THREE CHAPTERS LEFT...PREPARE TO BE SNATCHED-----

*Whispers* wiNk WoNk*

Jungkook's pov~

Weeks, nearly months had passed and things had been quiet, too quiet.

There wasn't any word from the mafia who was out for y/n. Not a single thing has happened and that bothered me.

It just means they're doing as they said, coming when we least expect them.

I would never let my guard down. I would be ready at any and all moments. I promised to keep y/n safe and that's exactly what I'll do, no matter the cost.

"Jungkook?" I hear, a soft voice pulling me from my thoughts. Coming back to reality, I look up to see Y/n standing before me, a worried expression on her face.

"Hm?" I ask, a smile making way to my lips as I take in how adorable y/n looked.

"I called you and you didn't come. What's wrong?" Y/n asks as she sat down across from me.

"Nothing is wrong. What's up?" I ask, giving her my full attention.

Y/n only frowns, her puppy dog face tugging at my heart. "Tell me. I want to know what's making you all zoned out and upset." Y/n says.

I knew if I didn't tell her she would be stubborn and keep asking so it was useless to try to hide it.

"I'm just worried." I sigh, looking over at her. "About?" Y/n asked, eyebrows raised.

"It's been too quiet, y/n. The mafia is waiting till we think they've given up and then they're going to attack." I say, angry at the thought.

Y/n swallowed, clearly having not thought of the mafia and their plans. She was blinded here, her mind shut off to the bad things I wanted her to forget.

"What do we do then? We can't live everyday in fear, we have to be fearless, remember? You said it yourself."  Y/n says even though I could tell she was indeed full of fear.

She was trying to ease my mind. She was showing me she cared without saying it directly.

"I'm going to protect you y/n, no matter what. So don't be afraid, okay?" I say as I lean forward and pull y/n into my chest.

Y/n relaxes in my arms, resting her head in the crook of my neck. "Thank you, Jungkook."

I smile as I tighten my arms around y/n, pulling her as close to me as I could possibly have her.

Being with y/n made me feel safe. She made me feel as if this right here was all I would ever need.

With every passing second, I could feel myself falling in love with this woman and it terrified me.

Everyone I have ever loved has been ripped away from me like it was nothing.

I can't let that happen to y/n, I won't. I need her, more than I've ever needed someone before.

Although I was in love with Ji-eun, this somehow felt different. It was different because this wasn't Ji-eun anymore, but instead someone I had grown up wanting to protect even though I knew nothing about her.

My fathers orders were strict but deep down I just wanted to protect her, not wanting to lose or take another life.

I will protect y/n, not only because I had promised myself that so many years ago, but because I was falling in love her...no matter how badly I tried to stop myself from doing so, I couldn't.

Knowing that, I would do anything it took to keep y/n safe, even if that meant letting my whole business fall.

I just needed to protect the people I love. I would keep my men safe and I would keep y/n safe. No matter what.

...

y/n's pov~

The whole day I could tell Jungkook was thinking about the other mafia and how things had gone from threatening to silent.

As scared as I was, I knew showing it and getting worked up wasn't going to solve anything.

Shaking the thought, I went out in search of Jungkook. He had disappeared from the room and I hadn't seen him much after our talk earlier.

I walked towards his room, assuming that's where he would be and I was right.

I slowly pushed open the door to see Jungkook seated on is bed, his head in his hands.

At first glance you could tell how stressed he was. This was affecting him more than it was affecting me and that was what was the strangest.

Jungkook lifted his head at the sound of the door and when he saw me, his features softened.

"Are you okay?" I asked as I walk over and sit down beside him on the bed.

We had been in Busan for so long it was beginning to feel like we would be here forever.

"I am now." Jungkook sighs as he pulls me into his chest. "Are you sure?" I ask, pulling back slightly to look at him.

Jungkook doesn't speak as he shakes his head. I frowned, taking his face softly in my hands.

"I'm right here, okay? I'm not going anywhere, I promise." I say as I gently place my lips against Jungkook's.

He seemed a bit taken back but it didn't take long at all before he began to kiss me back.

Jungkook quickly took over, taking control of the kiss. It got much deeper than I initially intended.

I could tell this was how Jungkook was trying to release his stress. He wanted to forget for a little while and I wanted to help him.

Taking the information I did know, I moved my hands down his chest, gripping at his shirt.

Jungkook quickly noticed and pulled back, looking at me with slightly big eyes.

"What are you doing?" He asks, grabbing onto my hands. "I thought you wanted more." I say, my face feeling flushed.

Jungkook tilted his head to the side like a dog. "What made you think that? I told you I wouldn't do anything like that until you were ready." Jungkook says.

I gulp, feeling nervous. "I am ready..." I say even though I didn't sound sure myself.

Jungkook shook his head, slowly releasing my hands. "No you're not. You don't have to pretend. I'm okay with waiting for you."

Jungkook's words were sincere. If I wanted anyone right now, it was definitely Jungkook. In every way, shape, and form.

"I am, I really am." I say, looking up to meet Jungkook's eyes. Jungkook studied my face for a moment but I knew he saw right through me.

"I think you should wait and re think this. If you're really serious we could do something else but I won't take you completely." Jungkook says and the way he words it makes my face heat.

"O-okay." I manage out, feeling butterflies in my stomach. I was nervous yet in a way, I felt excited.

"Okay?" Jungkook asks, seeming a bit taken back. Clearly he hadn't expected me to be okay with it.

I gulp as I nod. "Yeah, okay. I trust you, Jungkook." I say, watching as his eyes follow mine, searching for the emotions within my eyes.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I know it isn't all the way but it's still intimate and if that's too much I understand." Jungkook says, waiting for me to back out.

"I want to do this, okay." I say, resting my hand on Jungkook's. Jungkook smiles as he leans forward and kisses me softly.

As he kisses me, he pulls me down, my back hitting the bed softly.

When he pulls away from the kiss he turns my head gently, his lips laying soft kisses down my neck.

I shuttered at the foreign feeling. I could feel Jungkook moving his hands and resting them on my sides and I felt my body relaxing under his touch.

As he trailed kisses down my neck, I gasped when he suddenly placed his lips over a sensitive spot and began to suck on it.

I was old enough to know how this went and what it meant. I was pulled from my thoughts as a foreign sound came out of my mouth. I moaned.

Jungkook grinned against my neck as he pulled back. I lifted my hand to my neck and winched at the slight tenderness. That would definitely bruise, as expected.

Jungkook leaned down and kissed me, pulling me from my thoughts.

"What do you want me to do?" Jungkook asks, his breath fanning my lips.

I felt my face heat instantly as Jungkook stared down at me with hooded eyes, his lips red from all of his actions.

"I don't know." I say, feeling embarrassed. Jungkook smiled as he leaned down to kiss me again.

"So innocent." He says against my lips. "Don't tease me." I say, feeling even more embarrassed now.

Jungkook smiles and leans his head down. "If you feel uncomfortable in anyway, tell me and I'll stop." 

I nod and swallow as Jungkook moves, positioning himself over me. I could feel my stomach turning from the nervousness.

My chest felt heavy as Jungkook's hands trailed down to the front of my pants.

Resting his hand on my thigh first, Jungkook slowly pushed his hand up the silky night dress I was wearing.

I gasped as his hand stopped just at the top of my thigh. His eyes searched my face, causing my face to burn under his intense gaze.

When my eyes met his, he ran his tongue over his bottom lip, his eyes almost shining.

"Tell me to stop if you don't want me to continue." He says. "Okay." I nod and he leans down and kisses me.

As he kisses me I gasp, feeling his hand hover over my clothed private part. My stomach turned as my body involuntarily jolted upwards ever so slightly.

I kisssed Jungkook back, trying to focus on that instead of his hand but it felt nearly impossible.

Chills ran up my body as Jungkook pushed aside my underwear, the cold air brushing against my bare skin.

"It might hurt a bit." Jungkook says, pulling back to look at me. Seeing his face right now made me feel even more embarrassed.

"It's okay." I say, my eyes meeting his. Jungkook pecked my lips before I felt his fingers.

I nearly jumped as his fingers slid down, causing my back to arch off of the bed.

Jungkook looked down at me as he positioned his fingers the right way before slowly easing them into me.

Right away, with two fingers, I felt a burn as he stretched me. My face instantly scrunched at the pain. This didn't feel good at all.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked, his fingers coming to a halt inside of me.

"Keep going." I say, knowing I would have to get use to the feeling in order for my body to adjust.

Jungkook did as he was told and started to pump his fingers slowly, stretching me.

The more he went the more the pain slowly subsided. It was like with every thrust of his fingers they moved easier and easier inside me.

Before I knew it, the pain was withering away and beginning to feel good. I knew because when Jungkook curled his fingers, I let out a little bit too loud of a moan.

"Don't do anything yet, I want to do something else." Jungkook says as he pulls his hand away, causing me to moan out in slight discomfort.

It felt weird down there to say the least. Before I could even ask Jungkook what he was going to do, he was placing his head between my legs.

My face heated furiously as Jungkook pushed the dress up around my waist, yanking down my underwear, leaving my completely exposed.

I felt shy and embarrassed, hiding my face instantly.

"Don't be shy, you're beautiful." Jungkook says as he licks his bottom lip as his eyes meet mine.

Jungkook leans his head down and places a kiss on my inner thigh, causing me to shudder under him.

He hums in approval as his head goes all the way down, his face only inches away from me.

I could feel Jungkook's breath as he hovered over me, sending a shiver up my spine.

Then he did it. He pressed his tongue against my sensitive area, earning a moan from me instantly.

As Jungkook flicked his tongue on me I couldn't stop the moans that came from my mouth. There was no pain, just pure pleasure.

My hands instantly flew to the back of his head, tangling my fingers in his hair lightly.

When I moaned again he nipped down on my sensitive area, causing me to gasp and moan louder.

Without warning, Jungkook slipped his fingers back into me, causing me to whimper.

It didn't last long as it began to cause an overwhelming amount of pleasure. I could feel a pressure building up in my stomach.

"Jungkook, I-" But I choked on my words as my back arched, my legs shaking violently.

He didn't stop the whole time, making the pleasure unbearable as I squirmed under him.

When I finally gained control of my body once again, I fell still, my body completely relaxed.

"How was that?" Jungkook asked, licking his lips. I shivered at the sight.

Looking down, I could see the obvious boner in Jungkook's pants. Of course he was turned on too.

"I should return the favor." I say, sitting up on my knees that felt weak and shaky.

"It's okay, you don't have to." Jungkook says. "I want to. It isn't fair that you give but don't receive." I say and Jungkook shakes his head.

"Really, it's okay. Seeing you like that was enough for me." Jungkook says, smiling to himself.

"Are you sure? Really, I don't mind." I say, wanting to give back to him after what he did for me.

"I'm sure. Now, clean yourself up and we'll make dinner, okay?" Jungkook smiled as he kissed my forehead and stands up.

I watched as he headed for the door then disappeared from the room.

Deep down I couldn't help but feel like Jungkook didn't want me to do anything for him, period.

Wouldn't any other guy want you to return the favor? Why didn't he? I wasn't sure if I should be offended or not. Knowing my words were childish, I shook the thought and went to the bathroom to clean myself up.

I felt different now, my body felt hot. I could still feel Jungkook's mouth on me and his big hands gripping my thighs.

The feeling would forever be burned onto me, but I didn't mind.

I loved it.

...

Jk~

I hurried to the bathroom, the boner in my pants needing to be taken care of.

I shut the door behind me and sat there, doing what I needed to do.

I know you may ask why I didn't just let Y/n do this but that's because I just couldn't bring myself to let her.

She was just so pure and I didn't want her to become too overwhelmed and regret it all.

We would have to ease in this slowly. I didn't want her to feel pressured.

After I finished, I quickly brushed my teeth before heading out to the living room where I found y/n.

When she noticed me she instantly flushed in the face. I smiled, admiring how adorable she was.

"What do you want for dinner?" I ask, walking over to y/n's side. She didn't look up at me.

"Whatever you want is fine." She says, twiddling with her fingers.

"Why are you getting shy, y/n?" I ask, lowering and moving my face in front of hers.

"I'm not." She claims, backing up. "Then look at me." I say, resting my fingers under y/n's chin.

Y/n slowly lifts her eyes so they meet mine. I grin, feeling her face get hot under my hands.

"You're cute." I say as I lean forward and kiss her.

When I pull back I move upwards. "Now let's eat, I'm starving."

I loved to see y/n flustered. It was a sight I could see forever and never get tired of it.

Y/n is just so beautiful that everything she does is adorable. I'm falling for her more and more everyday and it scares me...

I just want to be happy, I want to love again.

I want y/n, now and forever.

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