Warning: This chapter contains Suicide and deaths attempts and if you are not into this or you can't read it due to your past please skip to the next chapter. Also sorry for any spellings and grammar mistakes

"Officer Laurance here?" I hear her say as I was relieved that she didn't go on break yet

"Remeber me girly" I asked as I could tell she was smiling

"Yeah...can you move this for a second." I hear her say to someone "You okay?" she ask as I look at my friends' dead cousin laying down in front of me

"Listen I'm calling you out the bunch of cops that I love. Let's be real they all hate me, but I'm calling because you can help me with something. I'm at my friend's cousin house and a murder is what I'm guessing-"

"You are using which phone?"

"House phone."

"Okay Tommy will trace the call to the house and we'll be-"

"Don't let anyone else know where your going."

"How did Jake fall down the stars?! I swear she was supposed to watch him...I'm on my way." She hanged up as I realized why she said that. I started to hear  X tell Phobie a few things to try and calm her down but can tell she wasn't listening.

"I just wanna die..." Phoebe says as she holds a pocket knife close to her wrist

"Listen don't do that."

"Why not...the only person that cares about me is gone now."

"We care about you Phoebe, you got us don't do that shit."X says as I sit by her grabbing her wrist

"Listen to me, if you go...I'm going with you."

"Katrina what the fuck."

"I know what I'm doing X, trust me."

"No the fuck you don't you sound fucking crazy that shit ant worth it"

"Listen...I'll end my life with you, but for now let's get in these last few minutes of our life that we can get okay."

"You sound so damn dumb." I hear Jahseh say as I took the phone and put it on the other side of me smiling so he knows this s just a plan.

"I'll go grab a knife. We'll do it in three minutes" I said as I went into the kitchen and grabbed a smaller knife yet sharper knife to match her. Within two minutes of sitting by her Officer Jenny, Tommy Hall and Jackson Smith came through the door...

"Fast timing..." I said as they looked at Phoebe aiming guns at her and at me thinking we were criminals.

"Guns down boys, She's innocent." I hear Jenny say as she stepped in the door

"How you know?" Officer J. Smith said

"Becuase this one told me the whole story" Jenny said smiling at me

"It's good to see you Katrina." She smiled at me as I did the same

"Same here."

"Yo is that Jenny?" X says as Jenny grab my phone and smiles at X

"Nice to see you too Jahseh. Also if you don't mind I brought my husband along with me." she says looking at me on the second part as a man with dirty blonde hair, dark green eyes with glasses that fir his face, beige shirt, with jeans and a lab coat walked through the door

"Wait! You that guy I almost got three years added to my sentence. I wanted to fight you in the psychiatric cell. Hey Howard!" I said smiling and waving at him. I can honestly say my time there was literally the worst thing that I been through

Flashback

"Hello Katrina, I am the therapist today for you, Howard Laurance"

"Fuck off" I spat at him as he sat down in the wooden chair while I was on the floor

"Okay let's start with your mindset right now, on a scale of 1-10. How do you feel?" 

I laughed at his question

"I feel like you asking a dumb question." I started to twist my hair and play with it

"I see...I see...So you just want small talk. Well, can I ask you why did you start all of the things you did?" he said looking at me and writing down information on his clipboard. I decided to get up off the floor to stretch my legs 

"No comment today

"Because I looked at yo ugly ass. If I get asked one more question I swear I'll-"

"Do you take any medications or-" He question was cut off as I  started to yell and got close to the glass and started yelling. All I could remember was me yelling and I woke up in a stray jacket seeing Jenny on the other side if the glass looking at me.

Flashback ended

"Ay I gotta go and preform. " X said as I smiled at him

"love ya

"You too" The two male officers left and went into the room and investigated what happened in the other room as Harold and Jenny stayed in the front with us. 

"I don't wanna be here right now." She said holding the knife in her hand

"Phoebe, listen to me... please put it down. Please. I saved Katrina from doing this to herself and I don't want you to do this." Jenny said as she continued to cry even more

"It's too much. He was really the only person that I cared about right now. Nothing just matters right now.". Jenny let out a sigh as she took her hair out of the bun that it was in letting her blonde hair flow.

"I can't talk to you like this. Harold hold this." Jenny said as she took off her officer uniform and revealed herself in jogging pants and a black NASA t-shirt. She was doing the same thing she did for me at the physiatric word of the jail. She is trying to talk to us as a person and not a cop

"Now I can talk to you. No rank. No intimidation by me. I'm at your level now. Katrina can even tell you how I really saved her and Jahesh from this once."

"I won't tell anyone about the information you tell me okay? I always keep the things told to me locked away in my heart and mind."

"Was he a gang member?" she asked as Phoebe nodded

"H-he was a Gangster disciple." 

"Was anyone else a gang member at this house?"

Jenny Pov

"T-Timmy but he...he passed three years ago" She said looking at the ceiling as I put one arm around her trying to comfort her.

"Was that all?" Katrina asked

"You know...I had a brother who was a blood and this happened to him as well..." I said as Katrina looked at me shocked

"You use to be a thug? Who knew?" Katrina said as we all started to laugh

"No, I was the goody-goody, my brother was the rebel. He left out the house at fifteen because he fought my dad and put him in the hospital for a few days. I use to always have him in the house when they left and went to work."

"I thought you were a good girl, never did anything wrong in her life." She said mimicking my voice as I laughed

"I hate you to death." I playfully said

"Love ya to mom" 

I swear Katrina is like a daughter to me. She has been through more than me but I know that both of these girls are special to a lot of people.

"How did he die?" Phoebe asked as I let out a sigh, this is a huge burden on my chest that I just want to get rid of. I told my husband to go help out the other officers as I got into detail about what happened

"By Crips, Kenny picked me up one day to just ride around with him and get back closer."

Flashback

"Where are we going?" a fourteen-year-old me asked as he let out a huge puff of gas.

"I don't know? Ride until the wheels fall off I guess" He let his blunt hang out of the window as my heart started to race

"So we are going to somewhere we don't know and you expect me to be okay?!" I yelled as he looked at me then back to driving.

"Look, Iluvya, but take a risk. One bad thing will not hurt you." He said as he turned the radio up a little bit playing his friend's mixtape

"I want to be a doctor, anything on my record will hurt me!"  I protested

" You're so ugly for saying that." He said as I hit him softly in his chest

"Hit me while I'm driving again and I will fight you" he threatened me as I hit him again.

"You scared of a lil-ow! Let go !"  I said as he pulled my ear like our grandma use to do when we did something wrong

"Told ya"

"Keny stop pulling my ear!" I said and with the blink of an eye I smelled gunpowder, the powder got stronger as I heard a faint knock, or was it a thump. I opened my eyes to see my brother clenched on the wheel. 

"Kenny? Kenny? Wake up?!" I pushed him as I saw something red. I smashed it with two of my fingers and it was blood. I started to pray that I was going to make it out safe. I tried to take over the wheel but it was too late I thought. I was in a state of shock, fear, something froze me making me unable to move. I was pushed to the front of the car. It felt like I was in mid-air as I looked down and well I was.

I don't know how, but I was able to pull my self to get out of the car. Once I got out I saw the front of the car about to head into the river and the back was about to fall in. I heard a whisp hit the car window and I took off running. 

Flashback end

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Katrina Pov

"I never looked back. I wrote a note to my mom and dad that  I had to run away and it wasn't safe. I didn't warn them...well I didn't warm my dad. He...he was killed by a Crip while my mom was looking for me." 

I never saw Jenny like this. She was trying not to cry but you could tell she was hurt, her voice didn't sound like it. I sat in front of them and gave them a hug.

"Phoe, we about to get you through this okay? Don't feel like doing that again."

Jenny got up from the floor and went to examine the crime scene before anyone else came.

Within a few minutes, I felt Phoebe giving me a hug and it's strange. Normally Jahseh gives me a hug but I didn't argue it. I gave her a hug back and just tried to be there for her.

"Jenny!" Jackson yelled getting her attention

"What happened Jay?" She said asking Jackson as he let out sigh.

"We can say it was this that caused the murder." He said lifting up a piece of cloth as Jenny's eyes widen.

" That's great! That means we can find out who killed him right?" I ask as they all look at me

"What?"

"This is a gang case. I don't know if we can make this a real case." Tommy said as Jenny gave him a look

"This was a real human, a real person with needs just like us and you saying we can't handle this case?" Jenny ordered as Phoebe got up from the couch

"I sure as hell will handle this case with or without the law." She fixed her closed as I looked at her with consideration in her eye

"Phoe, what do you mean?"

"I'll find out who did this by myself."

"Don't do that that's dangerous, by the way, do you live here?" Harold stated and man I want to punch him right now

"No, I live like thirty minutes away from here." she said whipping her eyes

"You know what girly, I'll drive you home okay. I don't want anything happening to you." Jenny said as she put an arm around her giving her a smile

"I'll be there as well. Maybe we can have a sleepover?" I said 

"Yeah we should!" I hear Jackson say a little bit too excited as all the girls looked at him.

"As in...G.I.R.L.S O.N.L.Y" Jenny spelled out 

"Oh yeah right. I know what you meant." He tried to laugh it off as it was just awkward...

"Anyway just take her home now and I will deal with this." Tommy said as she nodded

"Alright." Jenny said as all three of us got out of the house.

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"Text, Daddy" I said into my phone after I pressed the home button...Got I hate that I lost that bet with him.

"Okay, what do you want me to text?" Sari asked as I made a turn following Jenny. Damn this woman drives fast.

"Staying with Phoebe for a day, she's not in the proper mind state right now. Make sure you stay safe alright."

"Okay do you want to send this"

"Yes!"

"Okay. Got it."

"Sair, text bunny."

"Got it. What will the message say?"

"I'll be there soon, Ima branch off from yall right quick about to get some clothes and things"

"Okay.  'I'll be there soon, Ima branch off from yall right quick about to get some clothes and things' Correct?"

"Yes. Send."

"Got it. The message was sent." Sari said as within twenty minutes later I made it to Jahseh house but a blue car blocked the normal spot that I parked out. 

"What the hell?" I questioned myself as I got out the BMW looking at the car and rang the doorbell. After I rang the doorbell A girl with blonde hair came to door as I wanted to just question her from the jump but I didn't

"Yes, how may I help you?" she said as I looked at her for a minute I wanted to say

"Excuse me I'm at the wrong house" but instead it turned out to be...

"Um...What the fuck are you doing at my house.?" I asked her as she looked at me puzzled

"I think you have the wrong house. I'm here to just house sit for my boyfriend." she said 

Stop lying to yourself girly

"No...this is *my* house who is your boyfriend anyway?" I questioned her as she smacked her lips

"I'm not telling who my boyfriend is?" she snapped back at me

"Really because this house belongs to a rapper, not to you?" I said putting my hair in a ponytail

"You're such a mut..." she said as I really wanted to pop this hoe but Jah told me to not into shit while he was gone.

"Come again bitch? I'm going to ask one more-"

"Who at the door?" I hear someone say on her phone and I smirked

"Is that your man? Can I speak to him?" I nicely said as she I rolled her eyes.

"Why would a thot speak to him?" She said as I looked at the painting inside and saw the picture of me on the wall and pushed her so I can get in

"Because you're in my fucking house"

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