I apologize for any mistakes

~enjoy <3

Louis and Harry went back asleep after he ate the soup and crackers his boyfriend made. Harry took care of Louis all afternoon, and for the first time in a long time Louis felt wanted, and needed.

He sees the way Harry looks at him, and it's a beautiful thing. Harry in general, is a beautiful thing. He is nothing compared to Jake.

Louis stares at Harry while he sleeps. He traces his finger down his toned naked chest. Louis admires his beauty with a smile.

"You're so loving. I think m'falling for you Harry Styles, though I would never admit it to your face." Louis whispers, his fingers running through his boyfriend's soft chocolate curls.

Harry shifts in his sleep, mumbling. Louis' eyes travel down to his plump pink lips, then his jawline where a little bit of stubble rested on.

He's so perfect.

Louis sighs, his eyes tearing away from Harry when he heard his phone vibrate on the nightstand. He picks up his phone reading the caller ID.

Bestie☘️💚

Niall changed it last night.

"Hey babe. Got a hangover?" Louis' voice died down when he heard the Irish lad sobbing through the other side of the phone.

"I need you Louis." He cried out.

"Ni, are you okay? Where are you?" Louis gets up out of the bed softly, making sure to not wake up his sleeping boyfriend.

"I'm inside your house right now." He choked out, sniffling. "Lou I," he pauses. Louis' heart is heavy in his chest hearing his helpless friend crying.

"I'm coming right now." Louis whispered. "I'll be there as fast as I can babes. I love you, alright? I'm coming!" Louis walks out of Harry's room, running downstairs lightly.

He puts on his shoes, and searches for Harry's car keys. Once he found them, he opens the front door, locking the bottom lock and shut it quickly and quietly as much as he can.

He prayed that Harry wouldn't be upset that he took his car without permission.

*

"L-Louis.." Niall breathes out when Louis stepped into his house. Louis grabs him, and pulls him to his chest. Niall slides down Louis' body, bringing him down to the floor.

"Ni, what's wrong?" They lean against the door while Louis wraps his arms around the Irish lad, petting his hair. "Breathe."

"I," he cried out harder, visibly shaking. "I'm pregnant!" He finally says.

Louis' jaw drops. "Oh my goodness Niall!" Louis shouted with a smile. "This is amazing! Oh my god!" Niall shifts, getting off of Louis and glaring at him. "

"What..?" Louis' smile drops.

"I can't.." tears rolled down his cheek. "I don't want them. I can't have them Lou. I don't need them, I don't wan-"

"Hey hey hey," Louis places his hands on Niall's tense shoulders, trying to relax him. "You may feel like that now, but in a few weeks you'll get attached to them?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Yes, fucking twins." He whispered, putting his head down in shame. "I can't fucking have them. I want an abortion. Liam and I got into a big argument over it, and we said and did things we didn't mean." Niall sighs.

"Okay, today, let's just let it be you and I, yeah? We can talk about it." Louis kisses his cheek and gives the Irish lad a hug.

Louis did as he said, they spent the rest of the afternoon together and talked every through. Louis tried to convince him to keep the babies, but nothing worked.

"Harry's coming over," Louis announced. "With Liam."

"No."

"Yes, definitely yes." Louis modded.

"Lou, no." Niall whined.

"Yes you fucker, deal with it."

"Okay okay." Niall rolls his eyes. "I want him and I to talk it through without us screaming and throwing things this time." Niall spoke truthfully.

"That's good. More ice cream?" Louis asked. Niall shakes his head, and lays down on the couch.

"I can't believe two humans are growing inside of me as we're speaking right now." Niall huffs.

"Niall I-"

There were three knocks heard at Louis' door. Niall's eyes widen. "Harry called me earlier saying that he was coming over with Liam. I just decided to tell you later, because I knew you'd disagree with it." Louis explains himself, walking to the door.

"Wow." Niall scoffs, rolling his eyes once again. Louis opens the door, revealing his boyfriend and his best friend patiently waiting.

Louis immediately smiles widely at Harry, and pulls him in for a kiss. "You left me all alone this morning baby." He says. Liam walks in through the door, closing it behind him. "I miss you."

"I miss you too babe. Hey Liam, he's on the couch. Take it easy on him, yeah?" Liam nods, strolling towards the living room.

"Are you feeling better from this morning?" Harry asks. "You seemed really sick. You drank too much alcohol last night."

"Yeah I know, and yes I'm feeling better. Thank you for taking care of me." Louis looks up at him fondly, his small hands on Harry's toned pecs.

Harry smiles, his deep dimples popping out. "That's what I'm here for, love." He kisses Louis slowly. They both kiss once more before walking in the living room, taking a seat on the love seat.

Harry pulls Louis onto his lap as they watch Niall and Liam converse. "Why do you not want to keep them? We can't just kill two innocent human beings. Especially since they're my blood, our blood. How do you think that makes me feel?" Liam says.

Niall shakes his head. "I can't do it. I just can't Liam. I don't want to have kids, I don't want to deal with the whole pregnancy process. It's too hard." Niall explains.

Liam looks in Louis' direction. "Lou, how was your pregnancies? What was it like? Was it hard?" Liam asks a series of questions.

"It was hard for him because he had his kids when he was fucking ten!" Niall raises his voice.

"Niall, don't say my personal information like that." Louis lightly scolded at his best friend. "Yes, it was hard Liam, but there's moments where you could love it." He smiles.

"Yeah whatever. Throughout the whole time you kept complaining about everything! You said it was hard for you! You said-"

"Only because I was super young Niall! I didn't know what I was doing-"

"You know damn well why you had those kids, it was because you wanted Jake to stay! It was always him you choose over your kids. You didn't-"

"We're best friends and all, but you just crossed the damn line." Louis growled, standing up. Harry grabs his waist, trying to get his boyfriend settle down.

Niall frowns. "Fine, I won't get an abortion." He says quietly, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Thank god." Liam sighs in relief.

"Louis, can you take my kids?"

"Wait what!" Both Harry and Liam say in unison, looking at Niall. "You're not seriously going to give up our kids to Louis!" Liam says in shock.

"Ni, I can't do that. I have two teens to take care of, along with a four year old. Not to mention, I'm a single father! You have Liam! Niall, they're your kids. You should treasure them, love them, and care for them. That's not my job-"

"Niall, do you love Liam?" Harry chimes in.

"Yes why-"

"You see a future with him, right?"

"Yes." Niall admits.

"In the future, you want to marry him, right?"

"Yes."

"At some point in time, he's going to want kids Niall. You may not seem to agree with the decision, but maybe you should think it through. How do you feel about Louis' kids?" Harry questions, pulling Louis down so he can sit in his lap again, finally.

"They're like my kids-"

"So why don't you want that yourself? Why don't you want to have kids of your own flesh and blood?" Niall stays quiet, fiddling with his fingers.

"I'm just scared of all the possibilities, of everything really. What if I have a miscarriage? What if Liam leaves me? What if I-"

"Ni, stop thinking about the what if's!" Louis yelled. Harry pinches Louis side, but Louis wasn't going to hold back anymore.

"Look at me," Niall's eyes meet Louis'. "I was raped, and got pregnant at ten Niall! Fucking ten! You know the shit I went through, you were there. Did you ever see me, once, think or ask about the what if? The worst has happened to me, and look at where I am now. I'm happier and healthier. Stop thinking about the what if's, because you'll miss out on the best parts." Louis declares with confidence.

Harry smirks, feeling pride swell in his chest from hearing his boyfriend's words.

"I," Niall pauses. "I'm sorry Lou. I'm sorry. I shouldn't be this way. You've been through way worse and I'm so selfish." Niall digs his face into his hands, crying.

Louis sighs, getting off of Harry and made his way to his pregnant friend. Louis pulls him into a hug, and kisses his forehead. "I love you babes, stop being scared. I'm here for you. Liam's here for you." Louis whispers.

Liam watches Niall and Louis with a find look. He decided to join the hug. "I love you Ni. I love you no matter what. I'm sorry I put pressure on you about this whole babies situation. After all, it is your choice, you're the one carrying them around." Liam assured.

Niall pulls away from Louis, wiping his tears. "I want to keep them.." he whispered, both him and Liam smiling.

"Let's have babies." They both kiss each other, smiling like fools.

How beautiful..

Louis walked away from the pair, standing back and watching the love birds giggle. Louis was happy for his best friend. He was with someone great. Someone who actually cares for him, and treats him right. Louis didn't have to worry about Liam breaking his heart, not at all.

The blue eyed man felt a tap on his shoulder, he turns around facing his boyfriend whose still sitting on the love seat.

"Yes baby?"

"It's our turn to make babies." Harry smirks.

Louis slaps the smirk off his face.

A/N
guys...i took the fattest nap..

oh btw, my parents were fight recently and my dad calls my mom a "man" or a "dude" bc she isn't submissive to him.

there was a big ass spider and lizard in the garage and we called my dad for help, but he said "go ask your father, she can kill them." like wtf man? really?

he got mad earlier that day and said that we don't clean up. i was beyond pissed bc i cleaned up the kitchen and dining room the night before!

^(up top) is a pic of my mom cleaning up ON THE FLOOR, she was scrubbing the floor and it took two hours for her to scrub the whole kitchen. my dad treats her like a bitch, and im tired of it.

i told her many times to leave, but all i do is make things harder for her. i understand that, but he shouldn't be treating a woman like that. it's NOT okay whatsoever, and he'll be teaching my little brother that.

i would say something to my dad about it, but i know i'd get hit upside the head....

this is sad, but that's my life. im just ready to move out, hopefully when im eighteen, i hope he still won't have control over me.

~LouisSmolBean
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