Tobirama:

It only happened once.

It was insane.

It was so... Different.

I hugged his waist from behind as I stood on my knees, him on all four.

There was no love between us.

We hardly even liked each other, a sensation of jealousy regarding Izuna poisoning the air around us despite our easy conversation earlier on.

It added a hot spice to the entire situation, my abdomen stuck against his back, the sweat between us being the glue.

You fucking slut, I purred in his ear.

Only for Izuna...

I laughed.

Talking back, are we now? You have a bottom in you that will never be satisfied by that man...

I don't care. I love him.

Oh, I know you do, I said.

Slower! he screamed.

Beg for it...

I AM begging!

MORE!!

Tobirama, PLEASE!

I slowed my pace but went deeper, thrusting my whole member inside his slender body over and over, causing him to moan.

I'm going to come, he whispered.

I get to chose when you come.

Tobirama, I can't-

I put my hand over his mouth, shut him up, bent forwards, whispered into his ear.

Right now, your body is my property.

He licked my fingers, took them into his mouth and sucked.

Shit, this was hot. Shit shit shit shit shit, this was hot.

Who's in charge? I asked.

He was trembling.

I harshly grabbed his throat.

I said, who's in charge?

Y- you are...

Such a good boy, I said with a smirk.

I didn't allow him to come, but pulled out then, much to his distain.

I silenced his unhappy wail with a kiss, put my fingers to his burn, caressed it.

Now, on your knees for me...

Izuna:

"Lay down on the bed for me."

I obeyed.

"I'm going to give you the night of your fucking life."

I didn't doubt it.

"Where do you keep your sex toys?"

"How do you know I have-"

"Shut up. Where do you keep them?"

I pointed.

He opened the drawer, hastily pulled everything out.

It was a lot.

Like, a lot-a lot.

"Have you fucked anyone these five years we've been apart?" he asked me.

I just stared. "You're kidding me, right?"

He suddenly leaped towards me on the bed, put his hand around my throat, put his face dangerously close to mine. "I ask the questions. You answer them."

I swallowed. "Yes."

"How many?"

"I don't know, I-"

He strangled me then. "How. Many."

"Probably about fifteen or so. Shit, Tobirama-"

He didn't release his grip, and I started to struggle for air. "I fucked people, too." For some reason, this hurt. "Not fifteen. I'm not a slut like you. But four. Two men. One girl. One non-binary."

"Tobirama, I don't want to know-" I wheezed, but he interrupted me.

He stood up then, released my neck, and I took a grateful breath.

"I always came back to you though. No-one else really... Satisfies me the way you do. Let me own them the way you do."

And he started to undress until he was completely naked in front of me, powdery, white body ginormous and taut in front of me, muscles playing underneath his skin. I swallowed. Shit. For some reason, imagining him with a girl hurt the most. I wanted me to be the most feminine one he'd had.

He lifted a light pink, glittery hard plastic dildo and inspected it. Then, he went to me, pulled my dress up, put it to my opening. My breathing pace increased in anticipation.

"Where do you keep Emil's cuffs?"

I jerked by the name, but pointed to the drawer where I still kept them, unused, and he took them and bound my hands to the bemdframe.

"Now you're stuck with me, let me tell you..."

He put the dildo to my opening again, bent forwards, breathed in my ear.

"Me and Emil fucked each other once."

A white void opened up above me, had me spiraling into it, drowning me in a sensation of chock and arousal.

You.

Two.

Did.

What?

Tobirama smirked. "When it's you and me, I fuck you. But when it's him and me..." The him and me was so strange to me, the use of present tense just as. "... We fucked each other. I never let him top, of course. But he wouldn't give himself over. Not entirely." Tobirama put his thumb to my lower lip. "Not the way you do." He planted a kiss on my lips, put some pressure on my opening with the dildo. "Don't worry. It was before we decided to be exclusive, so no harm done. It's a shame though", he said and pushed the toy in. In my state of chock, I moaned. He put his lips to my ear and whispered: "We would have made a great threesome, the three of us."

He started working the toy inside me, and I squirmed and writhed underneath his hand, preventing me from processing this information. God, they fucked? That's SO fucking hot I can't-

And then he would put thrust in my pleasure spot and smirked. "I know exactly where your weak spot is, baby", he purred.

"Tobes, I- Hahh..."

"What? Did you have a comment about me and your Emil?" I looked at him, eyes large. "I'm not done yet." He twirled the toy inside me, causing me to jerk, straining my hands against the cuffs. Tobirama stood above me, naked still, me still in my midnight blue dress. He put a hand on my thigh and squeezed. "We talked about it afterwards, him and me. If we would ask you. Then, we started planning." You did WHAT? I was so aroused at this point, I was trembling. "We would both be above you to begin with. You would be on all four with me behind you..." A twirl of the toy, a push towards my prostate. I felt myself blushing by the sounds I made, closed my eyes. "Emil would be above your face, shoving himself into your mouth. That way..." He leaned towards my face, put his lips to mine, whispered onto then: "... Him and me could have eye contact so we were fucking, too."

"Emil..."

Tobirama started shuffling among my other sex toys.

"Do you have a penis ring that fits my ginormous-"

"Over there", I interrupted before he had time to finish. "It's adjustable."

He took it in his hand, played with it before threading it over his erection. He removed the toy, climbed onto the bed, put his hand to my face, kissed my cheek. "We would fuck you raw from both sides. But you wouldn't be allowed to come for us yet, slut." I reached my face up, demanding a kiss, but he just smirked. "Emil would come into your mouth, filling you, forcing you to swallow. Or, no, not forcing." Tobirama put his lips to my ear. "You would take him willingly. But not before I'd kissed you, though. It wouldn't be fair if I didn't get some of his taste in my mouth, too." Holy fucking mother of fucking MY GOD. "I didn't tell him that when we planned, though. I wanted to see his face when I did it." He put his tip to my opening. "Me, however..." He pushed himself inside me, and I screamed out as he grunted, the ring creating the most exotic sensation inside me. Finally... After all these years. FINALLY! "I would need to spare myself. Because at some point, I would top you both." He started thrusting. "Making you both my sluts."

He started working then, the lines in his face playing in the soft light as he leaned his head back, sighing. "No-one... No-one feels as good around me as you do, Izuna..."

I reached my hands up to him then, and he leaned down, let me take his face in my hands. "I love you", I said, and his eyes changed and I realised it was because it was the first time I'd really told him that in real time. After all these years... "Tobirama, I love you."

"Izuna..."

He took the keys of the handcuffs, released me. He started thrusting then, for real, and I dug my fingernails into his back, clung to him to prevent myself from coming instantly as that fucking ring felt so right inside me, and my nails created rashes on his milky skin that started bleeding on my hands, and it didn't take him fifteen seconds before his entire body convulsed, his back arching, and I came, too, making both of us wet, screaming together, clinging to each other as if our entire lives depended on it, as it did.

When we were spent, we kept clinging to each other, hiding our faces on each other's faces.

"Izuna... You're trembling... Are you crying?"

I just nodded; I didn't trust myself to speak.

"Why?"

"I... I..." I snivelled. "I miss him, Tobes! I want him back!"

I started to openly cry then.

And Tobirama laid down on his side, scooped me into his embrace, put his chin on the top of my head and held me close and let me cry, the fantasies of what could have been surrounding us in a net so tight, it made us both suffocate.