the last class we had together was normal, ally helped me with the notes we had to take,
since while distracted by him,
he is all i could process
he was all i could think about.
all i could care about.

nothing but him,
while ______ by him all i thought i could try to feel was pain,
and thats what i stuck by, but now i have a new mindset.
the first real emotion i felt didn't hurt at all.
and thats how i know he's the one,
who else could do this?
it never happened before, he's the one.

even while walking home. i didn't feel nothing,
i felt something.
i felt warm
i felt safe
even after he got to his home,
i was... happy?

it dawned on me that i knew my senpai's location, and i was excited.
i could be with him forever
even without him knowing i was there
i can watch him sleep.
i can-

"s-so..?"
ally overlapped my thoughts,
she had a thoughtful look in her eyes.

"thats him huh?"
she said sighing a little.
i nodded my head as blush scattered across my face.
"he seems nice enough, i guess you cou-"

"AL..."
i said cutting he off, she looked suprised at warm tears fell from my eyes,
i didn't want to loose him to her.
"p-please! al... i dont want to loose him to her! please help me! he's the only one i ever loved..."
ally looked at me with pity in her eyes,
looking at the tears that fell from my face.
"y-you... cried for him? i-i can see that... you really care about him do you.."
the tears, warm droplets splashing onto the hard concrete as i shiver trying to keep my balance.
i felt weak, and she knew.

ally sighed thinking,
putting her hand on my shoulder.
my breath hitched, knowing there was a chance that my only friend wouldn't be able to help me with my only plead.

she wiped a tear from my face,
"fine. just dont cry, stupid"

she said wiping other tears.
"ive never seen you cry like this, theres nothing else I'd want to do. you'll be with him, i promise"

hearing those words filled me with hope,
my hand twitched knowing I'd have to act fast or else carrie might try something.

"ill get information on her, ill find out her weaknesses, but i can't do this alone.
Virgil, i need you to snap.
you're weak, you need to find out whats your breaking point to get stronger. because i know you have it in you."
ally said determined motioning me to my doorstep,
"find it out, okay? be careful, ill see you tomorrow"
said, while she walked off towards her's next to mine.

i got my key from my bag, putting it it the keyhole, waiting for the quiet comfort of my home before he comes home.

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ehehe! ive never did this before, sorry ive been gone for a while,
ill get back to my normal schedule when i can!
also sorry if the writting isn't that good,

also question, if they do get together somehow,
would you guys like a love scene or would you like to suggest something?
thats a while away though so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯