“Here are some pills to keep you clean.”

Sunghoon hyung lends me a bottle and I read its label. “A-are we going to do this tonight?” I asked him, hesitantly. I’m sitting on the sofa, hands are on my knees and looking at him like a scared kid.

Hyung leans forward, he held my chin and kissed me. “No,” he smiles. “Clean yourself first. Make sure to make it really clean, Kim Sunoo. I’ll be out for two days. So used it well to prepare.”

“Where are you going?” I asked him.

“Just around, with the boys,” he replied and went closer to my neck. He pulls down my shirt that revealed my clavicle then he sucks on it for seconds, making sure it’ll leave his mark before looking at me again. “I’m going now, baby. See you in two days.”

That’s the last thing he said before he left the pad. My eyes began to water and eventually tears falls. I quickly wipe it and went inside my room to force myself to sleep but I can’t.

I spend the rest of the night looking up on the internet how to be freaking ‘clean’ and this shit requires a lot; the foods you eat, the time you dump, and so much more! Also these pills… it’s real. After sex I need to take a test as well. If only I can talk to Jungwon about this.

This made me look up the ceiling and sighs. I don’t know at what time I fell as sleep but I got waken up by my alarm. I prepared for work and I stayed inside the office because I’m not really in the mood to entertain people. No calls from the outside and Keith is now busy in her work.

I wonder where’s Sunghoon hyung?

I sigh and slump on my desk while my fingers are playing with the pen and I’m blowing my cheeks. “What will happen if we do that…” I muttered and sigh once again.

Inside two days all I did is to eat those suggested vegetable and I need to prepare for hyung’s size because I might pass out by it and it’s my freaking first time! And so I started preparing myself with my fingers and it sucks! It sucks a lot and it hurts, I don’t think I can do it. This requires lots of lots of lubes too in order to work because the friction is too much to handle.

Damn, I don’t think I can handle this.

Aside from physical preparation, I also started watching anal sex and I can’t really get used to it. I stopped watching pornography for long now because I have Keith. I didn’t know I’ll come back just to get my own fucking time.

I sigh and throws away my phone. I looked at the ceiling. “It’s tomorrow already. Sunghoon hyung will be here tomorrow,” I whispered and covered my face with pillow then shouts at it.

But Sunghoon hyung being inside me… what will I feel? Will it be hurt or the other way around? And why am I anticipating!? I guess I don’t really have a choice…

But to get fucked by him.

I look for my phone again and tried to message Keith but I sighs when she haven’t even seen my last message to her and that’s couple of hours already. Isn’t she overworking? I’m kinda getting annoyed by this.

I woke up early, prepared myself and went to work. I went to the outside branch for some inventory checking and such and monthly checking of materials. I busied myself and just got received an apology message from Keith. I know I should reply given the situation is understandable but my pride told me to just shoved my phone back to my trouser and continue my work.

Let’s just say, I’m busy as well.

Around 9 in the evening I arrived at the house. I’m expecting hyung to be around but he isn’t. I ate a light dinner and started drinking the tequila I have in here. I washed up thoroughly eventhough I don’t know if hyung will really come here.

“Ah, I think I’m already drunk,” I muttered and chug again from the bottle and gulp it all.

My head’s already spinning everytime I move but I still fight it and then walks towards my room but the way is so messy that I stumble with my own feet but before I could land on the floor, arms already caught me.

“Sunghoon hyung…”

“Were you drink—”

I don’t know but I kiss him. I started kissing him and I can feel his lips responding to mine. I just hope I will forget everything that will happen tonight.

I feel hyung lifting me up with my thighs and we walk towards the room while still kissing. He dropped me on the bed and he took off his shirt and pants revealing his boxers. He started kissing me once again, hand is on my nape to deepen and then slowly laid me down.

He took off my shirt and I feel his lips on my neck, sucking it until in my chest. My back arched as I feel the sensation especially when his hand started slightly squeezing my thighs and it reached up to my crotch.

Sunghoon hyung pulled the waistband of my shorts together with my undies and by that I’m naked under him. “Hyung—” he didn’t let me finish and started kissing me again. “Hmmgh—” I whimpered between our kisses when he held my dick and started stroking it.

My hands wrapped around his back and hold onto him while I’m moaning softly. “Do you like it?” he asked.

I pursed my lips and nods. “Y-yes hyung…”

He smirks at me and then his hand started moving fast that made me moan. “F-fuck…”

Sunghoon hyung’s enjoying what he’s doing and I can see it. I can see how he playfully smirks and look at me with those lustful eyes… and I hate to admit it but I love it how he looks at me like that.

“Ready to get fucked, baby?”

I gasp. Am I really ready? I don’t know. Hell, where the fuck that tequila went now? Why am I feeling sober already!? How could it betray me this fast??

I saw hyung pulled get a condoms and the he used the other one for his fingers. He spread out my legs and it made me so shy because no one fucking does that to me! This is so embarrassing.

He’s not saying anything and then he spits on his fingers that has condom before inserting it on my hole. I bit my lip and grips on the sheet. “F-fuck,” I cursed and closed my eyes as I felt his two fingers coming in.

“You really prepared a lot, huh? It went in right away,” he said and chuckles. “I guess I don’t really need to prepare you that much,” he added and started moving his hands.

“A-agh, hyung!”

He continued going in and out in me. It’s just his fingers but I’m losing my mind already. He then pulled out and throws the condom. He took off his boxers that revealed his huge cook. He moves above me until his already right in front of face. I open my mouth as soon as I felt the head of his dick slapping my face. He went inside my mouth, going deeper while I’m lying down and he’s above me, fucking my mouth. I hold on to his hips as he pushed his dick down to my throat that made me gag and couch.

“Good girl,” he chuckles and softly slaps my cheeks. And here I am still speechless by what just happened.

He moves away from me and started wearing the condom. I gasp again. He’s just really huge. I might cry. He aim the head on my entrance and started poking it first.

“H-hyung,” I called him. “Will it hurt?”

“Just cry then.”

“But hyung— agh! Fuck!” I yelled when he suddenly went in.

It’s tearing up. It’s tearing me up. Sunghoon hyung’s cock is inside me and it’s so huge. My eyes began to water and I gripped on the bedsheet. I think my breath is shorter than it should be.

“D-don’t move y-yet,” I whispered, holding his arm.

He smiles at me and I felt him brushes the corner of my eye. “Stop crying, you’ll not gonna enjoy this if you do,” he said.

“B-but it’s hurt.”

“It is at first then you’ll get used to it. Hyung’s gonna move now, okay?” he smiles and I nods at him.

He moves slowly and a moan escapes my mouth and gradually it’s getting faster until I just found myself moaning his name, almost yelling at him and my nails dug on his arm.

“F-fuck! S-Sunghoon hyung— ugh! Hyung!”

He pushes down my lower abdomen and it’s making it even more pleasurable. I’m losing my mind. So this is how it feels? So this is how woman feels when man did it to them. Fuck, I’m going insane.

Hyung pulled out his shaft and made me turn around. I kneel and my face is buried on the bed. I felt a warm liquid drops on near my hole, probably hyung’s spit and then he entered me again.

This time he’s getting even hasher. He’s aggressive. He’s going too fast and faster then he slowly stops. I looked back and he’s already holding his freaking phone.

“Sunghoon hyung—”

He cut me off by pushing my head down to the pillow and started banging me again. Fuck! He’s probably filming this right now! Fuck Kim Sunoo how could you be so freaking careless!

But damn being fucked like this— I’m losing it! He’s so damn good at it.

“H-hyung! I’m coming!” I yelled and he went faster that made me cum first and second after he cum inside me.

I lost all my strength and close my eyes… that I hope I didn’t.