Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm so so so so so so excited because it's the first one since I've met the love of my life.

Mettaton

I know, I know, I'm a total loser.

But I actually am kinda excited 'cause my parents always get my sister and I little things for Valentine's.

Although a few years ago I got a book about puberty.

Hoping that doesn't happen again.

Also, I'll get to gorge on chocolate so ya know that's all good.

But, there was heartbreak.

I met someone so special last month, and they went to someone else and broke my heart.

That someone was:

This Hot Topic shirt.

IT WAS LIMITED TIME AND AN ONLINE EXCLUSIVE AND WHEN I FOUND IT, IT WAD ONLY LEFT IN MY EXACT SIZE. 

I managed to convince my mom to buy it and I waited for it to arrive.

Two days later, my whole family​ was in the car. I was reading Tokyo Ghoul and chatting with my sister about Tsukiyama when my mom turned around to face me. I noticed her phone was in her hand and was open to email.

The exact words she used were, "Honey, I'm so sorry. The order was cancelled."

It took me a moment to process this, but when I realized what she was saying, the book fell from my hands and my jaw dropped in shock.

I still haven't gotten over because I was supposed to get it a few days ago.

Ugggghhhhh fml.

Because of that, I'm pissed at Hot Topic rn.

Also, speaking of Tokyo Ghoul, my cousin and I were texting the other day and because I was bored I was looking up character wikis.

And I found out that  Juuzou (from Tokyo Ghoul) is my EXACT HEIGHT.

I'm only 5'2", so this made him like a gajillion times more precious and adorable.

PROTECT THIS CHILD: