“Thank you for coming, sir!”

My smile fades when the customer left. Then I check my phone and receive a message from Keith that she wants us to meet inside this mall because she got some free time. I just agreed with her and decided where to meet. She said she’s going for groceries.

I’m already at the entrance of the supermarket waiting for Keith but someone unexpectedly approached me. I quickly started walking away but he holds my wrist. “What?” I frown at Ni-ki.

“Hyung, I just want to say sorry—”

“I told you, let’s just forget it,” I cut him off and pulled my hand away from him. “I’m busy so just go,” I added, though I’m really feeling sorry.

“Hyung, why are you being like this to me? Is this because of noona or because of Sunghoon hyung?” he suddenly asked.

My brows knitted even more at him and I glared, “Why are you bringing up Sunghoon hyung in here? Stop involving him,” I stated.

“I saw how scared you were when hyung arrived at your house as if you committed a murder. I’m concern, hyung. Is he hurting you? Is he doing something awfull to you? Hyung, tell me. I’m here to—”

“He doesn’t! Okay?” I yelled at him. “Just go please. You’re out of it already.”

“Hyung,” he calls as he holds my hand. His face is sincere and he’s really concerned but I need to stop this. I know he cares but he shouldn’t. He’s out of this.

“Ni-ki,” I called him. “I’m fine, okay? He’s not hurting me and why would he?”

I was shocked when he suddenly pulls me to hug me and it took me seconds before I reacted. “Thank goodness… but I am really sorry, Sunoo hyung,” he apologized again and let go.

“O-okay… We’re good now,” I said and smile a bit.

My phone vibrates and Keith’s message appears saying she already arrived at the mall. I look around and my jaw dropped when I saw Sunghoon hyung walking towards our direction. I gulped and remember what he said the last time. My throat dries.

“N-Ni-ki…” I called him. “Go now,” I said almost whispering.

“Why hyung? Oh it’s Sunghoon hyung,” he said.

I saw hyung getting closer and his eyes aren’t looking at me but in Ni-ki. He’s near and he stops beside me. I heard Ni-ki greeted him but I can’t even speak right now.

Hyung lean closer to my ear and whispered. “Whom should I teach a lesson, vixen? You or this Japanese guy?”

I gulped once again, “H-hyung…” I whispered.

He walks passed by me and I saw him taps Ni-ki’s shoulder then he continued walking. After that Keith arrived and hugged my arm. She’s started talking to Ni-ki and it feels like I don’t understand a thing. My head’s floating.

I open my phone and message him that I am sorry and I explained it through the chat. He seen it right away but he just left me on read. The next thing I knew, Keith’s already dragging me inside the supermarket with a push cart.

“Babe, wait a minute,” I said and we stopped walking.

“What’s the matter?” Keith asks, looking at me.

“I gotta go, Babe. I’ll call you, okay? I just need something to do right now. Take care,” I said and quickly run away from her, didn’t even bother to hear her answer.

I hopped on my car and quickly drive towards home. I open the door but the lights are off. I look for hyung all over the house but he isn’t inside.

“Fuck, where is he?” I muttered and open my phone, neglecting Keith’s message to me. I keep on dialing Sunghoon hyung but he isn’t answering.

I’m actually shaking already. I don’t know what he’ll do. He’s mad, I know that. I hope he won’t do anything bad. I’m so fucking nervous.

I went back inside the room and open one of the drawers to look for a flashdrive and it wasn’t in there anymore. “F-fuck…” I cursed. “N-no, no way. No way!” I yelled and started looking for hyung’s laptop and it wasn’t in there as well— no.

Sunghoon hyung’s things aren’t in here anymore; his clothes, his bag—everything.

I felt my tears rushing down; I can feel my heart beating so fast. I’m feeling numb. I’m shaking as fuck. What should I do now?

I just felt myself falling off the floor and cries so hard. I started calling Sunghoon hyung’s number but he isn’t answering. It’s not even ringing. He isn’t even reading my message anymore.

Why did I even trust him? Why did I even like him!? Fuck!

I brush my tears and went out. I take the car and went to Keith’s house. She isn’t here yet but her mom’s in here. “Eommonim,” I called her.

“Sunoo? Oh, what happened to you? Are you okay? Did Keith and you argued?” she asks right away after seeing me.

“No, w-we’re fine. I’m here for Sunghoon hyung. Is he here?” I asked.

“Oh dear, you know he doesn’t come here anymore,” she replied.

“Mom! I’m home! Oh, Babe? Why are you here?” it’s Keith.

“Thank you, Eommonim. I’ll go now,” I said and quickly turn my back.

“Babe! What’s wrong? Hey! Hey! Kim Sunoo!” Keith called me until we reached their gate.

“Keith please,” I pleaded. “I need to look for hyung. Please, just let me, okay?” I said.

“Why? What’s wrong? A-and did you cry? What’s happening?” she asks in concern.

“There’s nothing. I’ll just go now, okay?” I said, trying to be calm.

“Sunoo, what the fuck is happening!? At least tell me!” she shouted.

“Park Keith!” I yelled her name. “I need to see Sunghoon hyung, can’t you get that!? Just stop being a fucking nuisance, please!” I added and went out.

I keep on looking for Sunghoon hyung. I even asked Jungwon if he has contact with Jake hyung and he gave me one but it doesn’t answer me as well. I’m already scared and confused. I went to an adult site, expecting a video of me will be posted but there’s none.

I don’t know what to think anymore. It’s wrecking the hell out of me. I don’t know what I should do. I don’t know where to look for him.

You’re so dumb Kim Sunoo. You’re so fucking dumb!

A week had passed, there’s no Sunghoon hyung appeared. I felt devastated. I forced myself to get back to Keith and acted like nothing happened.

(Congratulations, girl!)

“Hey, I don’t even know if I’m really getting that promotion…”

(You will baby! I’m sorry if I’m not gonna be in there at the event…)

“It’ll be fine. I’m nervous… I’m the host and there’ll be lots of people.”

(You’ll do fine!)

“Thank you, Wonie…”

I ended the call after few more seconds and I sigh. I look at the mirror once more before going out. I barely survived the whole week. I tried my best not to fail at work. At night I overthink a lot. I cry a lot every night thinking about what Sunghoon hyung might do.

I’m actually scared.

I’m already at the car when I received a message from Keith that made me furious as hell.

Babe:
Where are you babe?
We’re here!
Sunghoon hyung is here too. You’ve been looking for him.
He’s looking for you too.

“Argh! Fuck! Why isn’t he answering my calls!? And why is he at the event!?”

Fuck! Fuck! What am I even thinking getting tangled with this stupid motherfucker! I knew he’s a jerk! Damn it Kim Sunoo you’re ruining your already fucked up life!

I started running so fast and reached the hall where the event is going to be hold. I open the door while panting and trembling. I scan my eyes, doesn’t care if everyone’s watching me right now.

“Park Sunghoon you asshole,” I muttered while clenching my teeth and went to him.

“You’re kinda late, it’s time for the presentation,” I saw him smirked at me and pointed the big screen in front.

The lights turn off and the projector started rolling. I gasps, “N-no… No! No! No way!” I shouted and run towards the technical side. “Stop it! Stop it, son of a bitch!” I shouted at the man.

He got surprised by how riled up I am and quickly reached the USB but slender fingers stopped him from doing so. I turn my head and glared at Park Sunghoon.

“S-stop doing this… please,” I bit my lowerlip trying not to cry at my big event.

Sunghoon moves closer to me and whispered, “Why stop? Everyone will see how great you are.”

I gripped the hem of his suit and eventually cried near his shoulders, “P-please… please don’t do this to me, Sunghoon,” I begged.

“Follow me,” he whispered back and started walking away in this dark hall.

“B-But—”

“Faster!”

Fuck! I don’t know what to do, the video is about to start and all the visitor’s eyes are nailed in the big screen. I should stop what the hell this is but I decided to follow Sunghoon instead.

“Sunghoon—”

He grabs my waist, pushed me in the corner of the staff room and kissed me hard. I tried to resist but he gripped my hands and continued kissing me. I just cry as I felt myself responding to those kisses.

I’m so stupid. I’m really stupid. How can I let this man ruin me like this?

He made me turn around and my cheek is pushed on the cold wall then he lean on me, I can feel his crotch on my butt, pressing. “We agreed about this, right? You like this too, right?”

“I-I…” I don’t know what to say. I’m also confused.

“Why, baby? You like it, right? Tell me, tell me how you love getting touched by me,” he whispered again, hand is on my nape travelling to my neck and lightly chocking me.

“Y-yes… I… I like you, Sunghoon. I like you inside me… S-so please, fuck me right here— right now.”

I never knew I’m going to end up in this situation. I just wanted to have some fun but I didn’t hell I’m going into. I should have said no before, I shouldn’t have let the temptation win over me.

Then I heard him smirks and laughs that made me look at him and he eventually pulled away. I frown at him then he caresses my cheek. “H-hyung…”

“Were you nervous?” he asks and chuckles. “I’m not gonna hurt you vixen.”

“B-but—” I pause to wipe my tears. “Hyung!” I cried at him and he hugs me.

“You missed me?” he asked and kisses the top of my head. “I arranged so much things that you shouldn’t know for now. I’m here to congratulate you,” he said.

“I-I,” I sob. “I thought you’re going to expose me already! I-I hate y-you so much,” I cried so hard.

He cupped my cheeks and made me look at him. “Why would I do that? You’re too precious, baby,” he said. “Stop crying now, I just scared you a bit,” he smiles and pulled a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe my tears.

“You scared me to death,” I said while we started walking outside.

“You were so scared when the original videos are with you. I left it—”

“Huh!?”

“I left it in the drawer, Vixen to make you feel at ease,” he continued. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

I gasped and my whole body started to shake. We already reached the outside which is the main hall and I just noticed that people are staring at us.

“Sunoo, hey— what the fuck…” I heard hyung pauses.

“T-that’s… t-that’s— fuck…”

I saw Keith looking at me with such disgust face and not just her, a lot of them in the hall. And I heard different gossips. I felt Sunghoon hyung held my hand but I’m too frozen from where I’m standing.

“Stop that video, motherfucker!” I heard Sunghoon hyung yelled in madness.

But will stopping the video of us having sex that is projecting on a big screen and getting watched by a lot of people will change everything?

I lost my energy, my dignity… my whole self.

I turn and look at Sunghoon hyung who’s busy wrecking the flashdrive by continuously stepping on it. Our eyes meet and I don’t really know what to feel.

“I shouldn’t have trusted you… Sunghoon hyung.”