna do all this crazy shit on you yet you stayed. You knew all that but you fucking stayed. Why?"

Jaehyung looks at wonpil before whispering a soft "i don't know why." Wonpil brings jaehyung back to his embrace and hugs him tightly. Whispering sweet things as jaehyung slowly drifts to dreamland.

i can see that smile
and can tell that you did more than move on

The next day comes and wonpil and jaehyung were still in bed snoring lightly. Not knowing the presence of three other beings in the room.

Jaehyung stirs a little and wonpil tightens his grip in jaehyung's waist. Jaehyung lets out a soft hum before pushing his head further in wonpil's chest.

i hate that you're happy
i hope that you can't sleep

"Yeah, i can't do this anymore."

"Sit your ass down Kang. You too Yoon."

just knowing that i could be with somebody new
that i'd be just like you

Wonpil slightly opens his eyes and lets out a girly scream. Jaehyung moves away from wonpil and looks around the room. He glares at younghyun and grits his teeth.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

Younghyun sighs and pulls jaehyung out of the room and into the hallway. Younghyun brings the latter into his chest and pecks the crown of jaehyung's head.

so hey, there's a couple of things i should say to you
i promise i'd be good if i could
but yeah, i'm sorry i'm not sorry
i can't be happy for you now

"Baby please i'm so sorry. I know what i did was fucked up but baby she forced herself on me. I would never do that to you. I love you way too much to hurt you like this. I love you way too much to leave you like this."

Jaehyung hits younghyun's chest. "You fucking idiot! I trusted you with my whole heart but you fucking decided to do whatever the fuck you liked! I hate you so fucking so much!" By now jaehyung was full on crying and hitting younghyun's chest.

and hey, that's great
must be nice to not feel anything
cause i'm feeling just the same way, okay
i don't give a, ahhhhh

But the latter didn't care. How could he?

No matter what shit he put the boy through, he always pulled through.

No matter what bullshit he told the boy, he always managed to just remember the good things.

No matter how much he pushed the boy away, he always came back.

congratulations, glad you're doing great
congratulations, how are you okay
how could you be so fine
i can see it in your eyes

There, younghyun realized how much of a dick he was.

He realized how much jaehyung meant to him.

He realized how much he cared for jaehyung.

And he realized how much he loves jaehyung.

His park jaehyung.

the same look that you gave me, that kills me inside
i don't even need to ask
i know you too damn well
i can see that smile and can tell that you did more than move on

"Oh baby, baby i love you so much. How much you went through because i was a little shit. How much you tried to stay even if i was pushing away. How strong you are. Sweetheart i love you so, so much. And i'll understand if you can't forgive me. I can't forgive myself for making you go through that shit but if you can find it in your heart to forgive a shitty person like me i'll promise to treat so much better and love you like you deserve. I love you so much park jaehyung."

Jaehyung giggles as he feels younghyun kissing every crook and cranny of his face. Jaehyung looks down as he feels younghyun's intense gaze into him. Younghyun lifts jaehyung's chin with his finger as he places a soft kiss into the boy's lips.

cause i'm over you, we're overdue
no problem saying "how do you do"
oh i've been good

Jaehyung immediately replies. The kiss later got passionate. All the days they haven't seen each other, how much they missed each other, and how much they loved each other was released into this kiss.

"I forgive you hyunnie. I always will because that's how much i love you. No matter how much you hurt me i'll always stick by your side. Now matter what hurtful words you'll throw at me i'll always love you. Because you're my safe place hyunnie. And it's only you who can make me feel this way. Loved."

oh, you used to be a muse to me
my best memory, truthfully
but that's about it
THE END

Younghyun wiped the tears that fell off jaehyung eyes and pecks jaehyung's eyelids.

"I promise baby i'll treat you way better than i did. I'll take you on dates, i'll remind you everyday how perfect you are, i'll prove to you how much i love you everyday, and i'll prove to everyone that you're only mine and always mine. Cause park jaehyung, you are for me. My one and only."

The two shared another passionate kiss as they basked in each other's arms. Sniffles were heard as the two hugged each other. Younghyun looks back and chuckles. There stood a crying wonpil which was in dowoon's arm, and a proud sungjin.

congratulations, so you win again
congratulations you just took away
our memories so far
they're are gone just like you are
now, all i have is me, and it's getting too hard

Jaehyung looks also and giggles. Wonpil stops crying and hugs jaehyung.

"Ahh!! Now that all the beef was gone we can finally hang out together!!" Wonpil giggles as he shouts. Jaehyung giggles also and the two made their way to the front door.

"Well, what are you waiting for? Lezz geddit!!!"

i hate that you're happy
i hate that i can't sleep
keep thinking about how he now seems better off, too
just like i was with you

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