I fucking hate them! I'm so fucking done with every single of them.

THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS!

I went to school today, even when I was with the doctor's recommendations of stay in home and rest.

It was hard, but with the help of my best friend, I made my way to the classroom.

With the hope of spent the rest of the day in peace, I sat in front of the class.

Everything went right, until the very end of the day. We went out earlier because my last class' teacher didn't come.

One minute, I was getting ready to go, putting my stuff in my backpack. The next, I'm alone in the classroom.

Everyone left without me.

I was not pissed, not even anger. I felt bad, because I don't know how to describe properly how I felt.

Was the prefect who helps me to get the fuck out of that fucking classroom.

42 students who let the poor girl who needs help by her own, waiting for her friends to help her with her backpack.

I'm pissed, not for the fact it's the second time this week they drag me down (because no one remembered my birthday a few days ago), but because THEY ARE THE ONES WHO NEED ME THE MOST.

I'm the girl who always have everything what I'll probably need. Who always share her class notes and the one who says the homework in the classroom chat. The one who help you if you need it, if you're hungry I have no problem sharing my lunch or money. The most organized of all.

I had the hope one day I can fix with them and feel I had friends in there, not just classmates. But looks that was the childish wishes of some stupid girl.

I had friends who actually care about me, but they are in other classrooms. I miss them all day, so I try to enjoy the little span of time I have with them.

I believed my classmates were just loudly, immature and childish...

BUT THEY'RE NOTHING BUT A BUNCH OF MOTHERFUCKERS!

I was crying when my friends come to help me with my backpack, and I cried when I explain this to my mom, sister and friends.

They told me to paid with the same coin, but I won't do that.

I know I'm better than that.

I forgave them so many times before, when they made me go insane and crying because of it, but this time... I won't forgive them. I had enough.

I hope that they burn...