I don't know what to say. I never even considered him as my mate. But Ace has someone else as his mate. What should I do? Should I stay here and know they are happy together, have pups? Should I torture myself?

Or should I move on and be happy? Happy with Maddox? He would be a dream of a mate and would let every wish I have come true. But I would have to move. I would have to move and leave my family behind. And my best friend. But I want to be happy. And maybe could visit them often? It isn't that far away.

Maybe I could be happy. Happier than I could be if I stay here.

"Manilo? Please say something!" He is begging.

I am taking a deep breath before I say: "Yes. I would love to be your mate."

It took him a few seconds to understand my answer, that I said yes. But then he picks me up and spins us around. I haven't seen it coming and squeak unmanly and hold on to his arms tighlty.

"You make me so happy!" I can here his smile in his voice. "But you know, there will be a lot of changes, right?"

Yes, I know it! I agreed, because of some of those changes. In his pack aren't any mean people and I don't have to around when Ace and Mark are happily together.

"Yeah, I know. Don't worry", I reassure him.

"Good. Are you okay with it, when I tell everyone at midnight?"

I lay my hands on his chest and hold tightly on to his shirt. "Yeah", I sigh. "I would like to know how you look like."

"You are just wonderful", he interrupts me. "You are wonderful. I don't care if you are blind or not. It doesn't matter."

I am just smiling and feel so happy. I just know, it was right to say yes.

"Come on. We should head back to the party. It's starting to get dark."

I am giggling a little at the joke I am going to make. "I don't care."

"I do. Who knows what is out here." He pulls me into his side and slowly we make our way back towards the party and our families. By the sounds they are already making dinner. And just as we left they are all chatting with each other, the music is playing just loud enough not to disturb anybody and the pups are playing around.

Maddox leads me to a little bench and sits us both down. "You were gone pretty long." Ace is sitting across from me.

"Yeah, we had a few things to discuss." Mad lays a hand on top of mine.

"Can we know what you talked about?" It is Mark. So he and Ace already talked about him being his mate.

"Congrats!" I am smiling in his direction hopefully. "Ace can be really happy to have you as his mate."

"Thank you, Manilo. It means so much to me, that you accept me as his mate. I'm really happy." I can hear his smile and that makes me happy.

Somebody calls from behind us, that the first meat is ready. It is tradition, that the alphas and their families are the first ones to grab their food. "You want something?", is Maddox question. I nod and with a quick peck to my head he is gone.

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Hey and welcome back to blind omega!

I am home this week again and studying for for my final exams in a few weeks. I don't even know how they want to do it in school. We are 21 people and barely fit in our classroom, so how are we supposed to sit 1.5m apart? And the final exams are postponed for every one else, just not for us legal assistants.

And I am also disappointed, that everything I wanted to do this year is either postponed or called off. I wanted to go to Italy, Austria and Ireland this year, everything called off. Harry's Concert in May is postponed for Feb. 2021 and Nialls concert is completely canceled. When I heard this, I had a mental breakdown. I waited 5 f**king years for this and paid a lot of money for VIP tickets. I get my money back because the tickets were called back. I mean, who assures me that I get tickets for the next tour? VIP or not. I still could cry because of that and am not able to hear his music or something like that, because I would have another mental breakdown.

Hope you are all doing fine during this difficult time! Stay healthy!

Love
Saskia