carrie, continued to gossip about many people around school,
relationships ending and starting,

gossiping about all the horrible things that others had done with the help of their oh so horrible friends.

while she couldn't see the horrible things she had caused all by herself.
she caused my senpai to be uncomfortable with how much she tended to point her damn finger, at all of the things that he'd said after her remarks.

i just wanted to break her damn finger,
along with her sanity.

i wanted to hear her scream for help while i rip of her limbs.

theres no way i could do that with roman not noticing, it seems like their always together,
but i have a feeling were always gonna be together too.
and thats what carrie is worried about,
us becoming too close,

shes worried that she'd loose him.
even though she doesn't deserve him.

i tense up to realize my hand twitching.
though the shocks of warmth i got from his hand made me want him to pin me against wall, its making me insane,

the temptation of his touch was unbearable,
my breath quickened,

and his grip on my wrist tightens before  he escuses us,

carrie huffs before innocently saying,
"a-alright... b-but dont be slow!"
pouting like a child, she turns around before sighing in defeat,
i glare at her before she leaves my sight,

good riddance.

my senpai sets me down on a bench, other students eat their lunch while others do what they need to.

as my mind overlooks everything, i remember ally,
i left her alone, she must hate me.
i should probably look for her, but-

roman speaks up, catching me off guard,
"hey vee, if anythings bothering you, please tell me im getting worried"

blush scattered across my face, he cared.
about me, someone like me was worth carring about?
"i know you might not be comfortable with telling me anything, but i assure you, ill always be here to care and listen to you, you know that right?"

he took a breath and chuckled quietly
"even though we just met, i feel like you're an amazing person, i think we'd get along just right!"

i nod
"i- appreciate everything you have done for me, thank you"
i look down at my shoes,
"but i know we'd be able to get along very well."
i whisper to myself, he catched none of it, oblivious to everything.
"hm? what was that?"

"mn.. nothing"
i smiled, and blushed brightly, finally bringing some life to me.

romans cheeks gained a tint of pink,
standing up from the bench,
"hey, lets go outside and get some fresh air, im dying in here."
roman said whining, its so different when he acts childish, anyone else putting on that act would be outright annoying.

he helps me up and we walk towards the courtyard where the track team are running laps,
he plops down on the grass and motions me to sit next him,

a cold breeze makes his hair flow in a dreamy way.
how amazing he looked was more obvious with the sunlight hitting his beautiful face, eyes glistening in the light,

"this is nice, isnt it?"
roman asked,
"such a nice day out, im happy i can spend this time with you,"
he chuckled,
i smiled and blushed
"thats surprising,"
i giggle quietly.

"wh- oh hey! look a flower~"
he purred motioning towards the flower in the ground,
he picked it, and smelt it.

"you look dumb"
i giggle, and he pouts,
adorable,
he props the flower in my hair,
"well, we should get to class now, dont wanna be late."
helping me off the ground, we part ways once we're in the building.

he always makes my heart flutter.