I stood there quietly as you continue to spit out painful words.

"I'm sorry but I never love you. All these times, I was faking it so please... let me go."

I shook my head in denial—I know you don't mean it. I know you are lying. "You don't mean them! Don't you?"

"I mean them. I mean every single word I just said."

I am in denial. I know you don't mean them and you are just saying that because of what just happened. I was too selfish and I let my ego got the best of me.

"Oh... In that case..." I faked a smile and bowed to you. "... Thanks for sticking up with my annoying ass. I know I have been lacking in a lot of ways so again... I am sorry."

"Yeah—whatever you say, Y/n." Hearing you say those things hurt me a lot more than I expected. Is this how... heartbreak feels like? If so, I don't want to feel it anymore. "Please leave now. I need to attend my next class." You coldly said to me before leaving me all alone inside the classroom.

What you said and what happened really affected me. I've been skipping school and avoiding people for the past three weeks. My classmates did asked me what happened to me and if I am doing okay.

"Y/n, you should go to school. You have been missing lessons for the past three weeks," my mother said to me. She was right but I don't have the motivation to go to school.

I let out a sigh and got off my bed—making my way towards the bathroom.

I know it was a mistake coming to school today. The sight before me was unbearable. You stood there, hand-in-hand with someone I least expected. "Y/n..." You called for me.

"Ah... so those words were lies? The tired of being in a relationship thingy was a lie?"

"Y/n please—"

"No. It's not—"

"You know? You could've just told me you want to break up because you found someone better. Instead, you lied to me. How thick can your face become?"

Without waiting for your answer, I walked past you, purposely bumping onto you. That day was unbearable for me—I couldn't focus in classes, my mind kept on replaying all those sweet memories with you when I know I shouldn't be remembering those memories.

"I love you so much, Rosé!"

"Aww—I love you more Y/n!"

I can't help but cry in the middle of a lesson. It was too hurtful to be remembered when I realized you were different now. You are not the Rosé that I used to love.

"You should've been careful! You could die! Have you been to the hospital?"

"Don't worry Rosé. I only dislocated my shoulder. It's nothing serious."

"You called this nothing serious?! You better go before I kill you myself!"

I left the class and went to the rooftop—place where no one can see me cry. A place to let my tears out without anyone knowing about how I cried because of you.

"Will you stay with me tonight?"

"Won't we get caught?"

"Don't worry! I'm the only one home."

Everything came to my mind. The argument we had, the sweet moments we had and even those times where I embarrassed myself in front of you.

With shaky lips, I tried to smile but what can I do? I was helpless.

"Let's race! Who gets to the fountain first will get to make a wish!"

"Okay. What would you want as your reward?"

"I will tell you after I win!"

"You bet!"

That time when we went to cycle around Han River was one of my favourite moments to cherish.

"You lost Y/n! Now you must grant my wish!"

"What would that be?"

"You have to... promise me to never leave me!"

"That's an easy thing to do! I promise you I will never ever leave you."

I kept my promise... I didn't leave your side—not even once. I was there on your hardest days. But... did you keep it? No. Promises are meant to be broken after all.

I don't love you. I don't love you. There is no other reason... I hate you...

No matter how hard I tried to convince myself that I don't have any feelings for you—it was pointless. It's obvious and clear that I am still in love you. But not like it matter to you, right? Your happiness is what matters. Not mine.

"I love you, Y/n. I will always love you."

"That's a lie..."