You know your life has turned inside out when not only did you lose your family 5 years ago and then years later you see what hell is truly like. But you definitely know your in hell when your best friend has gone missing. Your best friend ( bf's name ) went missing last night ( he/she) went out to get some fresh air and after 20 minutes your best friend never came back you went outside to see if she was there but no trace of her not even a strand of hair, and to make things worse the leader of the scouts Erwin smith won't do a search party his thoughts on the matter was (he/she) chickened out and ran away from the scouts and her responsibilities to save Humanity from the Titans. So since last night you had been thinking about what had happened, you were in the dining hall you had not touched your food you even didn't notice Sasha moving inch by inch closer to you trying to snatch your precious edible items. "Hey ( y/n) what's gotten into you you've been so quiet it's almost like your not even here" the voice that had spoke to you and broke you out of your trance was Eren, you and Eren hit it off pretty quickly he and Armin and Mikasa quickly took a liking to you. You and eren were expecially close because you two both wanted the same thing revenge and both of you had the same attitude and determination so yes you and Eren where two peas in a pod. You looked at Eren after he had spoken to you and you remembered that Erwin did not want rumors floating around that people were mysteriously disappearing, that was the last thing the commander wanted. So you answered eren with a lie. " sorry Eren I just haven't been sleeping well and its taking its tole on me " Eren looked you in the eye and did not believe a single word that came out of your mouth but he didn't want to press the matter in front of everyone he would find out later. " Hey where's  (bf/n)"  Armin asked you looked down so none of the three could see your face and said "he/she quit the scouts " Mikasa and Armin looked shocked and looked at each other and then looked at you, Armin put his hand on your shoulder and said " is this the reason your so down" he asked, you just nodded your head and slowly got up to head back to your room to try and sleep off the gloom and worry that you were feeling you waved goodbye to your three friends and other friends at the other tables. As you were walking to your room you could swear you could feel someone following you but every time you turned around no one was there. One you got to your door as you were about to open your door suddenly a hand was placed over your mouth and a rag was placed over your eyes and very quickly a gag was stuffed into your mouth they shoved you into your room and as you were about to use your sharp nails to claw your attackers face your hands were grabbed roughly and tied behind your back you were shoved onto the bed and you immediately panic. Your attacker sat on your hips and you could feel something hard and your stomach and you suddenly got a sick feeling that this was going to be very bad. Your attacker ripped open your shirt and tore your bra off your pants and panties were also ripped off for 20 agonizing minutes your attacker violated your virgin body and the pain in your nether regions was excruciating tears flowed from your eyes as your muffled screams were only heard by him the man that was causing you so much pain. Then after he pulled out of you, you hopped that the assault was over you suddenly felt a cold Steel razor sharp blade being slowly run down your face and neck you new this was not over far from over. Your attacker placed the knife on your stomach and suddenly white hot pain came to your body as he plunged the knife into your abdomen several times. Blood was slowly starting to pool on the bed and in the back of your throat and because of the gag the blood could not escape your mouth you slowly and agonizingly began to suffocate the man then plunged the knife into your chest right next to your heart your heart was beating so rapidly that when the knife plunged into your chest the knife cut the side of your heart you felt so weak and vulnerable that you started fading out of consciousness and slowly drowsiness took a hold of you. At the last second your attacker carved something into your side the pain was numb and as your attacker got up to leave he kissed you on the forehead and stroked your hair after that you faded away into unconsciousness.

Eren who  was walking to your room he needed to ask you about why you were so sad it did not sit well with him how sad you were. As he got to your room he saw that your door was slightly open but what he saw next made him go numb, he opened your door and the smell of blood was so powerful that he almost gagged on the smell he walked into your room and seeing you laying on your bed hands tied, gag in your mouth and a blind fold over your eyes. His body then began to move on its own as he ran to you " Y/N!!!!!! " he quickly took off the blind fold and gag he turned your body on its side and you began to vomit lots of blood " SOMEONE HELP PLEASE HELP NOW !!!!!!!!" Eren screamed at top of his lungs. Hanji who happened to be walking down the hall heared Eren's screams and ran to where she had heared them,as she entered the room from which she heard the screams of distress her eyes became large and fear and adrenaline ripped through her body. She pushed eren aside and picked Y/n up she ran you to the Infirmary as fast as her legs could take her she called behind her to yell to Eren to go get the commander and the captain. Eren ran to Captain Levi's office so fast that when he got to the door he threw open the door so hard that Levi actually jumped in his seat he glared at Eren and was about to reprimand him for what he did but he saw the blood on Eren's clothes he immediately stood up to see if the boy was injured but Eren screamed to Levi the devastating news " captain you have to hurry to the Infirmary there's an emergency a scout has been attacked and is on the Verge of death " levi Ran to the Infirmary as fast as he could he was praying  that the injured person was not one of his squad members or Erwin or hanji, as he bolted threw the infirmary doors what he saw made him have such vivid flash backs to all the times blood had been spilt on the battlefield he saw the poor girl on stretcher being whisk to the operating room he looked at hanji who had the thousand yard stare Erwin and Eren came into the room as well they looked to hanji for any news and all she could muster to say was " why? "