“Sunoo… Sunoo, wake up!”

“Ah hyung…” I muttered and turn my back.

I heard chuckles and my eyes open widely when I realized who owns it. I get up and turn my head to my left. “Babe! What are you doing here?” I asked Keith.

“I missed you of course!” she exclaimed and looked around. “I didn’t know oppa and you sleep beside each other…”

“W-where is he?” I asked instead.

“Oh he’s in the living,” she answered. “But I’m glad you two are getting along,” she smiles.

I gasp for a second and scratch the back of my head. “Well… n-not a bad thing, maybe,” I replied and stands up. “Why are you here this early, babe?”

“Well, I need to tell something about you,” Keith answered as we walk outside.

Sunghoon hyung meet my eyes and I quickly look away. “What is it?” I asked Keith.

“Later, I’m going to cook breakfast,” Keith answered me and went to the kitchen.

I went inside the washroom and I washed up and gurgle. I look at myself in the mirror and sighs. I lean both of my palm on the sink as I shut my eyes in stress.

“Goddamn Kim Sunoo, you’re crazy,” I muttered.

I always tend to forget things when I wake up after I got drunk but everything’s so vivid right now. I can remember how he smells, I remember how we kissed, and I remember how he stares at me while I was kneeling in front of him.

I open my eyes to sigh again but was shocked when I see him standing near the door through the mirror and I look at him. “H-hyung…” I whispered and he locks the door.

He move towards me, held my waist, and leans my hips on the sink as he kisses me. “H-hyung—mmgh—” I tried to pushed away but he holds both of my wrist to stop me from moving then he pulled away. I glared at me.

“Stop glaring at me,” he said but I’m still doing it. I hate it when I can’t do anything against him.

“S-stop it,” I stuttered and looks down. “Keith’s here,” I added. “At least… have some respect,” I added.

He held my chin and made me look at him. He kisses me again and I freaking responded out of unknown reason. He pulled out again and caresses my cheek and brushes my lip with his thumb.

“I’m going out later, do you want me to buy you something?” he asked.

I slowly shake my head, “None…”

“Okay,” he replied and just go out.

I breathe in relief, “Ah, fuck,” I cursed at myself and held my chest. Why is this beating so fast? Damn it!

I followed him outside after and I saw him went in the room. I went to the dining, pull a chair and look at her cook. “Babe,” I called her.

“Hmm?” she hums.

“I miss you,” I muttered out of nowhere and bit my lowerlip.
She pauses from moving and she turns around to see me. “Are you okay?” she asks me.

I chuckles, “Of course I am,” I said and stand up to hug her from the back. “I’m sorry…” I apologize and buried my face on her neck.

“Sorry for what?” she asks, a bit worried.

“Everything…”

“Sunoo,” she calls me and then she cupped my cheeks and kisses my lips. “I love you, okay? You know that,” she said and smiles.

I held her cheek as well and kiss her, I kissed her hard and even bit her lip. What’s happening to me? Fuck, it feels like I really miss her so much. It feels like I’ve been gone from her embrace for so long. What is this feeling?

“I love you too,” I said and kissed her forehead.

She smiles as she nods. “Are you okay now? I’m going to cook,” she said.

“Y-yeah, sorry,” I chuckles and turn around to seat again but then I saw Sunghoon hyung on the outside shoe rack wearing his shoes. Did he saw us kissing?

And so what? That’s right. He should know who owns me… and it’s not him and will never be him.

He’s done wearing it and our eyes meet. As always it’s blunt. “I’ll be going,” he said and didn’t even wait for me to reply and he just went out of the house.

“Your oppa’s really a jerk,” I almost whispered.

“You’re right,” Keith laughs awkwardly and sighs. “I’m convincing dad to let him stay in the house again but dad really hates him,” she said.

“Why is that? Like I’m also curious, why does he hates your brother so much?” I asked her.

Keith shrugs her shoulder. “I don’t know as well. Mom’s the only one he frequently talks to,” she answered.

I just nod and our conversation goes on while she’s cooking. After she cooks some soup she served it and we started eating together. “How’s last night with Jungwon?”

“Oh about that,” I reacted. “I met a new friend— no actually, I already meet him. You probably know him too. He’s Ni-ki, the dancer? The one we usually watch if we want to dance,” I shared.

“Oh! Nishimura Ni-ki!? How!?” she exclaimed. I know Keith loves him too. We’re actually a fan of him in terms of dancing.

“It turns out that Ni-ki and Jungwon’s boyfriend are somewhat related to each other as well,” I answered her.

She nods, “Oh, so did you drank a lot?”

“Not really? I don’t know, maybe I was drunk,” I laughs a little.

“And you drank with oppa too?”

“H-hyung?” I repeated and she nods. “N-no?”

“Oh, did why did I saw a bottle of tequila on the sink when I get here?” she asked me, no hint of malice.

“Ah that…” I paused and think. “Maybe we did? I must be drunk,” I replied and chuckles a little.

She just smiles and nods then we both continued eating, washed the dishes and we takes a seat on the living while watching some TV variety shows.  “So, what do you wanna tell me, Babe?” I asked her.

“Well, it’s about work, Babe,” she started and I listened. “So, the upperhead decided to release the summer collection line in Japan and they picked the senior positions to go with them for the promotions and… I’m one of the head of the PR team so… I gotta go with them in Japan… this week.”

I pursed my lips after I heard that. I don’t know what to react I should be glad because that’s a big project but if she’s going to leave… how about me in here?

With Sunghoon hyung?

“H-how long are you going to be in there?” I asked first.

“I’m not yet sure, babe but the memo said two weeks, I hope it won’t go over that,” she answered and holds my hand. “H-hey, why do you looks so anxious? Babe, I’m actually excited,” she smiles at me.

I awkwardly laugh, “Of course I’m excited too! I’m just you know? I’m gonna miss you,” I reasoned and hold her hands as well. “You should be careful in there, okay? And always message me from time to time,” I reminds.

She nods, “Yes of course! And I’m so happy because this means that the company trusts me, right?”

I caress her cheeks and smiles, “Yes, they do! You are always doing great, anyways. And I’m so proud of you, babe,” I said and smiles at her.

“Thank you!” she hugs me. “You don’t know how you mean to me! Like I’m so lucky to have a supportive boyfriend like you, babe!” she exclaimed.

I hug her back and purses my lips, I feel so bothered. “I’m so lucky to have you too,” I said trying to match the sound of her voice.

What a lie. I hate it.

Personally, I don’t want her to go. I’m feeling the fear knowing I’m not gonna see her for a while and I’m going to be with hyung. It might be just two weeks but that’s so long already.

The two of us stayed inside the house and it’s already night but hyung’s still not here. It’s not like I want him to be here tho? Okay, just leave him out there.

Keith and I decided to order food for dinner and binge watch romance movies with chicken and beer but how cliché that real couple can’t actually finish a movie because I just found myself kissing this girl and laying her on the bed. Of course, I made love with her. It went two rounds and we decided to sleep—no, I’m still awake.

I get up from bed and went out to take a bath I look myself on the mirror and saw some kissmark from Keith, I just chuckles at it and went out of the bathroom. Then I heard the passcode of the door sounds. I looked at the wall clock and it’s already an hour past midnight.

“It’s already late,” I said as I saw Sunghoon hyung went in the living and he is holding a paper bag in him that he put on the table.

“You miss me?” he casually asks and takes a seat. “Seat here,” he ordered.

I followed him of course and sit beside him. “Where have you been?” I asked him.

“Just went out with the boys,” he said and opens the paper bag. My eyes widen when I saw a tub of ice cream—a mint chocolate! “Being a good vixen needs a reward,” he stated.

“O-oh,” I just reacted and quickly get a spoon. I open it and eat. “Thank you,” I said and started eating my stress reliever.

He didn’t say anything and I felt him staring at me so I paused and look at him. He’s not staring at my eyes but… in my neck? I quickly covered it with my hands. He smirks.

“Is that a copping mechanism?” he asks me and grabs the spoon from me and started eating as well. “The fuck is this,” he cursed after eating it.

“S-she’s my girl… I can do it with her,” I reasoned.

He just chuckles and I felt his hand on my nape and pulled me towards him and kiss me. I can taste the ice cream when I responded to his kisses. He pulled out first as always and then he pulled my shirt that is on the shoulder and I felt him sucking my neck, near where Keith did her mark.

I gasp and my fingers curl, digging through my palms. He move away from my neck and went near at my ear. “Mine’s better, vixen,” he stated. “Right?”

“Y-yes hyung…” I answered mindlessly.

He totally move away and pat my head. “Go get me a blanket, I’m going to sleep,” he ordered.

“Yes,” I answered and stand up to go inside the room. I close the door silently and hold my chest. Fuck, it’s beating fast again.

Sunghoon hyung’s going to freaking kill me. He’s really going to be the end of me.

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A/N: This is to warn everyone that as the story goes on there'll be more disturbing scenes and violence. I actually hoped that you already expected such scenarios because I already put it on the Author's Note. So again, please if you cannot stand such behavior, you are allowed to leave the book. Your mental health is a priority. If you can tolerate then thank you.
Also, I said before that next week will probably go daily updates but seeing the chapters I have right now, it's not enough for everyday update. So, hopefully on next two weeks I'll be able to update daily. Thank you that's all.