Chapter 18: Disappear
SMUT WARNING ⚠️
Jimin's POV
Jungkook lifted me up and I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms over his shoulders, he carried me towards the door and out to his car, "Jungkook you're drunk you're not driving!" I shouted and he put me down by the driver side, "nope, you are" he said before going round and getting in.
I drove us to his house hurriedly in silence but it was only 2 minutes away so it was fine, once I'd parked he lifted me up again and carried me into his house and straight into the nearest room with a bed.
He gently put me onto the bed and crawled on top of me so I was laying on my back, my heart was beating a million times a second and I could feel that I would have been bright red.
"I've always thought you were gorgeous ChimChim, but I'm the jock, everyone knows I'm not gay, I can't be with guys, especially not guys like how you were before I gave you a makeover. When you told me you loved me, I freaked out... I've told you before I don't want to lose you, but I was worried about how everyone would react. Please don't hate me." He started getting teary eyed and I did too, I realised he was starting to sober up a little so I gently sat up.
He stayed straddling my legs but we were both sitting upright, "I-I think I love you too Jimin..." He mumbled, I knew he was still slightly drunk so I didn't quite believe his words but it still meant a lot.
I hesitantly made a move by grabbing both sides of his face, he looked up into my eyes before he moved one hand to the back of neck and pushed our lips together.
We kissed with passion but also with lust, it didn't feel like a kiss drowning with love which is the one thing I wanted most, but I knew, because he's drunk, that would never happen.
So I just enjoyed the moment.
He slowly shuffled me down onto my back again and we never unlocked our lips from one another as his hands roamed my body.
When he eventually pulled back he immediately pulled mine and his own shirts over our heads and threw them to the floor. I stared up at his muscular chest and defined abs before I moved my hands to trace them.
I bit my lip and looked up into his lustful eyes before he leant down with a smirk and started kissing and sucking on my neck, I let out quiet whimpers until he moved down to my collar bone where I let out a gasp and an airy moan, "ahh~ K-Kook-ahh~" I breathed and I felt his smirk grow against my skin.
He travelled his hungry kisses down my body until he reached my jeans which he didn't hesitate to undo and pull down, along with my boxers. I felt vulnerable and like I should be covering myself but he just stared over me.
"You're so hot Jimin, I just wanna fuck that perky squishy ass of yours till you can't walk~" he practically growled at me and I whimpered below his gaze, we locked eyes for a moment before he stood up to take off the remains of his clothing and go back to straddling me.
"Is this your first time?" He asked more seriously and I hesitantly nodded, "well, I am drunk, but I'm sober enough to know I have to go gentle, so I won't do what I really want to do, but unfortunately I do have to go in without lube..." he gave me an apologetic look but I shook my head.
"Is fine, just hurry the fuck up, I need you." I don't know where my sudden confidence appeared from but I knew I had waited too long for this. "You're such a whore Jimin, and I love it." He smirked and spat on his fingers before slowly stroking himself at the sight of me, making me blush.
He held his other fingers in front of my mouth and I frowned in confusion, "suck." He said bluntly and I hastily sucked on three of his fingers before he pulled them away. "This is gonna hurt, but it'll get better, trust me." He waited for me to respond before continuing.
"I trust you Jungkook." I replied, he gripped one of my legs and lifted it over his shoulder before slowly edging one of his fingers inside me, I gripped tightly onto the bed sheets and let out a small squeal, he started to move it around before adding a second finger making me wince at the pain.
I don't see how this is supposed to feel good... Maybe this was a bad idea...
He pulled apart his fingers to stretch me sending an uncomfortable feeling through my body, "shit Jungkook..." I groaned in pain and he gave me a sympathetic look, "sorry..."
He added a third finger without any warning and I bit my lip trying to hold back tears. After a while of him moving his fingers around it was starting to feel ok, actually this does feel good...
He pulled out his fingers making me whine at the empty feeling, he smirked at me before moving his, rather large, member towards my entrance.
He leant back over me and placed both hands either side of my head before looking into my eyes, "kiss me." He ordered and we smashed our lips back together, I wrapped my arms and legs around him before he gently pushed into me.
I moaned into his mouth and he slowly started thrusting in and out, I had to break away from the kiss to moan and arch my back in pleasure. "Ohhh Fuck! Jungkook!" I whined and moaned almost pornographically as he sped his movements.
"F-faster! Harder! P-Please ahhhh~!" I was being so loud but it felt so fucking good... "God baby, I love hearing your moans, keep shouting my name it's so hot Jimin." He huskily groaned and I panted as I scratched up and down his back.
"Ah Fuck Jungkook! I'm c-close!" I stuttered out and he sat upright before grabbing my legs and thrusting even deeper into me than before, "AGHH RIGHT THERE JUNGKOOK!" He slammed straight into that bundle of nerves that made me see stars, it felt so good to be screaming his name.
"Cum for me baby." He groaned out and after a few more thrusts I did just that, "Jungkooook~!" I panted as he kept thrusting almost at his high, I felt a warm substance in my rear and heard him moan my name, "ahh, Jimin~" it felt even better to hear him say mine...
He pulled out and laid next to me as we both caught our breaths, "thank you Jungkook..." I huffed and he gave me a sloppy kiss before we both passed out on the bed.
~ The next morning ~
I woke up to the sun on my eyes and I smiled, thinking about last night.
I rolled onto my side to find Jungko-
The bed was empty other than me...
I leant over and put my glasses on that had flown off at some point last night before grabbing my phone.
I saw a message from Jungkook.
Jungkook
I'm sorry Jimin.
I can't.
And that was it...
I felt tears come to my eyes again before I let out a small sob and pulled the covers over my still naked body.
After a while of letting my feelings out I dragged myself out of the bed and gathered my clothes before getting dressed. I went down the stairs to see Jin cleaning.
"Jungkook, ran out in a hurry this morning. I'm really sorry Jimin, I know what happened and I think what he did was wrong. I'm sorry." He said sympathetically.
I nodded and wiped some of my tears before heading out the door and back to my own house.
Alone.
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A.N.
A lot of you probably predicted the end but I'm sorry it's sad, it had to be for the next part of the story to work!
Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!
Byyyeeeee 😘👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼
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